Want to Always Be Free

I went out with friends last night, same old thing that I do every weekend.
Same place going always:) But, i want to talk about my last relationship. He
thought that he was a good person to me but always talking down to me is not
going to get him anywhere in my world. I try not to surround myself with
peeps that are negative and dwon in thinking I have to have people that are
happy and cheerful. If only he would have been niceer to me i would not be
alone and in this situation now for whatever reason i am happy and cheerful.
i have my son and my pets and job to keep me busy for the time being. i saw
some great blogs on here and i am just going to try to envolve myself in ths
community to heal sooner or later it will be okay soon i am sure. Forget waht
happened in the past i am moving on and going to find someone new! my old
friend (a guy) called me yesterday. He was wanting to meet for coffee
and i am not sure if i should call him back. He also was sort of a flake and
always thinking about himself, am i attracted to men who are into themselves
i don't htink i can put up with that again in a relationship. please! someone
help me!!! i need to know how to say no better! no no no no no it is that
simple right? then why am i having a problem doing it? My girlfriends tell me
to be strong and happy with myself, but my self worth is sometimes attached to
the men that i am with. Maybe i am saying too much right now, i am scaring people
away talking so much i am sure:( I hope that life gets happier. Being newly
single is starting to get with me i am used to having someone by my side:(
Guess now i will get some wine and whine a while.
Love,
Molly:)

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