I dont know,but i cant discribe how im feeling now.
Even though we are not in relationship anymore,we meet,we hang out and fight as if we are going out.
The reason we broke up is because i had an another relationship,i just could not notice how important my bf was.
I apologized a lot,but he used force on me and i became black and blue all over.
He was sometimes being kind,but almost all time he was violent.
There was no use talking about it anymore.so we broke up.
But im feeling empty without him,so i cant help but meeting him even now.
Meeting him isnt always good thing,moreover there are more bad things.
How can i live without him?Damn.

hi guys how are you recently?
i finally entered univ.i belong faculty of foreign language and major at portguese.
so if there are people who can speak portguese here,talk to me please!
anyway its hard to make new friends in new environment.
i hope everyone is honest to me:D

22th Jan,my friends and i went to drink to Shinjuku:)
one of my male friends were totally drunken and he could not go home,so he stayed my home.
thats one of reasons why i broke up with my bf.

im always thinking about his ex gf is cuter and more beautiful than me....
then....heartache..

nervous.