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pain of it all

pain of it all



when a heart is pierced by the points of a lie,
it becomes a little tougher to mend the hole.


when a heart is toughened by the trials of life,
it becomes a little harder to learn forgiveness.



the days of loving with an open heart
are worth living through all the lies.


the days of living with a hardened heart
is the price to be paid .......



in order to love life
and live through
the pain of it all.

deborah

an addition to my past .... remember the white ghosts?

this post is dedicated to my new friend ... this is a beautiful find, imo.

look and view -- i hope you enjoy the deborah show this day my friends.


http://www.planetware.com/picture/bremen-town-walls-d-d108.htm

a dream

this is a day to shine

bring a smile to someone's face

see the future unfold

in peace we walk through


the valley of a dream.





just another short write on a whim yesterday, 01/17/2010. deborah.

hope you enjoy the view.

link to jose's blog post

i'm posting this today for the new online friends i've made over the past several days ..... this one goes along the lines as darkesthour's blog post about sunset. it is a combination of some things that mean alot to me and bring friends together. hope you enjoy the view and enjoy the memories my older online friends. deborah.


http://my.opera.com/zetorres/blog/2008/10/10/northern-lights-poetry#comments

bringing back the past II

i'm bringing this poem back because i've been fortunate enough to make friends and renew friendships. last night was special for me and i thought of this poem, so i post it again today to remind me of all my blessings. hope you enjoy the show. deborah.

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may 2008 original post


New Friend, Old Friend, Dear Friend


companionship is a true human virtue that produces love

love fills the air and travels over miles and miles conquering all obstacles in this space we call life

life can be hard, rarely easy, so thank goodness for friends and family

family is either by blood, marriage, or adoption, and so are friends

friendship is a treasure and should be honored and valued greater than any gold, silver or green

I value my friends, new, old, and those I’ve lost touch with

I thank each of you for the love you share

I hope each of you will find happiness and that special space in life that only a true friend deserves

we may let each other down every now and then, being selfish or ignorant, but don’t feel bad because that is human nature

once a friend, always a friend

dear friend

Deborah 1/9/2002, revised 20 august 2004
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feel free to add your own twist to these words, take them and share them -- i don't need any credits. these words are here for all to read and share. that is my gift to give! deborah.

this beautiful day

on this cold beautiful christmas morning i find
the gift of many blessings all laid at my feet
the sun does shine and sparkle on the frozen snow


life slowly awakens and stirs something deep within me
all these diamonds abound, gleaming brightly in the light
filling me with happiness and warmth



how can i ever repay the love i feel this day
this beautiful day



for everything and everyone i've hurt, i am sorry
for all the times i've tried and failed, i will try harder
forever i am guaranteed the walk down the stream of life
with friends --- there are no enemies here.



happy new years to one and all. don't forget to count your blessings. i just love writing on a whim!

finding reason to be


the troubles with the earth are that it is ours to take. some peoples are more greedy than others.

the american indians were very proud peoples and kept a great nation until the white settlers invaded.

i am not proud to be a white woman, but i am not ashamed to admit that I did not do anything wrong (except being born to a half-breed indian and a white man -- my grandparents).

that being said, i am me. i was given this life for a reason (ain't figured out exactly why i'm here yet, but i will).

how about you?

what is your reason for being here on this earth?

it is all a mystery until we live it now, ain't it? ya reckon? i reckon!

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the above was a comment i made to a poem posted about "chance and change"

just food for thought this day my friends, please share with the rest of us your take on these questions. thanks for viewing today! deborah.

bringing back the past

hello folks. i wanted to bring back the past for you to read again. it is my first blog post not very long ago. i do hope you enjoy the show.


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april 2008

this show today goes with the past, present and future. i hope you enjoy the journey and will add your comments/suggestions or anything else that comes to mind. do not worry, i can handle the truth and i appreciate honesty. please feel free to comment.

this piece is a work in progress, i just picked it up again today and wanted to expand it to include my present experiences. thanks for your time.
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If Only


there aren't enough words to express
the meanings lying deep inside
our souls and our minds for that special place
where others share thoughts and feel

to be open and to be free
to impress upon you
this moment in time
where we are allowed to travel, to view

available to all
accessible to none
within these walls
we stand, we call

your presence heals
your existence comforts
your persistence humbles
tremendous are you

deborah
16 may 2005

http://www.freeuniverse4all.com/elements/images/animaux/animauxtm037.jpg


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first write 2005, have not revised it yet except to add that graphic link. still seems to fit even if this piece is a bit elementary. cheers to you this day. deborah.

and now i know some of the rest of the story

finally i'll find out why i go to bed dead tired and wake up after a good night's sleep dead tired .....

seems that i have an over exercised heart. my doctor's appointment is monday. after a quick blood pressure check and heart rate monitor, i found that i am not as healthy as i was a few years back!

imagine that -- i'm not thirty something or forty anymore!


so my heart rate is sky high and my blood pressure is just fine. that means no more coffee, tea, or chocolate for me! i can't even think about drinking a cup, because it causes my heart to beat triple the times it is supposed to; which can lead to a stoke or heart attack.

sometimes i don't want to get older, but yet i don't want to be disabled either. i guess i'll just have to face the fact that i must take better care of myself and stop my poor behaviors.

why does coffee drinking have to be bad for my health? because it is a drug that affects your circulatory system and eventually affects your health. period.


wonder what else the doc is gonna forbid me to do ..... let's pray it isn't give up my high-stress job. i might have to stay home and work from my computer!!!!!!


happy winter to those of you in this hemisphere, happy spring to those of you down south!

Welcome to the Show

where oh where has my spare time gone? the month of october flew by and all my time went to my job.

i thought some of you would like to know that i'm still alive and kicking. you are special and i appreciate the view you've given me this day.



i was offered the job of store manager in october, and like an idiot i accepted the position. immediately with no training i've taken over a huge responsibility. it is all good!

i needed this boost to my income and my ego, but i wasn't prepared to live my work. so now you know the rest of the story -- i live, eat, sleep the 7 Eleven experience.

i know there are some good jokes out there about 7-11 ---- please share them with the rest of us!

remember the guy on the Simpson's show -- the one (abu ?) that ran the store ..... that is me without the accent!

this is the first time i have managed employees, it has been a challenge; and i am learning how to deal with that aspect the hard way (make a mistake and learn from it). i can run most anything and a store is easy, especially a small town convience store!

i have never been called so many names in my life -- i thought i had several nick-names, well i've got more now! 'bossy bitch' 'yes-mam girl' 'guru of the store' and who knows what else!



thanks for tuning into the deborah show and i'll keep you posted. in the last month i've had a total of two days off work. maybe in the next thirty days i'll get three (ha, ha, ha)! bye for now. deb.