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the deborah show

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part one, the quest of the beaver's tail

part one, the first glance



this tale covers a vast array of adventures and thoughts associated with one particular subject, the beaver that lived at the man-made lake, lake trummel, in sweetwater, texas.

we take you back to mid-summer, when we first began to train tawny to be a big dog and travel with us to our favorite spots for excersise and adventure. jean luc and i have been coming to lake trummel for several years now. we've seen the waters rise and fall depending on the season and the rainfall amounts. we've seen many different creatures, plants and insects during our adventures here. but this trip was special because we had a new friend who was learning to be just like us big dogs and find adventure!

we started out on the lower slope of the plateau where there is more sand than rock, more mud than water, and much more room to roam. the great blue herrons honked and swooped over our shoulders as they announced our arrival to the lake's inhabitants. these birds are great fishermen and know exactly where to catch their lunch. jean luc ignores their flight, but tawny wants to chase them -- a futile attempt at best! the summer heat has already begun even at this early hour and our thirst is not as overpowering as our quest for adventure and learning.

the romping and roaming finished, tongues lagging, we head to the car for a drink. there we've found a shady mesquite tree to rest and ponder our next move. after a short break, i decide we should investigate the cliff side of the lake across the way. the drive is short, but slow. lots of broken pathways for this old car to manuever, but we find the way and soon find a large oak tree grove for shade. parked and instruction given for the dogs to, "stay close," we embark on our next adventure.

the rocks of the cliff hold many secrets. small houses for the cliff swallows. larger houses for the snakes' dens. layers of colored clay and sandstone fill the areas between the cedar trees above the cliff and the brush at the base. i ponder what happened during the different periods of white clay and sandstone, the black, the red, the orange, and then back to the white eras that form a timeline much like the rings of an old oak tree. the swallows are taking flight to get their drink from the lake and we follow their path down to the shoreline. it is a muddy area with a few cattail patches and other various swamp-like vegetation thrive (along with the red-winged black birds). in the clearing on the shore we find a spot with a few big boulders for us to sit and take in the wonderful view.

the blue herrons are across the way fishing out their supper, the swallows have quenched their thirst and head for the latest swarm of insects to eat (poor dragon flies). overhead there are a number of turkey vultures soaring with the breezes, also looking for a meal. i decide we've pondererd enough, so we begin the art of training. the object is for tawny to stay close enough to see me, yet allow her enough room to run free. she is in such a state of happiness, you can see it in her eyes. her excitement has rubbed off on both jean luc and me. we run right out there with her in the mud and the bugs -- without a care in the world. we race towards the end of the shoreline where the cove springs forth life for the desert willows and many, many dragon flies! ah, the shade feels so good and the breeze blows through the braches making for a restful visit.

well rested and refreshed, we head back towards the cliffs and the next adventure. this time, i require the pack to stay close together -- no more roaming and romping free. as we approach the shoreline that leads to the cliff banks where the water runs straight up and into the rock, there is a big splash and an animal swims out to the middle of the water. curious, i get my binoculars only to see a very large beaver. full tail, full of brown fur, and full of energy fleeing the safety of his den. his home was being invaded by strangers! his swimming is strong, his profile is low, when he dives his tail is revealed in its glory . . . . in all his glory!

i am frozen in my stance. i cannot believe my eyes. i release the dogs to roam the cliffs, but "watch for snakes." i find a large boulder above the area where i believe the beaver's den is located, and i watch and wait patiently. my patience pays off, he returns quickly and silently slipping into his den and his safety. i still cannot believe my eyes! i have never experienced a live beaver in his own habitat. i am amazed at how big he is, how streamline his body, and how well he maintains his domain! i resolve to leave him in peace and intrude no longer this day. i call the dogs and we head for the car. the heat is upon us now and lunchtime calls our bellies, so we make our leave of this wonderful adventureous day.



part two, what's the crowd doing? (for the next show, maybe tomorrow)
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i have mixed feelings about this story, because it does not end well, yet it does . . . ironic as my life! part three might reveal some surprises, but the fact is that this beaver is dead. that is what saddens me. from what i understand, this area used to have a very populated community of beaver -- drought and human population have curbed them along with the cougar that roams free and gets hungry too. the coyotes have also helped to decrease the population of many a creature in this area, including the great blue herrons and their eggs! what puzzles me more is that i thought a fox was more prone to eating birds' eggs than coyotes -- i was wrong . . . coyote packs eat whatever they can and they bar no holes (even eating their own young pups as lions do when times are tough).

nature is a never-ending story of mystery and investigation (imo)! --- i hope you enjoyed the read! until next time this is another deborah show. thank you my online friends.

dogs of all colors

this is an old post that i had forgotten about. in trying to find a post about something else i stumbled upon this write. i do hope you enjoy the read.
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dogs of all colors rule



fetch me the paper, fetch me my shoes

follow me here and rest at my feet

happiness starts whenever you bring me

to that wonderful place of your undying love



show me the way and i will follow you

guide me through this lonely life

even for only a brief moment in time



your love shines bright

forever in my heart shall you remain

my faithful companion

you don't even complain



i long to be as gentle a creature as you

my loving partner, my dog, my friend

time goes by too quickly for you dear boy



the lessons you've taught me will carry

over and will be shared with others



for the rest of time

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30 sep 2004, deborah steele

narrative: 23 july 2006, this was written and inspired by jean luc, my male boxer. jean luc found me. he ran up to me with his tongue hanging out (he'd been chasing a female hound dog) from the highway. all he wanted was a drink of water. i offered him my mug which is usually filled with water. my friends gasped at the sight of a dog drinking from my mug. then, jean luc gave me a look and touched his body against my leg. he's never left my side. we had to call another friend to take us home, because the people i was travelling with refused to allow a stray dog in their suv. on the ride home, i was going through call names . . . none seemed to bring any attention to me from jean luc. i replied to my friend who was driving us home, "you know michael, this dog has the head and eyes of the captain from star trek (one of michael and my favorite past-times was watching star trek together), jean luc picard." upon that statement, jean luc stood up and licked me on the cheek. jean luc is not a licker and rarely does he give a kiss. jean luc is a hugger and he loves to snuggle! immediately, within the week, i had him vaccinated and made arrangements for him to be neutered. we've made so many friends over the many years we've been friends, that i will surely pass on his wisdom and love to each animal that enteres my life until the day i die! bb.

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there was a time when people online knew me as boxerbtch (bb). since then i became one blue box -- so i am still a bb!

writing on a whim

writing on a whim. that is how i live my life, on a whim. day by day, moment by moment.

this post is ment to inspire the whims of your life. post your whims, post your thoughts, post anything you like. i am sure i will enjoy the read, i have confidence in a whim.

for my friends, this "whim" is an inspiration, a feeling of the moment, and don't forget that a whim passes in a moment when one expresses true human emotions.




my whim today:

i will never forget what happened. i will always remember how much love i feel for you.


the days fleeting in the moment never to return. fond memories of a love and friendship, like no other.



this day brings us closer to the find, closer to the meaning of our love.

a work in progress since 2004

i post this today because i remembered this work-in-progress, thanks to Cois. i began this piece on 26 july 2004, and revised it more with another posting on 11 july 2006.

today, i offer a part of my write that has held true through the revisions. i plan to pick this one up again and rewrite it. i appreciate any inputs or comments from all of you. the first muse was my spirit "guide" that lead me to recognize some things inside me. i have changed spirit guides many times in my life, but i've always been shown one of greater influence than others depending on that time in my life.

today, i am not sure which spirit is guiding me . . . i think the spirits are quiet for now, waiting for me to make my own choices in my life. who knows, we will see and time will tell as it always does . . . the true spirit of my life. hope you enjoy the show today. thanks. deborah.

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The Black Wolf Walks The Stream. deborah.




you may never know what you've lost.
..........

you may never understand,
...........

diverse and open-minded people see what belongs in life's reality.




i am the black wolf who walks the stream.

in the stream in the middle of the woods going down the mountain,
are many, many . . .
all are welcome to drink, swim, eat, and enjoy the stream (life).


i am the black wolf who walks the stream.

so many friends and family are among those living in this stream (life).
variety of life brings us together to walk through the stream (life).

will you walk with us and live with us
among the trees, plants, bears, birds, insects,
and the fish that swim the stream?



i am the black wolf who walks the stream, and there are no enemies here!

new friend, old friend, dear friend

New Friend, Old Friend, Dear Friend


companionship is a true human virtue that produces love

love fills the air and travels over miles and miles conquering all obstacles in this space we call life

life can be hard, rarely easy, so thank goodness for friends and family

family is either by blood, marriage, or adoption, and so are friends

friendship is a treasure and should be honored and valued greater than any gold, silver or green

I value my friends, new, old, and those I’ve lost touch with

I thank each of you for the love you share

I hope each of you will find happiness and that special space in life that only a true friend deserves

we may let each other down every now and then, being selfish or ignorant, but don’t feel bad because that is human nature

once a friend, always a friend

dear friend

Deborah 1/9/2002, revised 20 august 2004


now you might not know what to say, that is okay. feel free to add your own twist to these words, take them and share them -- i don't need the credits they are here for all to read and share. that is my gift to humanity! deborah. 18 may 2008

family, loving family

the show today is one of rememberance and a reminder of what holds some of use so dear.

our family, our loving and our love for, our families.

i would prefer to take this show into a discussion rather than a creative writing piece on my part. bare with me please and join in.

a tribute to our families and our love for those we know as family.

i'm not talking about my friends, although they are great people too. i'm talking about my family members by blood and by soul. they, are part of me, as i am part of them. i am blessed to be a member of, and i know who i am in a large part because of, my family.

for those of you who've been on the journey with me and the deborah show, you know how much i respect my dogs and animal companions. you also probably understand the devotion and inspiration i gain for happiness in life each day from these creatures of my immediate family.

what you might not know about the deborah show is how much influence my family gave to me when i began to realize the "i" in me. i feel that the journey from my first breath began to unfold with the love my family felt for me. bringing me to this day that i breath and write this fold. a tale of how the love given me has brought me to give love to thee. (sorry, i can't help but rhyme there.)

this might be too long for some to read, but it is rather short indeed. i post this today for all to see, if you're reading i think you'll feel what i mean.

thanks to nelu for the inspiration. thanks pat for the insight. thanks mariana for the reminders and memories. thanks andy, your talents are great. thanks bruce for the insight. thanks jan for the encouragement. thanks mom for all your love and kindness. thanks for letting me, be me. deborah.

creativity, just a thought

i hope to be as creative as some people i've seen. i have the opportunity, just have to find the means . . . that part of myself that explodes into wealth of


creativity

just a thought, a spark, a flicker . . . see what i mean?



some advise a person to stick to a theme, but i see the chance to realize

a dream of being multi-talented and showing my craft

now i've got to get down to the task



i'll learn the tools of the trade and share my wares

keep in touch with the show for it might emplode.

While You Were Sleeping


08 may 2008, deborah steele

While You Were Sleeping


while most of you were sleeping my mind began to wake

my thoughts renewed a replenished view

keep your day job


let insight become your muse

'tis in the night shadows ideas begin

ideas will flourish and produce anew


i dreamt of a problem and solution this day

solved my problem of supression

gained strength with my obsession

now on to the task of bringing life to a dream


join me in my quest all who feel your pride

believe in the quest that leads to provide

a moment in time when we rhyme


accomplished are desires accustomed to whom

my request is to begin with those few

who bring their light to this team



bring the fire -- you have it
now show me
more

judge me with all your might

judge me with all your might because i will choose

the flight of this desperate heart i hold so dear



flee from me my fear



i hold to truth and honesty is my plight

a desperate heart that holds no fright



flee from me my doubts



i fight for the right to be who i am

another lost soul in the realm


flee from me my tears of sadness and replace them with my happiness.

another memory rekindled for another show

this story reflects upon the fact that there are rattles placed on a snake, i.e. the rattlesnake's tail (tale).

year's back, when i was new to this house, i encountered a strange but warning sound.

i was very keen to keep the dust out (dust around here blows every day -- you cannot keep the dust out!), and i was busy sweeping the garage free of the dirt (red dirt). with all the doors opened to expose the outdoors, and the dogs in the house as to not run-freely into the neighborhood; i attended to my chore. i was close to the end of my never-ending fight a good hard thrust of the broom and the warning did ignite.

this rattling sound of warning did hail my attentions to reframe from my quest to prevail and conquer.

the sound so intense it stopped me in my quest. not even my silence quitened the threat. i backed away at first and then became curious. i found the rattlesnake behind a few pieces of wallboard leaned up against the garage wall. the snake was not happy and cornered it was! i immediately replaced the support (security)!

the sound didn't stop; as if it knew, i was still there and that i was still curious.

immediately i went into fight or flight mode and decided i could kill the snake with just one blow. grab weapons for defense -- one for each hand (the shovel and hoe).

i approached the santuary this snake thought was secure, revealed the critter with all my worth. it slank very quickly towards me, it coiled and began to really scare me!

i dropped everything and ran inside. i wouldn't come out until a man came to my call.

i have never forgotten my reaction that day. i rather wish i had been more brave. the man killed this small creature (about twelve inches long), and laughed as he if he thought he was the brave one.

since that experience, i have found there are much larger rattlers around. they haven't ventured into the garage anymore, but one was in the shed a few years back. warned me and the dogs, so we left it be. what do you know, but within the next day the rattler had moved on its way. back to the field where the mice populate, back to the brush where not too many stake claim, but always able to roam about; those rattlers that live in our neck of the woods.

there is a reason a rattlesnake has a rattle on the end of its tail afterall. thank goodness it was not a cotton mouth or a copper head, i would never have known that i treaded on their secured land which i called my own. only goes to show that we all share the same spaces and learn to live together in harmony.