Hidden thoughts

My goodness gracious me,ever been one of those people that said they don't believe in Love? Wel i used to be,uh! Stil am a little bit but some how it looks like the love bug wants to infect me,it wants to capture me and am scared instead of being over joyed because they say Love is gentle,its kind,it does not hurt bluh!bluh! But what i see today is the opposite,its not gentle nor kind and it hurts so this scares me as i am a dreamer of LOVE that died decades ago that we used to envy. . .mmmm but if am to give this unknown a chance i will make sure me and my "BETTER FULL" not better half coz if u look for your better half once in that relationship the other half u didn't care about starts coming out. . .so me and my betterfull equals total fullness like the luner eclipse shall recapture the love that seems to have died as thats the only way me can give love a chance if i have the forgotten. . . . .cheers to giving the unknown a chance