Hidden thoughts

Umm xmas is always waited for each year as we get to remember Jesus'birth for without him having come i wouldn't be here today,grown up a christian home xmas is very important to me. . . . .but its been years 6years since i had the kind of xmas i had this year 25th december 2011 were family came together here in Sandton SouthAfrica,there was so much LOVE,TOGETHERNESS,the snobs,the big eaters,the jokers n storytellers the quiet ones all in all we were all family happy to be in that place together as we EAT N LAUGH,lots of eating. . .i stand in a corner happy than i have been in a while as i look at this person talk to that person as i also talk to that and this person am happy but sadness embraces me as i see what am missing have been missing the past years and what hurts the most is knowing that i can't really fill this up right now non the less i thank God for the xmas and bringing the family together like always. . . .i hope you al enjoyed your christmas and were greatfull for what you have.