emmies poems

i put my finger to my mouth
i bend over
the relefe lasts for a second
but that second is all i need
all the pain stops for once
just for a sec
i know what im doing is wrong
that i shouldnt be doing this
there are better ways then this
but once you started
theres no stoping
but i will
days go by
weeks
mounths
but its still there
it always will be
like the devil on your sholder
telling you
one more time wont hurt you
but it does
in the long run
it tares you from the inside
its worst then any druge
cause anyone can do it
i wish it would leave me alone
im loseing it
i keep doing it
make it stop
please
i cant take it a