emmies poems

im alone
always have been
sometimes i want it to end
like now
just give up on everything
death is near by
i feel it at my back
waiting for me to give up
should i give in?
defeand everything i believe in?
let death take me by the hand and lead me on...
on...
on to something i never knewn before
something better then before
why not?
ones that i love dont love in return
i think my hearts a broken revolving door
never to turn
once your heart has been broken it can never go back
back to what it was
so i sit here an empty shell waiting
waiting for something to happen...
waiting for you to come back to me
waiting for you to love me
its either death...
or your love for me....