sometimes i want to
Sunday, September 9, 2007 2:20:18 AM
give up on everything
but i would disapont
my loved ones
i pray to god
to help me
i hope he hears
when i look out the window
i see everything
then i think of how
it would feel
for him
to love me
for me
to love myself
but so many others love
me
i need to learn from them
but i cant
why cant i?
i dont want to pretend to be someone im not
anymore












