Tuesday, May 19, 2009 5:58:28 PM
Trapped inside by a silent scream i cannot sleep,i fear what tomorrow might bring. Reality shattered to its core and my reflection splits in two. On one side,a world of malign bliss and the other a world of truth and chaos rules the eternal night. Frighting the tears raging war behind these eyes becomes unbearable. And i ask myself: "is it me?" "am i him?" disgust churns ,turning my insides cold as anger reaks havoc in my chest. I cant fight anymore. Im too tired..... Its ohkay to cry now.
Wednesday, May 13, 2009 10:05:34 PM
Where am i now?..stranded in the unknown. Dark apollo plagues my crimson skies. Fridged flame course my veins, RAGE. My cancer. My demise... A cold-hearted slave to his own insecurities awating the scorpions kiss to open his eyes. My resurrection.
Wednesday, May 13, 2009 12:55:44 AM
Its 2 a.m and i cant sleep...it seems that theres alota tension between jaimey and i...we had abit of a fight earlier on about me apparently not trusting her enough...what does she expect?..she knew when she signed up for this what she was getting herself into...she know how insecure i am...hell..even if there was someone else in her life i wouldnt be mad at her...i mean...why shouldnt she be with someone else...whats so special about me that would make her choose otherwise?
Sunday, May 10, 2009 8:17:39 PM
a childhood forgotten in time..memories so dark they out shine forgotten dreams so long past that terrifying nightmares they out last...my field once covered by roses and butterfies now shrouded by hate-like locusts and pain-like dragonflies..forgotten times of laughter replaceds by silent screams and riveting fear..forgotten smiles taken by hidden tears...freedom destroyed by what i now know...a forgotten refuge now my prison..how i wish time could be erazed or atleast go back to when life had meaning.
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