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[01/04/12]
Sunday, April 1, 2012 1:42:20 AM
What kind of person, what kind of life am I heading myself on?
Why can I just stand up and FIGHT???
Come on, Minh!
Stand up!
FIGHT!
Why can I just stand up and FIGHT???
Come on, Minh!
Stand up!
FIGHT!
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Welcome to my blog.
Friday, July 1, 2011 3:10:37 AM
Greetings to people who are reading this page.
Welcome, strangers. I may never know you in real life, but you are welcome to read my thoughts. (Maybe it's because it's unlikely we will meet in real life for any time soon.)
Welcome, acquaintances. If you've just met me for some time, this blog may help you understand more about me. Not all acquaintances can be trusted, but for now I trust your intentions.
If you are one of my friends... finally you have found my "private" place. Thanks for spending time finding my Opera blog. Enjoy your stay; ask me if something gets in your attention.
Have a nice day. ^^
Welcome, strangers. I may never know you in real life, but you are welcome to read my thoughts. (Maybe it's because it's unlikely we will meet in real life for any time soon.)
Welcome, acquaintances. If you've just met me for some time, this blog may help you understand more about me. Not all acquaintances can be trusted, but for now I trust your intentions.
If you are one of my friends... finally you have found my "private" place. Thanks for spending time finding my Opera blog. Enjoy your stay; ask me if something gets in your attention.
Have a nice day. ^^
[07/05/12]
Monday, May 7, 2012 2:11:09 AM
Hello there Opera, I'm back. It's been a while.
Things are strange with me lately. I'm increasingly socially awkward and inward-looking.
I guess that's a side effect after the whole affair with Selena ended. There is simply no need to impress anyone now, or so I think.
Although I'm in revision season, it seems like I still have a lot of time in my hands. Thus, I'm probably thinking too much now.
I guess I should sleep soon.
Things are strange with me lately. I'm increasingly socially awkward and inward-looking.
I guess that's a side effect after the whole affair with Selena ended. There is simply no need to impress anyone now, or so I think.
Although I'm in revision season, it seems like I still have a lot of time in my hands. Thus, I'm probably thinking too much now.
I guess I should sleep soon.
After the interview [12/03/12]
Tuesday, March 13, 2012 8:32:55 AM
Babylon - Boyce Avenue.
It's OK, Minh. You've tried your best.
You're just a little bit tired. A little bit overwhelmed. A little bit needing help.
No, a lot, actually. But there's nothing to alleviate them. You have to face them head-on.
Now, you need a person by your side who would support you and cheer you up. She's not here. Not yet.
Minh, it's hard for you.
But you have no options other than carry on.
It's OK, Minh. You've tried your best.
You're just a little bit tired. A little bit overwhelmed. A little bit needing help.
No, a lot, actually. But there's nothing to alleviate them. You have to face them head-on.
Now, you need a person by your side who would support you and cheer you up. She's not here. Not yet.
Minh, it's hard for you.
But you have no options other than carry on.
Again [03/03/12]
Saturday, March 3, 2012 5:52:35 PM
Cô đơn - Trần Thu Hà.
This is it.
After reading articles about the so-called "nice guy", I did feel saddened, as I could see myself at times in those. But I also learned new things.
That it is necessary to be confident with oneself, to love and care for oneself properly before one can love others.
That girls like guys with confidence, dreams and aspirations, who go out to the world to realise that.
That insecurity is a turn-off.
I have learned those by myself in the process of loving Em. But reading those articles confirmed again the correctness of those lessons.
This is it. Now I stand up again.
How powerful I feel of myself at this moment.
I'll stand tall.
This is it.
After reading articles about the so-called "nice guy", I did feel saddened, as I could see myself at times in those. But I also learned new things.
That it is necessary to be confident with oneself, to love and care for oneself properly before one can love others.
That girls like guys with confidence, dreams and aspirations, who go out to the world to realise that.
That insecurity is a turn-off.
I have learned those by myself in the process of loving Em. But reading those articles confirmed again the correctness of those lessons.
This is it. Now I stand up again.
How powerful I feel of myself at this moment.
I'll stand tall.
[01/03/12]
Thursday, March 1, 2012 8:06:13 PM
Life, am I too greedy?
I just want to have a girl whom I love and who loves me. I just want to be with her and taste the happiness of being always cared for by someone near me.
I know, there are other kinds of happiness. But somehow now I want that kind of happiness the most.
I want it too bad, and too often I receive only pain and sadness.
When I loved her, at times I did feel happy. But that's not enough.
***
It has been several days since we "officially" started keeping distances to each other.
To be honest, I still love her. I still miss her a lot.
Such is the inexplicable power of the heart.
But I won't cry any more. I won't break down, though my life is in such a mess now.
I guess I'm stronger and stronger everyday.
But still...
I just want to have a girl whom I love and who loves me. I just want to be with her and taste the happiness of being always cared for by someone near me.
I know, there are other kinds of happiness. But somehow now I want that kind of happiness the most.
I want it too bad, and too often I receive only pain and sadness.
When I loved her, at times I did feel happy. But that's not enough.
***
It has been several days since we "officially" started keeping distances to each other.
To be honest, I still love her. I still miss her a lot.
Such is the inexplicable power of the heart.
But I won't cry any more. I won't break down, though my life is in such a mess now.
I guess I'm stronger and stronger everyday.
But still...
Closure [27/02/12]
Monday, February 27, 2012 2:28:28 AM
And all those things happened on my birthday. A defining moment of my love story. It could well signal the end of it.
Actually, things are not very simple like the entry name suggests.
I'm determined to put an end to the misery I've been suffering for nearly a month. There goes February 2012...
Sadly, all that misery has resulted from her. It was her that drove my mind mad...
And now, with all those messages.
Don't tell me I'm confused again after I've told her everything I have thought about her. Don't tell me this doesn't work again.
In fact, it does. I feel much much much stronger right now. Sad, probably, a little bit. But there will be no more tears, at least for now.
But it couldn't let me get rid of her image immediately. Partly, it's due to her actions.
Em, what did you think when you send me that message? Probably An is right. All girls want guys who love them (but whom they don't love back) to cling on, dream on, become their satellites, care for them and love them unconditionally.
In this respect, I have to say, most girls are bitches. Really. You guys just can't help it.
Well, most guys would be bastards, too...
In love, people hurt each other.
Actually, things are not very simple like the entry name suggests.
I'm determined to put an end to the misery I've been suffering for nearly a month. There goes February 2012...
Sadly, all that misery has resulted from her. It was her that drove my mind mad...
And now, with all those messages.
Don't tell me I'm confused again after I've told her everything I have thought about her. Don't tell me this doesn't work again.
In fact, it does. I feel much much much stronger right now. Sad, probably, a little bit. But there will be no more tears, at least for now.
But it couldn't let me get rid of her image immediately. Partly, it's due to her actions.
Em, what did you think when you send me that message? Probably An is right. All girls want guys who love them (but whom they don't love back) to cling on, dream on, become their satellites, care for them and love them unconditionally.
In this respect, I have to say, most girls are bitches. Really. You guys just can't help it.
Well, most guys would be bastards, too...
In love, people hurt each other.
[24/02/12]
Friday, February 24, 2012 12:38:13 AM
All I Ask Of You - Phantom of the Opera.
When I listened to that song in the musical today I nearly couldn't hold my tears.
Though that girl is sitting next to me, all I had in my mind is her.
This song reminded me of my sad love story.
A love that was not answered.
***
Will I have the courage to face her and tell her everything?
Most important, will she listen? What would she think? What would she do?
When I listened to that song in the musical today I nearly couldn't hold my tears.
Though that girl is sitting next to me, all I had in my mind is her.
This song reminded me of my sad love story.
A love that was not answered.
***
Will I have the courage to face her and tell her everything?
Most important, will she listen? What would she think? What would she do?
Let it be [22/02/12]
Wednesday, February 22, 2012 1:11:02 AM
1h10 ở nhà Bà già, Cardiff. Đêm yên tĩnh.
Lâu lắm rồi mới viết blog bằng tiếng Việt. Hôm nay ngồi nói chuyện với Bà già cũng toàn tiếng Việt.
Đúng là đôi khi cuộc sống có nhiều việc mình chưa thể giải quyết một sớm một chiều được. Kể cả khi cứ suy nghĩ mãi về nó thì cũng không làm được gì.
Ví dụ như chuyện tình cảm của mình lúc này.
Vậy tốt nhất là cứ để kệ nó đi, miễn là mình thấy thoải mái. Khi nào thấy thực sự cần làm điều gì mới nên làm, còn không đừng bắt ép bản thân.
Tập trung vào, còn nhiều việc để làm lắm.
Rồi mọi thứ sẽ ổn với mình thôi mà.
Lâu lắm rồi mới viết blog bằng tiếng Việt. Hôm nay ngồi nói chuyện với Bà già cũng toàn tiếng Việt.
Đúng là đôi khi cuộc sống có nhiều việc mình chưa thể giải quyết một sớm một chiều được. Kể cả khi cứ suy nghĩ mãi về nó thì cũng không làm được gì.
Ví dụ như chuyện tình cảm của mình lúc này.
Vậy tốt nhất là cứ để kệ nó đi, miễn là mình thấy thoải mái. Khi nào thấy thực sự cần làm điều gì mới nên làm, còn không đừng bắt ép bản thân.
Tập trung vào, còn nhiều việc để làm lắm.
Rồi mọi thứ sẽ ổn với mình thôi mà.
[20/02/12]
Monday, February 20, 2012 12:04:32 AM
Rainbow River - Vashti Bunyan.
Vashti's music is so addictive. It's also tranquilising.
My mental state is now better than two days ago.
Life seems to proceed smoothly (relatively, in general). A girl is taking notice of me.
I guess there are still reasons to be optimistic.
And I'm coming to the Warwick Show. I'll meet her. That's the best way for me to get over her.
Vashti's music is so addictive. It's also tranquilising.
My mental state is now better than two days ago.
Life seems to proceed smoothly (relatively, in general). A girl is taking notice of me.
I guess there are still reasons to be optimistic.
And I'm coming to the Warwick Show. I'll meet her. That's the best way for me to get over her.
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