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Perplexity
It's 2 o'clock here but I'm not in bed yet. I've lots of assignments to be submitted on Sunday. But there're some burdens in my heart, they're hurting me. I feel so miserable. To speak to some one? I don't know how to do that, even to him. I'm listening to music now, Vietnamese, while surfing the web. But I feel like shutting down this MacBook, turn off the lights ..and start producing some clear crystal-look aqueous drop from my Lacrima gland.
Hatai ley,
Halin hawing ndei... Hagait ndung di dalam? Ranam Campa ha Papa? Ranam urang Cam ha ilimo Cam? Bat halei?
Tired
Still alive...
Disappointed
Dilemma
Trying so hard to stick to the root, but my world is just a past time. I'm facing my reality, the truth that I'm not belong to my own origin. I'm still hoping, giving myself chances to prove that I'm from the past. Really the past is painful, I don't get anything in this present. I should let go my memory, keep giving myself another chance and accept the fact that I am surrounded not by my people, perhaps one of the 'he' from this colony will be my destiny. I think it shouldn't be any delay any longer, I must get ready.

...But what about my daddy? I don't want to disappoint him. But life is short, time's running so fast lately...I'm going to be forty soon........
Last night I dreamed my tiny 'Fish' mating with The Jaws...
Amnesia
Isolation
As I passed by the next door class, I heard a friend of mine saying to his friend "I've being living for so long to realize that what is being saying isn't must go along with what is going on". Errkk...I believe I wasn't hear it by fluke! irked

I HATE liars! mad
OK, GOOD morning! I wake up late, I don't finish my load of assignments, I got cough besides flu, I miss the bus....and at this time I got unexpected mail. Yikes, life! A very GOOD start for the day! irked

I want to go home, I miss my dad... Being by his side, I never feel down no matter how hard life is..

I HATE U mosquitoes, U bite me last night!

Annoying! I want to think nothing, good night ... (at 9.35 am) ...zZZzz..
Jamaok gila!! irked
Insomnia

:: The Solitude















:: This Longing



An Epilogue from a Prologue...
A little Bird is missing the full Moon..what a tragic & symbolic epilogue of a love story. Still, it wants to feel the same prologue. Still it wants to wait for the Moon to fall down on Earth. Will it be? Stars shine brighter independently to the Sun but the Bird notices no surprise.

...My heart feels sorry for the Bird..
Love gives happiness. Love gives sadness either!
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