Diana's world

Ok! another boring update I came to the USA for 2 reasons, first one, running away from my house and second start all over again....mmm it didn't work I'm tired and my past is chasing me xD I'm a freaking dramatic person so nothing to do with it =D I'm sad again lol! I try to go somewhere different on the weekends to keep my mind away from everything but I can't lol! I'm one of those pathetic persons meant to be sad for good xD or I just haven't found what's missing in my life...actually I did but is too far away from me that it depresses me more xD and wiiii I wanna run away again lol I just like the feeling of experimenting new things and meeting new people and places but after a while I just wanna be by myself and start all over again, I wish I could live in an eternal traveling...going everywhere for short periods of time so I won't be bored and yeah living in my own world where I'm happy and no one can hurt me xD I"M PATHETIC! I"M PATHETIC! wiiiii!!! it sucks not to be in control of my emotions xD I mean I was doing it at least but I opened the door and I'm crying again, gosh how much I hate to cry lol! and is hard going back to normal...it sucks lol! everything sucks lol! and yeah what I hate the most is to get attached to people that I know will leave my heart broken xD but I am right now, I might not see them again when the year ends and is gonna take a lot of time for me to move on but hey! the good thing is...I still know how to hide it once again I'm pathetic but at least no one can see it lol!

I'm planning on going this weekend to west virginia and have some time for myself...I want to take care of the horses, doggies and cats, maybe draw a little bit, I haven't done it in almost a year and I already miss it, I wanna ride for hours! I just wanna listen to my head talking to me lol! I'M BORING! I'M BORING! mwuahaha whatever that's just me I'm strange and I will be strange forever so I just don't care anymore...mm yeah what else? mm I need a fucking haircut and my stupid driving license before I go crazy! xD