Diary of a Ditzy Teen

Hello again everyone...

I am one tired girl. But then again I've been superbusy, as usual. First off, I am so happy that the Pittsburgh Steelers won the Super Bowl. I'm happy that I had the day off otherwise I would have called out. I watched the game at Gators and from there went to the only place I want to go to on Sunday nights, Parlament House. It was an interesting evening. I made out with a guy who is Prince Eric at Disney, just beacuse it was his birthday...lol... I flashed the Greek hot dog vendor...I had two drink spilled on me...I changed from my cute jeans to my bootyquisha shorts...I needed to be rescued from an inebriated woman...I was practically raped by the last guy that I danced with... And that's just what I remember! LOL! GHod, I am such a fag hag.

Peace. Love. Ecstasy. Unity. Respect.

Noelia V.

I'm not one to blog about current events, but my broke ass can't take it anymore.

When are these damn bailouts going to end? When we reach the $15 trillion mark? As of late the US government has spent $8.5 trillion dollars on bailing out banks and other financial institutions. WTF! If you took that money and divided it among all of the adults in the US, each person would recieve about $500,000. That money would totally be spent by us taxpayers. Everyone would pay off their debts and splurge on luxaries like new cars, vacations, and TVs. The money would go back into the economy.

That makes more sense to me than to just give it to the executives that took unnecessary risks that helped create this recession, we are in, and I predict we may not be out of until early 2010. The foreign debt we've incurred is insane. Remeber the Clinton years? Under Bill Clinton, we demolished a massive deficit acquired during the Reagan and Bush Sr. years, we were on track to be debt free for the first time since 1835.

When is all the crap going to end?

I feel so fulfilled, which I didn't when I was with Brad. Hindsight provides us with wisdom, and now I am grateful for Brad for breaking up with me. He set me free! As much as I loved him, it was a toxic relationship.

I totally feel like I'm turning a new leaf. I'm single and loving it. Right now, I'm sitting in the Student Lounge at Valencia, writing this. For the first time in my life, I feel like things are going the way that they're supposed to and I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be. I'm moving on with my life. I'm a stronger version of myself each and everyday! I just wish I wasn't so broke. I even have a new theme song for myself, I Can Do Better by Avril Lavigne.

I couldn't give a damn what you said to me
I don't really care what you think of me
Cause either way you're gonig to think what you believe
There's nothing you can say that would hurt me

I'm better off without you anyway
I thought it might be hard but I'm ok
I don't need you if you're going to be that way
Cause with me it's all or nothing

I'm sick of this shit don't deny
You're a waste of time
I'm sick of this shit don't ask why

I hate you now, so go away from me
You're gone, so long
I can do better, I can do better

Hey, Hey you I found myself again
That's why you're gone
I can do better, I can do better

You're so full of it I can't stand
The way you act I just can't comprehend
I don't think that you can handle it
I'm way way, over it

I will drink as much Limoncello as I can
And I'll do it again and again and
I don't really care what you have to say
Cause you know, you know you're nothing

I'm sick of this shit don't deny
You're a waste of time
I'm sick of this shit don't ask why

I hate you now, so go away from me
You're gone, so long
I can do better, I can do better

Hey, Hey you I found myself again
That's why you're gone
I can do better, I can do better

So according to Jordin Sparks, I am a slut... oh well worst things have said about me...

I wish that Britney Spears had actually performed... but I like that she won 3 Moonmen... This really was her year...

Is it just me or did I hear some of the Numa Numa song in Rhianna and TI's song?

If Lil Wayne is the Million Dollar Man, why can't he afford a damn belt or learn to use one correctly...

I do happen to like Travis Barker and DJ AM work during the show...

I still think that Linkin Park sucks after they did collaborated with Jay-Z...

I could have done without Miley Cyrus...

For the life of me, I CANNOT understand what the girl from, Paramore says when she's singing...

Christina Agilera is absolutley stunning... I loved her performance...

Drake Bell looked good... the glasses suited him... Josh whatshisfasce just looks he wants people to think he's cool...

Kayne's performance was good... not to stroke his enormous ego...

Russell Brand shouldn't have apologized for his bit about the Jonas brothers... he's a comedian... lighten up teenage death girls...

I love that Tokio Hotel won the Best New Artist award... I would have turned off thrown the TV out the window if Miley Cyrus or Jordin Sparks had won...

Rhianna's solo performance was really good... I loved her outfit too...

I wish that Slipknot had beat the drunk kid's ass it would have made it the show that much better...

I did like Paris Hilton's styling for the night...and her shameless plug for her new reality TV show...

Pink is STILL a kick-ass bitch... I say that with the utmost respect... Her performance was amazing...

Does anyone how many dresses Taylor Swift brought? It seems like she changed five times...

I can't say jack about Kid Rock because... he's Kid Rock.

That was the VMAs from my point of view, you don't like it... I don't care...

The series of events over the last few days has inspired the title to this post.

Alright so I've been in SkillsUSA for 2 years now and this was my last shot at Kicking some major technical ass and taking names. I did the Promotional Bulletin Board competition on Thursday. I just my ass handed to me on a silver platter by the other team from my school. It kinda wasn't a fair fight (3 vs. 1), but I'm totally fine with that! I'm proud of the simple fact that I put the damned thing together in time.

Today I competed once again, this time in the Advertising Design competion. I won the sucker last year. So I was thinking that I stood a damn good chance. It ended up being the same exact thing that they had us do last year. At first I just went ahead and said, in my head of ccourse,

Are you fucking kidding me?

So what do I do? I pretty much give them the same thing that I did last year. Why ruin a good thing, ya know? I didn't place and I was fine with it. I'm not sad about it or depressed. The only thing that bugs me about the situation is the hundred bucks I invested in my board. And for a high school kid paying for that stuff ou of pocket, that SUCKS!

So yeah. I am a loser and I am not bothered by it at all.

GO LOSERS!

I had a great time this year. I pushed myself a bit more out of my bubble and I met some cool kids.

Noelia