Tuesday, 19. May 2009, 20:05:40
Too strong are my walls no one can ever break it.
Too fragile is my heart therefore I can never give it.
Too knowing is my mind no one can ever manipulate it.
Too broken is my soul no one must ever try to fix it .
Too short is the day to come looking for sunshine.
Too long is the night to come waiting for comfort.
Too right is what I say, I have no time to listen.
Too wrong I have been, I am too late for correction.
Too fast is what happened, It left me defenseless.
Too slow were my reflexes, wasn't able to stop it.
Too bad it was for me, someone finally made it.
Too good it was for me, I cannot seem to kill it.
Too beautiful was his soul, I should never ever touch it.
Too unworthy is myself, I should have never allowed it.
Too loud is his call, I found myself responding.
Too soft is my voice, I found myself only whispering.
Too late it was for me, to realize what I was getting myself into.
Too early it was for me, to even think the word "I love you"
Too foolish now I've been, for even believing,
that I could ever love someone so truly amazing.
Too useless is this rant that I made up based from something.
Too useful is this rant for it gave me a chance to do some unwinding.
Too insecure is this child, she finds herself forever doubting.
Too lucky is this girl, who has friends who keep on reading.
Thursday, 7. May 2009, 14:32:16
Life isn't about keeping score.
It's not about how many friends you have
or how accepted you are.
It isn't about who your family is or
how much money they have
Or what kind of car you drive.
or where you went to school.
It's not about how beautiful or ugly you are,
or what clothes you wear, what shoes you have on,
or what kind of music you listen to.
It's not about if your hair is blonde, red, black, or brown, or if your skin is too light or too dark.
Life just isn't those things.....
Life is about who you love and who you hurt.
It's about who you make happy or unhappy purposely.
It's about keeping or betraying trust.
It's about friendship, used as a sanctity or as a weapon.
It's about what you say and mean, maybe hurtful, maybe heartening.
It's about starting rumors and contributing to petty gossip.
It's about what judgments you pass and why.
And who your judgments are spread to.
It's about who you've ignored with full control and intention.
It's about jealousy, fear, ignorance, and revenge.
It's about carrying inner hate and love,
letting it grow and spreading it.
But most of all, it's about using your life to touch or poison other people's hearts in such a way that could have never occurred alone.
You, and only you, choose the way those hearts are affected ...
AND THOSE CHOICES ARE WHAT LIFE'S ABOUT.
Wednesday, 17. December 2008, 09:25:48
It was cold, your hands were shaking
and I stepped in front of you
just to wrap my arms around you
as I said, "Let's pretend
winter isn't here."
As you buried your head
in my shoulder, you said,
"Let's pretend the snow
isn't the only thing falling fast."
Sunday, 21. September 2008, 17:14:04
If you could share a happy moment with someone, who would that be and why?
I didnt even have to give this question one blink of an eye. When I first read this, the first person that came to mind would be my friend Danny. He has gone through so many hardships and tough times in the past few months but yet keeps smiling and pushing forward. With the horrific accident his dad was involved in, not knowing if he was going to survive day to day. We finally get the great news that he's pulled through and that he's able to talk, sit up, etc...which are huge "hurdles" that have been overcome. Then i get a devastating phone call the other day from Riley and all was said was: my house burned down.....what do you say to someone? Shock, tears streamed down my face, how much more does this man have to endure, before he receives good news without the bad to follow.
He's always put a smile on my face, without ever having to try, and brought me plenty of "happy moments", so therefor I wouldn't hesitate to share a happy moment with him. He truley deserves it.
Who would you share your "Happy Moment" with and why?
Love & Peace
Akira
Saturday, 20. September 2008, 16:53:47
Take me to a world where we are free
Where negativity and violence doesn't exist
Take me to a place where I can express myself
Where no one judges, yet accepts all
Take me where there is no hatred
Where love is a joyous spirit
Take me to this place
Where I can open up my soul
This place will I ever find
Someday, if only in my dreams
Believing is all I need
To finally succeed
Friday, 19. September 2008, 05:55:28
Who I am
Is
Very raw and to the core
Honesty is brutal
Something you covet
Yet when offered
You discard
Authentic and true
Alter myself
For your acceptance
Will not transpire
My soul is at peace
Self acceptance
Established at last
Thursday, 18. September 2008, 17:13:02
Greetings readers or viewers, as the case may be. That is why we are here, right? To take a peek into other lives and hope or pretend to find someone more pathetic or lost or even more beautiful than we are? Whatever the case, welcome. I have never been good at introductions. I rarely know what to say about myself. What might seem important to you may slip by me and leave you wanting or wondering or just plain bored. So, what can I say? That I'm not single but am wondering if I should be? that I am study to be caseworker? Should I divulge the pathetic state of my heart right off the bat or would that leave you feeling sorry for my poor lost soul?
WIDGETIZE