Alex G

Alex.
Is.
Ill. Very very ill.

The fact I ~~very heavily~~ overdosed on paracetamol might not've helped though.

But anyway.
Parents still not good, I'd rather it was me moving out first.
Lauren wants me and her to be friends, alright whatever she wants.
I keep collapsing.
I keep crying.
My heads practically exploding with pain.
I actually feel like I'm dieing inside.

But oh well.

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Worst couple of weeks of my life.

Friday, February 20, 2009 7:42:43 PM

Title says it all...
My YouTube account (http://www.youtube.com/alexfromearth) has been recieving a lot of interest from people at my school, in particular the ~~arseholes~~ people who don't get on with me for no apparent reason. They've picked on me, tried to fight me, and even scream with self annoyance at me, but FOR WHAT REASON?!
I've no idea. Ahh well, only about half the school hate me now. I could always mingle with the posh-heads and bookworms in the new library, but I think i'll stick to being with my real friends, mainly Ben and Harry.

Also, my parents have decided to split up. the weekend after my last post (Monday 26th), they said they were having doubts, and now we're valuing the house for selling. I'm going to have to live in akwardness for a while (damn you credit crunch).
Oh, and love as usual. I never want to stop thinking about her. She means and will always mean everything to me.
I will post more about my apparent typical but actually quite confusing and emotional life sometime.

Alex
♥

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MONDAYS!

Monday, January 26, 2009 4:28:00 PM

Well hey...
It's 4:24 PM, and well, I FEEL CRAP.

Seriously, I had the worst day at school.
I have a lot of coursework to complete for what, 2 weeks time.
But like that's the worst news.
I've got the feeling Hannah hates me. I'm not suprised, I'd hate myself, but i don't see why she suddenly acts all funny around me now.

Ahh well. The thought of ones I love kept me going.

I plan to post more later. I keep crying. I shouldn't. Stop Alex.

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Oh my G.

Sunday, January 25, 2009 7:22:17 PM

Evening my peoples

Quite an eventful weekend actually. Lauren gave up on me, I cried for about, well I'm still crying now so almost a whole day now. But I can't say I blame her though, I guess I'm just not that good enough a guy.

But in somewhat positive news,
I made a YouTube account at last! I only have one video but if you leave a comment on here giving me an idea then I'm sure there will be plenty more to come! (;

Ben stayed round last night. He spent about 80% of the time making Jazz music with GarageBand (as you do), and for the remainder we talked a lot. About a lot of stuff. Because we're cool like that.

I must say I am very much looking forward to Harry's music he's made with Reason 4.0, and I Googled Reason and it looks like a very good program indeed (Not as good as my GarageBand/Logic/Adobe Soundbooth obviously). HARRY HURRY UP WITH THE THIRD SONG

I have had an incredible amount of support from Jess (Azziiee) recently, I mean she's always been there for me but she's made me feel very special recently. So I'd just like to say thankyou to Jess. (:

I'll post more later,
Love you all,
Very muchly,
Alejandro.

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Woah, I missed a lot.

Friday, January 23, 2009 10:37:43 PM

Hey Guys. (:

Firstly, I would like to imply that:

I AM SO INCREDIBLY SORRY FOR BEING SO ABSENT ON MY BLOG!!!

Right. Now that's been said, back to my life.
I've been quite busy with coursework and my somewhat social life recently, I will more than likely have to tell you everything.
I would like to point out that I have the best friends in the world right now. And I mean my whole spectrum of friendship (No I'm not talking about a sexuality spectrum), my best friends are so different in many ways but they are all undescribably awesome. Ben Mullins (Ellen Millard, Beneth, etc.) is my fellow Topman shopper, we have a (believe it or not) good sense in fashion.

I could not live without my friends. Quite literally, some of them have been there for me in the worst moments.
I'm still a single guy, haha. I guess girls aren't that into me. Mind you, that was established years ago. (;
I want a Skype phone. My French teacher (who's actually Spanish) showed (almost mistyped that as showered then

) me her Skype phone, and what can I say, I think it's amazing.

My Goodness. these are seriously cool. I'm having endless fun with them.

Ben has encouraged me to use the Helvetica font now, I'm only really using it because Lucida Grande and DejaVu Sans isn't on there.

Oh, and, can someone actually notify me of an anti-depressant that actually works?

Aleksandr.

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7th November.

Friday, November 7, 2008 9:16:24 PM

It's friday. (:

I don't feel too well right now, I've been feeling very ill and emotional recently. I never have much to say anymore, I feel like I'm dyeing.

I'll say more soon.

Alex.

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6th November.

Thursday, November 6, 2008 5:29:27 PM

Hi people,

.
Another day passes, not as bad as the rest of the week has been, but I'd still much rather spend my time with people who are nice, or indeed just resting. I've hardly been eating at all (As usual), and I have massive headaches and depression. Nothing really new, but I still feel really bad. I don't feel right.

But enough about my sad beliefs. I was really lonely last night. Everyone was out, and there were hardly any fireworks whatsoever!

Geek moment: I don't know what operating system to use on my horrible Macless computer. Windows or Ubuntu Linux? Ubuntu looks good, but Windows does what I need it to do.

Anyway. Sorry about that.

I'll have more to say later.
Alex,

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5th November, a crap day mostly.

Wednesday, November 5, 2008 4:46:14 PM

Hey, this may be a bit of a long one.

Another incredibly bad day at school. I don't know how much more of this I can honestly take.
Almost every corner in my massive school I turned there was someone (One of the many who now think I'm one of many things) saying "I love men".
Now, I realise what's happened. Someone has managed to get a picture of me without my top on, and has wrote "I love men" as a tatoo on there. From what I recall, it looked pretty realistic. But I hate tatoos. Don't have anything against them, I just wouldn't wear one myself. To be perfectly honest, judging by what this person without a life has done, it sounds like he's more of a homosexual than anyone else is to stare at a picture of me topless and carefully photoshop it. Really annoys me.

Also, I'm apparently an 'Emu'. I don't want to talk about them, but I don't think I look like them at all. The guy who's started this school-wide craze about Alex looking like an Emu not only looks like a druggie, but has ADHD, so I can't really do anything about it. My brother is autistic, but come on, he's no trouble compared to this WANKER.

Anyway. 5th November. Remembrance of Guy Fawkes and the failed attempt of blowing up Buckingham Palace (I think, I never paid attention to the ancient supply teachers). Seeing as the UK is in recession, There's no fireworks going off at our place (Apart from probably my extreme anger). But it's an oppurtunity to sit at the windowsill and watch everyone else's fireworks while thinking about everything.
Also, the 5th of November is an annual event for someone. Happy birthday Rogue28!

I'm quite bored. Anyone got anything to tell me? Please?

Alex.

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And Tuesday Evening...

Tuesday, November 4, 2008 8:40:57 PM

Hey again.

Terrible day at school. Apparently I'm a homosexual. I can recall this prat (The "'ard nut" of my school) saying:
"You're gay mate. You have the gay look, the gay voice, the gay look, the gay act. Meaning, YOU ARE GAY."
Being a cheeky person, I sat opposite him in maths today and smiled at him. He called me Gay for about the 100th time, to which I quietly and calmly said:
"I'm not gay my friend. Sorry."

But yeah, a horrible day. Jess made me happy though, good on you Jess.

Alex.

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Tuesday morning...

Tuesday, November 4, 2008 6:49:38 AM

Oh, wakey wakey Alex.
I got up at 6 again... I shouldn't have the spare time to write this blog in the morning.
I got an email... Won't go into details about it but it made me cry a few times after I came out the shower.
Also, I find my new hair to be horrible... Can't get a right style!

Alex. (:

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