katie-lynne

Well to tell you the outcome of my post "how to choose?" i choose alright. i picked the girl and now im single. I guess im just ment to be alone. it was my birthday on the 9th

! Oh. ya i dislocated my elbow and had to spend the whole day in the hoptial

but its alot better now.... except im covered in bruises and cuts but whatever they will heal, im not really worried about it. Ellen page was was so fucking hot in X-men3!!!!!! Well, theres not much more to say.Wait, to expand on the "what im running from" post, i think im done running. I found solid ground.Im staying.
Until next time.
Katie-Lynne

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Just a Poem

Monday, June 23, 2008 9:43:14 PM

I'll be the first to admit
you have power over me.
Yeah, cuz I'm walking
around like an empty coloring book
and I can see you itching to drag out your paints.
But I ain't no Crayola Color girl
I'm a watercolor in the making
I run into myself, dripping with tears of happiness, sorrow, promise ...
so paint me without rainbows
or weeping willow trees
or issues
or skeletons in the closet
paint me with an open hand
and an uncritical eye
paint me potential
paint me black and white with colors like sunrises in between
paint me warm, paint me ice, paint me baby blue and
obnoxious orange
paint me so that I can look into the mirror and smile
paint me so I like who I am.

you have power over me.
Yeah, cuz I'm walking
around like an empty coloring book
and I can see you itching to drag out your paints.
But I ain't no Crayola Color girl
I'm a watercolor in the making
I run into myself, dripping with tears of happiness, sorrow, promise ...
so paint me without rainbows
or weeping willow trees
or issues
or skeletons in the closet
paint me with an open hand
and an uncritical eye
paint me potential
paint me black and white with colors like sunrises in between
paint me warm, paint me ice, paint me baby blue and
obnoxious orange
paint me so that I can look into the mirror and smile
paint me so I like who I am.

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what im running from.....

Monday, June 23, 2008 2:21:20 AM

I run because i think it will save me, I run because i think it will help but it never does and now i wonder why i started running?what i was running from? and in conclusion i found out that what i was running from was myself. And now that i have stopped too take a look around me i notice i was running from love, from me, from everything i ever wanted Because i was scared i would ruin it all. Screw things up and eveyone would leave me.Alone.Without anyone in the world to help me. Im scared of hurting people, of letting them down and i do everything to make sure i dont.I guess im trying to say im sick of running away from everything and everyone i love and need. Im staying put this time.Im not leaving.Not moving to another city.Nope, im here to stay.So get use to me this time.Dont leave me.Stay with me.Make me believe theres nothing i need to run from.Help me see that what i need is to just relax.Take a brake from myself and live life like i never would have before because i only have one life right?

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How to choose.

Sunday, June 22, 2008 2:34:01 AM

So have you ever had to pick between two people???You know what i mean, You like them both but obviously you cant have both and it sucks and the decision is terrible because you're not sure which one you'd rather have. Well try picking between the sexs?? It is the worst thing to do Because im Bisexual i like both so it makes its twice as hard as it normally would be, which is awful because i like them both SO much its crazy. I guess i just never thought i would have to pick between them, i was nieve with my feelings and let myself get attached to two people and now i have know idea what to do. I mean how would you pick if you were BI? I know.i know. Which one makes me feel better right? which one i like more right?Well guess what they are completely equal!!!!!! isent that sad But whats great about them is that both of them make me feel like a total different person;the problem is im not sure which person i'd rather be.I need to pick soon because its not fair to make them wait but i just dont know how to make the decision. I dont want to hurt one of them! i like them both to much for that, i think thats why its taking me so long to choose.

P.S. Well, if you have any advice on how to make the right decision Please post it because i need the help!

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