My Life In A Nutshell........

I run because i think it will save me, I run because i think it will help but it never does and now i wonder why i started running?what i was running from? and in conclusion i found out that what i was running from was myself. And now that i have stopped too take a look around me i notice i was running from love, from me, from everything i ever wanted Because i was scared i would ruin it all. Screw things up and eveyone would leave me.Alone.Without anyone in the world to help me. Im scared of hurting people, of letting them down and i do everything to make sure i dont.I guess im trying to say im sick of running away from everything and everyone i love and need. Im staying put this time.Im not leaving.Not moving to another city.Nope, im here to stay.So get use to me this time.Dont leave me.Stay with me.Make me believe theres nothing i need to run from.Help me see that what i need is to just relax.Take a brake from myself and live life like i never would have before because i only have one life right?