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So I'm Writing A Bestseller

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Now, that I have showed you my new study, I feel obliged to tell you a little about my next writing project.

I'm counting on writing a book.

According to Wikepedia a book is "a set of written, printed, illustrated, or blank sheets, made of ink, paper, parchment, or other materials, usually fastened together to hinge at one side". I just thought I need to explain this, because there might be people out here, on the internet, who wouldn't know what a proper book is.

Of course, the book in itself is only the final product of this voyage I am embarking on. It is the tangible outcome. Constructing the narrative and forming a relatively plausible story, the plot, the characterization, the language, is the actual labor. Some would call this a mental task. I disagree. It is in fact a very physical task. Because if a writer wants his story to be credible, he has to do a considerable amount of fieldwork.

I am, of course, talking about research.

The story I have in mind at the moment - the idea spawned about four years ago - has to be thoroughly researched. I want it to be as realistic as possible. It involves international politics, and it's contemporary, which demands that most facts have to be actual facts to avoid implausibility. Crime ficition, thriller style, inspired by authors like Tom Clancy and Robert Lundlum (just to name two), but written in Danish and with Denmark as 'starting point'.

I'm planning a series of books. The protagonist is a retired colonel, veteran of the Danish armed forces. He is 71 years old when the story starts, and this is the twist I give an otherwise traditional bestseller-setup. Even though the main character is a very old man, there will be lots of action, because The Colonel is an extremely healthy gentleman, if you know what I mean. The first book revolves around the developing of new technologies and industrial espionage which also means lots of research.

There's also a very big East-African diamond somewhere in the game...

So, I am in the research phase right now. I'm reading a little about this, here and there on internet sites, and a little bit about that, here and there in old newspapers. I have a ring binder half full with newspaper clippings and prints about the subjects, covering areas such as charitable foundations, East African civil wars, the development of scientific machinery for warfare and The United Nations Social Policy and Development Division, among others.

And diamonds.

Next step is to find a good librarian.

Librarians are a source of gold to any writer. I know that from my time as a journalist. There are no limits as to what a good librarian can dig up for you. This is their job, you know. To find the precise books you need to gain knowledge on that specific thing you urge to know about. It's what they do. Very few people appreciate this in our modern World. They rely on the internet and their own judgement instead. Big mistake. No ordinary internet user can make a proper assessment of any online info.

That is why we have librarians.

When I have found out as much as I can find out via conventional research, I will handpick some real life people and arrange interviews with them.

Of course, I have to write in between the research.

Not because I am on a contract or anything, but because I simply just GOTTA. This is the only way for me to form the characters. I have to meet them and get to know them, like if I had met them in real life. I do this by simply writing about them. Not passages that I will use in the novel, but independent pieces of fiction. It can be an afternoon in Person X' childhood, a night in the pub for Person Y, the last day and night of Person Z, and so on. Just to get to know them.

This far, I have only written about the main character, and I am beginning to like The Colonel. He's in charge, if you know what I mean. However, I can not tell you more about him. You see, he is sort of old fashioned in the area of privacy. This social networking internet community weblog thing is not something he considers appropriate... though it has it's advantages... if you need to know secrets about people...

cool

More about this later.

I have to get back to The Colonel now. This charity foundation, he recently became ambassador for, just equipped him with one of those new fancy "smartphones". It seems all Foundation collaborators get a unit for free. Sponsored by some big multinational conglomerate company somewhere in Asia. Much to his surprise it already has the personal data of most of his contacts in its memory, including old contacts that have nothing to do with his current arrangements: old schoolmates, brothers in arms, even old lovers he haven't talked to for decades. He wonders how the hell The Foundation knows about those...

I can't leave him sitting there, can I? Have to help him out.

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PS: I will not bring excerpts of the actual story. I will be writing in Danish, and proper translating demands training which I haven't. You will have to wait till the book gets translated, which I'm sure it will, because it will, of course, be the bestseller to end all bestsellers. Obviously...

I will be posting about the process, though, and you will get to know things about the plot, the characters, the locations and all that.

So, please don't give me a song and dance about how much you'd like to read some of it, okay?

Her First Haircut In 3,700 Years

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Some time ago, I posted this piece.

The following is a sort of follow-up on that, so I suggest you skim the prior post (and comment thread for additional info) before you go ahead.

When I, recently, read the latest news about my 3,700 year old ex-girlfriend, I thought now is the chance for me to educate my loyal readers. Thing is, she's about to get a new hairdo.




Model wearing a replica of the dress the Egtved Girl wore when she was burried.
What we know is that she was around 16 years old,
healthy and strong and with stomach contents suggesting
a rich and nutrious diet.
Barbarian? I think not.



There are not many organic remnants left of the Egtved girl, but there is sufficiently enough hair on the famous Bronze Age find for molecular biologist Morten Allentoft of The University of Copenhagen to cut a lock off for his research.

He is trying to identify her DNA in order to retrieve further knowledge on how the Northern European population looked 3,700 years ago.

If the scientists manage to isolate enough DNA of sufficient quality, the hair samples will tell them something about where the Egtved Girl came from and what she physically looked like.

The project has been named The Rise.

If the hair sample turns out to be particularly useful, the reflections are on whether her entire genome can be mapped.

This way science might get closer to answering some of the major questions, that archeologists, anthropologists and historians have been asking for centuries.

One is the question of whether our ancestors mingled with other past human species. Mapping the DNA of bronze age remains might clarify whether there is more Neanderthal in them than there is in us contemporary people.

This might lead science closer to solving the mystery of what ever became of the Neanderthals.

The Neanderthals were members of the genus Homo, and are classified alternatively as a subspecies of Homo sapiens or as a separate human species (Homo neanderthalensis). The Neanderthals disappeared from the fossil records around 25,000 years ago. It is a mystery how and why, because it seems that the Neanderthals actually were better equipped for survival than Homo sapiens.




According to the myth, the Neanderthals were stupid and violent.
Recent research suggest they weren't.
Actually they might have been better equipped to survive
and even better organized than Homo sapiens.
And still, we conquered them.
Makes you wonder.


One of the scenarios suggested is that the co-existence between the two species amounted to a violent conflict of massive proportions that ended up in one species killing the other, us being the victorious race. Not because we were physically better equipped but because we were the most agressive and ruthless.

Although our ancestors might have been a tad rough on eachother, genetic evidence suggests that some interbreeding did take place, resulting in 1–4 percent of the genome of modern people from Eurasia having been contributed by Neanderthals.

Yeah. This means that we all are part Neanderthal.

Besides The Egtved Girl, Morten Allentoft have examined DNA from hundreds of Bronze Age teeth gathered from museums in Denmark, Sweden, Poland and Germany.

All these samples should help to identify our ancestors' desire to move around in the northern European landscape. Currently, work is based on the paradigm that Bronze Age people did not move around a lot and only exchanged ideas at the local level.

The RISE project might show that Europe is far more complex in the genetic makeup than we previously believed, and this might affect our self-understanding.

In other words: it might show that we are not that different after all, that the old saying about us being of the same flesh might prove right.

It might also mean that my ex-girlfriend, apart from having been dead for almost 4,000 years, turns out to be a bleeding Neanderthal. How disturbing...

More about the Neanderthal Genome Project here


Things That Got Lost

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10 years ago
we had Steve Jobs, Bob Hope
and Johnny Cash.

Now we have no jobs,
no cash and
no hope.

Fortunately
we still have Kevin Bacon.



The Scandinavian Native Fab

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The other day I read in a women's magazine that the 'Scandinavian Native Look' is the latest fab in Gent's fashion.

Erm...

Last time I looked I was a genuine Scandinavian native. Well, according to some research, my late aunt did, my mother's family actually came from Scotland by some time in the 15th century and my father's family has been mapped by a professional and goes back to a French settlement in Southern Germany in the early 14th century, but I guess I will pass any genetic test of origin even so.

It never occured to me that Scandinavian natives have an actual look.

But then I suddenly remembered this girl.



No, it is not my teacher from fourth grade, though some of them truely were children of the sixties.
It is a model wearing a replica of genuine original Scandinavian fashion, anno 1370 BCE.

The original dress was found in a Nordic Bronze Age mound at the village of Egtved, Denmark in 1921. The remains were remarkably well-preserved. The body in the grave was that of a female aged 16–18 at death. She was slim, 160 cm tall (about 5 ft 3 in), had long blonde hair and well-trimmed nails.

At her burrial, the Egtved-girl wore a loose bodice with sleeves reaching the elbows and a short string skirt - and nothing else, besides bronze bracelets and a woolen belt with a large disc decorated with spirals and a spike. By her head there was a small birch bark box which contained an awl, bronze pins and a hair net.



That must be true Scandinavian Native fashion, if there ever was such a thing.

Dressed in this the 16 year old girl, who according to the post mortem was extremely healthy, fit and strong, and exceptionally tall for a human of that age, would have shown a lot of leg and also a bare waist, and covered with exclusive jewelery. And long blonde hair.

Foxy...

As far as we know, the normal female costume in the Egtved girl's time was convenient, very comely and arranged for daily work. The outfit suggests that this girl held a very special position in society. Different theories suggest that she could have been a concubine or even a trophy slave, but this does not correspond with the mound in which she was found. Mounds were strictly for royalty or lordship.

The mystery remains unsolved. The fact that the burned remains of a 5 - 6 year old infant was burried with her adds only more mystery to the case. Forensic studies show that the child could not have been her own. She was probably a virgin.

I am not particularly fashionable, but I am pretty sure that a bare waist shirt and very short skirt would look extremely inappropriate on me, so I guess I will stick to the more contemporary Scandinavian look.

And I don't even have to put on clothes to apply to that.




(No, there will be no video.)



Back On The Bike V

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Prior post


I have been working today. Yeah, I know it is Sunday, and I am not supposed to be working, but it is not real work, like building something or digging holes. It was just a little writing. Not worth mentioning, really.

Only seven pages, 3197 words, based on three interviews. First one was 45 minutes, next one was 35 minutes, both via telephone. The last one was personal, face to face, on location, 2 hours and 56 minutes. A total of 256 minutes. Plus the hours I spent writing today, from around 8.00 this morning to 5.00 in the afternoon, minus 90 minutes lunch break (smoke breaks not included).

So, job's done, and I sent the whole thing to the chief editor just half an hour ago. I promised him that he would have it 'on desk' Monday morning. He is supposed to read it, erase half of it and tell me to rewrite the rest. I am prepared for that. We have five weeks to adjust and complete before they start the press.

I am quite satisfied. Not the best piece I have done ever, but acceptable, given the fact that I have not written actual journalism for almost seven years. I have been writing and also publishing but not in the area of journalism.

It feels good. I actually expected my inner drama queen to jump up today, after having finished, but that did not happen. I am talking about the feeling of not having done your best, being the worst ever, a useless and stupid person and complaining and whining and making life miserable for everyone around. I have been there before.

Not this time, though.

The actual Danish title doesn't really translate, but it goes something like 'The Engine That Couldn't'. It's a quote from the interview with Lars, and it sums up what most stress patients experience. I might change it to 'Divorcing Your Job' to emphasize that it is about burning out on the job, in a world where you are supposed to be in love with working and have a perverted sort of addictive relationsship with your job.

It'll make you sick, you know. Seriously.

Not this engine, though. Not this time anyway.

rolleyes

Back On The Bike IV

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I am entering the conclusive part of the process of writing the story.

Tuesday I was out interviewing Lars, who used to work as a social educator and chief of a kindergarten, but had to leave business early because of stress.

We had a good long talk, and it will be a subsatncial report on how it is to lose the game.

After having interviewed Lars, I incidently discovered that I had left my camera in the trunk of the car, and I thought I might as well take some pictures while I was at it. Actually, photo documentation is not a part of my job description - not in this particular case anyways - so it was not planned at all.

I took some shots of him outside his house. It was a nice sunny afternoon.

It actually turned out to be really good pictures, so I have decided to put them in the folder when sending the finished article to my editor.

I chose black/white style, because this gives the image a sort of deeper and more sincere appearance.







These pictures capture the essence of Lars' personality in an almost frightening way. I took them, right, but it is not due to any dileberate act that they turned out so good. It's pure coincidence.

I love when that happens.

I especially like the first one. It's also a tad 'artsy' with the slightly tilted angle and such. Again, purely coincidental.

Back On The Bike? III

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So, Summer Vacation is almost over, and deadline for my journalistic adventure is approaching. Funny enough, it is actually like getting on the bike again. If you haven't been bicycling for a while and get on again, you will experience problems with keeping balance and also get a bit sore in the thighs, but once you've gone your first mile, it all comes back.

Research period is over. I've interviewed the experts of choice and had a brief pow-wow with my editor. All signals are go. Next week I will be interviewing a couple of stress patients. The first one is a retired social educator who used to be employed at a public institution. He had to leave business altogether, because of work related stress.

Statistics show, that most stress patients come from public workplaces. There is no one reason for this, and there seems to be a difference of opinions when it comes to establishing why there is a higher risk of getting sick from stress when you are employed in the public/state sector as opposed to the private sector.

I suspect it has something to do with the wages. Employees in the privat sector with the same credentials and the same areas of expertice and responsibility make much more money than their colleages in the publiuc sector. And people cope with difficulties much better if they know there's a substancial amount of cash waiting at the end of the month. I might not be right, though.

The guy I am about to interview is a regular chatterbox. He talks a lot. This is a challenge. I might have to bring a tape recorder. It is against my principles, but I do know how to use it. I just have to get use to the thought of riding a bike with gears and handle bar breaks.

I am also looking forward to seeing the illustration to the story. It is the first time, as far as I remember, I have had a proper sketch artist illustrating an article of mine.

I regard it as a token of honor, if you know what I mean.

Smashing The Occasional Chair

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Today, while sitting on the balcony, smoking cigarettes and watching traffic, my mind sort of drifted back to the days I spent in rehab.

One day emerged from the thick, dark pool of my memories and materialised itself in my consciousness. It was not a particular day. It was just a day. 3 - 4 of us was sitting in a room, drinking coffee, smoking cigarettes, watching television and talking. That's what we did back then. 8 - 9 hours a day. Suddenly I noticed that one of the guys was scribbling notes on a piece of paper and it made me curious, because this guy was not the one you'd expect to scribble things down on a piece of paper. He had a pattern leather vest with a nice embroidery on the back and tattoos in places you would not tell your mother about.

So, I said to him what he was doing.

- Well, he said. - I was wondering how much furniture I have smashed while being drunk, and I found out I have to make a list if I'd want to get anywhere with that.

Today, when my subconsciousness found it appropriate to remind me of this incident, I have been wondering about this and contemplating to actually make that sort of list.

So, I decided to test the idea, without actually putting it down. Just while I was on the balcony, smoking cigarettes. I thought, best thing would be to do the listing alphabetically.

The list, in my head, went like this

A

Now, I don't know if an aquarium categorises as furniture, but I actually fell into a fairly big aquarium once. Fortunately - or not, I don't know - it did not contain water, fish, plastic pirate ship or anything like that. It was empty. I just sort of body-tackled the bloody thing. One moment I was leaning against it, looking for a place to put my almost empty bottle, next thing, there was glass all over the room and me on the floor not knowing where I was or the time of day. Made a lot of noise too.

B

Well, I might have slightly vandalised one or two bars in my days, but I do not recall to have actually destroyed an entire bar ever. You would usually get kicked out of the place before you succeed in such enterprises. I know I have slapped my fist on a bar-desk occasionally and I might also have banged my head on a bar-desk a few times. I've put out cigarettes on a bar (while the barkeep was out of sight) one or two times. And of course I have spilled different substances on the desk.

C

And this is how far I came this time. I know, it is sort of cheap, and I know you probably want to know more, but I can't go further, and this is why.

Chairs...

I will never know the precise number of chairs I have smashed over the years. I clearly remember about twelve times where I have smashed a chair - deliberately, by own will. A chair is a fairly simple piece of handy-work. It doesn't take superhuman powers to break apart. It can be lifted up and thrust down fairly easily, you can even toss it cross a room. And there have been times in my life where my level of frustration got so high that grabbing the next chair and just smashing it seemed like the best solution. In fact I am so good at smashing chairs that I am contemplating on applying for a job at IKEA. I'm sure they would benefit from hiring me to test the durability of those sawdust designer chairs they sell.

So, you must excuse me, brothers and sisters, I simply can not go on with that list. Make your own, if you fancy.

Untitled Poem

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In Auschwitz I bought a postcard
I unpacked it by the lake behind the crematorium
It was black and white

In Hiroshima I bought a postcard
I unpacked it on the bench at the Fountain of Eternal Prayer
It was in colour






Going Back *2

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Chapter Two

As many times before, flicking the light switch, I stepped of the staircase and found my self standing in the basement lab. Resting on the floor in the middle of the room, covered in the cold light of the ceiling spots, the machine I had spend almost half of my life building was shining in all its futuristic splendor. I had to admit it was an awesome machine. I know that modesty suites a man, but there was no one else around to appreciate my work. In fact, Stella and I were the only living souls who had been in this basement for ten years or more.

Making history can be a very lonely job.

When I told my old master, George Banner of the New York Academy of Temporal Research, I had decided to build a time machine, his reply was brief and clear.

”Why bother?”

Of course, that was not all he had to say. We had many conversations on the topic, sitting on his front porch in the late hours, drinking coffee and smoking cigarettes, or hanging out at the Academy Cafeteria doing the same, but for some reason this comment, however short, lingered in the back of my mind. Banner was a man known and feared by pupils and colleges for his British arrogance. Usually he would state his artifice in an adequate cloak of intellectual dissociation. A direct message of only two words did not seem like him at all.

I was not able to give him any answer, which of course he knew.

Mountain climbers are a peculiar bread. If you ask them why they bother climbing the mountain, they would say, ’Because it’s there.’ When they asked Bill Cochran, serial killer, why he raped and killed seven underaged school girls, his answer was ’Because I could.’

Because is a powerful word. Any scientist or researcher would tell you. Because is a word that should be used with great caution.

Looking back over the time having past since that conversation, my best answer would be, ’It seemed like a good idea at the moment’.

Human mind is easily corrupted. Curiosity turns into interest; interest turns into obsession. I am not the first man to travel that road. A long and lonely road, that is. They will be standing at the roadside, shouting at you, warning you, appealing for you to either turn back or give up; they will scream at you and call you names. However, you will keep walking, because…

Yes… Why?

Who told you, you have to go on? You made the decision to start walking, it is true, but there is a distinct difference between commitment and sheer madness.

This mechanic monster in my basement was just a heap of scrap metal. I had no reason to act in an appropriate and noble manner towards it. We were not connected by any strings of formal obligation. This contraption might as well had been a lawn mower, a bicycle or a washing machine, just a bunch of ball bearings. Turning around, walking up the stairs, back to reality and the rain, was a plausible act, free at choice. Going down at Flannigan’s for a drink, forgetting the whole damn thing was definitely possible and quite frankly the sanest option. The machine would stay indifferent whichever choice I would make.

I was only committed towards my self.

Fortunately, Stella chose this moment to join me. As many times before, she saved me from the perils of indecision.

”What’s her name?”

Stella stood beside me, eyes fixed on the machine.

”Name?”

”Yes,” she said. ”It’s a vessel, isn’t it. You normally give a vessel a name, before her maiden voyage.”

I smiled and said,

”There is no light, nor any motion.
There is no mass, nor any sound.
Still, in the lampless heart of the ocean,
Fasten me down and hold me drowned
Whitin thy womb, within thy thought,
Where there is naught - where there is naught.”

Stella gazed at me with this particular winkle of the eyebrow I knew so well. ”Meaning what?”

”We’ll call her Kali, goddess of time passing.”

”Kali?” She looked at the machine again. ”Kali it is!”

”No smashing of champagne bottles, though,” I said. ”Even the smallest fracture of the exterior can jeopardize the entire operation…”

None of us moved. We just stood there, indecisive, not knowing what to say.

”So, this is it, then,” she finally said.

”Afraid so,” I answered.

”I might never see you again.”

”I know.”

Silence again.

”I guess this is what they mean by anticlimax,” she said. ”No brass band, no confetti, no small girls waving flags, no shaking hands with congress members.”

”I’m sorry, I forgot to make that call, Stella.”

We both turned our heads and looked at each other. Standing there, I knew all I wanted was to stay, which was the only option I did not have. Yet, every cell in my body told me to stay with this woman in this time and age, marry her, become the father of her children, get a decent job, build her a home, buy her stuff to watch her smile, and render her a life of pleasure. It was all I wanted.

The tight spot was I could not tell her. I could not even kiss her. My mother used to say a kiss would reveal all secret thoughts. I was old enough to know she had been right on that one.


To be continued