Simple Life-Simple Love

Today is my birthday, I am 26-year-old. In my pocket, it is RMB9.5 only. I really don't know why I lead such poor life. I am trying my best to do business and hope I can get sufficient money to afford my future life. Happy birthday to you,buddy, full with energy to get your future. Good luck to myself.

Home

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris or Rome...
But I wanna go home
...uhm Home
May be surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
Just wanna go home
I miss you, you know

And I've been keeping all the letters
That I wrote to you,
Each one a line or two
I'm fine baby, how are you?
I would send them but I know that
It's just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane, another sunny place,
I'm lucky I know
But I wanna go home
I got to go home

Let me go home

I'm just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I'm living
Someone else's life
It's like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why
You could not come along with me
This was not your dream
But you always believed in me...

Another winter day
Has come and gone away
In either Paris or Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I'm surrounded by
A million people I
I still feel alone
Let me go home
I miss you , you know

Let me go home
I've had my run
Baby I'm done
I gotta go home

Let me go home
It'll all be alright
I'll be home tonight
I'm coming back home

The End...

Hering this song, something so well. Do you have such feels with me? If not, I nominate this music to you and wanna sharing the grand mooding with you. Once listenning without feel a thing, you should be death with sadness! So great.

Should be there is affections permeated in this song, given our power to missing and loving, eventhough we have not forged our own home, coming home, baby, you'll not lonely when you feel a million people surrounding you sometimes outside...

This is Mar.1,2007, the first day of the new month which the spring's coming later. It's rainning, outside...

I don't know how to describe my current mood, the sweet love will be over no more than one month, since the V'D in Feb. I know, at the beginning, I don't care about the girl, I pursuit her just for the reason of vacuity, and have the desire to female based on the mistake of she maybe the opening girl. However, several days later, I almost can't without her. Missing, loving, and all the normal/common things like a man to his lover. I don't know why?!

It was ture that that night I was very happy, but with a little anxious and suspecting! It seems like something should be took place sooner or later. The most surprise is that it is coming so early! I know, it's time to stop, eventhough the girl showed up in my dreams sometimes.

I thought much last night: Do I really need the girl? Do I really give all my love, energy, and other important elements to loving? Do I really plan to marry her in the future? Do I really want to share all my happinesses and pains? I can't confim to myself. It is the key point to us. No matter there is another shadow in her mind, no matter there is another girl(maybe girls)in my heart, no matter if the spring is coming or not? The sky is blue, such as my mooding. I try my best to hold her, but I have no confidence to myself. What is the love? what is the life? what are us? The answers flying in the winds...

Backing to single, every thing will turn to be before.

一个奇怪的夜晚。像我这样不能喝酒的人，在这个被黑夜吞嗜的夜晚时分，却像赶场子一样，一遍遍往自己肚子里灌酒。如今脑子似乎还有点些微的疼痛，眼睛也在疼痛，这个无眠的夜晚，黄酒，红酒，和白酒。撕心裂肺的唱歌，竟然还觉得来了些些许的感觉。以前很难得唱歌，也从来不会唱歌，可如今，嘶喊起来，却也是劲头十足。这真的是个奇怪的夜晚：凌晨1点从KTV出来，跑去很远的地方喝夜酒。四个人三斤白酒，要知道，不多久之前，已经有两种不同的酒在肠胃里会师，现下想来，还真是个奇怪的夜晚...

可惜酒精并不能让我脑海混沌模糊，我清晰地记得些微有些不雅的东西依然留存脑海，这种疯狂，我有些害怕...

当碧蓝的大海因海风的吹佛而泛起的白色浪花所带来的视觉愉乐被飞机在对流层所产生的气压改变及巨大噪音取代的时候，我有点难受，不过终于抵达大屿山机场了。大海，浪花，群岛，邮轮以及高楼，便是香港给我第一印象。

当从萧山国际机场过海关离开的那一刻起，心底便有一种隐忍的悸动：飞离社会主义，不知道那个需要靠左行的资本主义是何许样子的？只不过一直隐忍着，在外人看来，我是那么波澜不惊罢了。

这是座十分干净的城市：海风吹不起一丝泥土，只有海浪拍打堤岸的声音；汽车都很干净，让我们惊叹的是为何汽车轮胎都是那么干净；由于贫富分的还算开，所以富人区的房子很漂亮，也给人干净的感觉，很舒服。而穷人区的，和广州的也没什么分别，各类棚窝，港人自戏“鸽笼”...我在感叹，我们是否该感谢英国殖民主义还是该愤恨？在这里，我才感受到什么叫“因地制宜”，什么叫“规划”。相比内地的许多山城，这里，真的是已经发挥到极处了。

景点：香港很小，所以，景点相对于博大精深的中国来说，内地真的要比香港好很多。所以，我也便失却了那种期望，又由于右舵驾驶，让我很不舒服，所以，到海洋公园的时候，我只是被那种从高处鸟瞰的美丽海景所惊诧。阳光铺洒在深蓝的海面，海风吹过身边的树林，没有那种强烈的海水的咸味，找一张椅子，坐下来，细细感受一下：在这样的地方，若有两三友人，围桌而坐，或品茗或咖啡，面朝大海，远眺群岛，应该很有味道。可惜在这人山人海的喧嚣里，要体味这种惬意，已经是不可能的了；夜晚的香港是很美丽的。灯光点缀起的景色，让我有了那种从乡村进入到真正城市的感觉：林立的高楼，斑驳的灯火，不论是太平山顶，还是浅水湾下，或者维多利亚港的油轮上，我都感受着这座城市所带来的视觉冲击（应该没有心灵享受），只是感受到财富是多么重要：在这里开BMW或者BENZ的，并不能说明身份和财富，街上多的是保时捷，兰博基尼和法拉力。身份和地位的显示，都在房子和车牌号上。深水湾，浅水湾的房价都在千万上，太平山的房子都是政府高官的，就是一般的商品房，都是贵得要死；一个车牌可以拍到1390万，贫富的差距，无法想象。走在星光大道上往南看，便是中环密密麻麻的水泥森林，显示这座城市的繁华与奢靡，只是维多利亚湾平静依旧，地上的那些明星们的手掌沉默依旧，李小龙的铜像依旧。

购物：香港的确是购物的天堂，不管你是富人还是穷人，都可以在这里找到时候自己要逛的地方，可以淘到自己想要的东西。交通很发达，也流畅，六条地下铁，基本涵盖了香港的大部分地区；公交也很方便快捷：这里没有太多的红绿灯，所以车开起来很流畅，加上行人都很遵守交通规则，道路规划比较好，虽然汽车很多，但堵车的情况不多见。

香港人的生活节奏很快，快地让人受不了。但大城市始终是大城市，所以很多店都在10店才开门。这样，就可以睡个懒觉，洗个澡，然后轻松地准备“扫货”去。买一张50块钱的地铁旅客卡，24小时内可以无限次坐地铁（除了机场不能去）。当然，也可以办一张150块钱的八达通，这样，就既可以坐公交，地铁，也可以在像Seven-Eleven,Circle-K这样的便利店用，很是方便。从大窝口站出发到旺角，当然要去传说中的先达水货市场啦...这里的地铁站路线标的十分清楚，不用担心找不到路：打算去哪里，就找哪个出口，很多时候，这个商场的地下一层便是地铁的出口，比如崇光百货和置地广场。到先达的时候，很多店铺正路路续续开张，手机的标价都低的让人心动，可一问简体中文版本的，那价格就和国内相差无几，逛了半天，看看还是算了，回上海买吧，有保障一点。旺角是穷人去的地方，这是实话，我现在是穷人，所以，很适合我去：新世纪广场（Grand Century Plaza）是个不错的地方，上下七层，基本能找到适合你的东西，服装，电器或者其他一些。当然，波鞋街的体育运动用品，比起国内，要便宜很多，种类也多：Clarks，Timberland，Columbia，Adidas，Nike等，价格都是国内的50％左右，当然，款式是旧的。琳琅满目的各色名牌，看地人口水直流（尽管它们不是美味），让人直恨口袋钱少。继续往南走，便是中高档商品的尖沙咀。尖沙咀商店里的产品，要比旺角的贵一些。但有很多打折活动，所以价格还算可以接受。坐地下铁从旺角到尖沙咀下，然后选择要去的地方，新世界广场还是崇光百货，从不同的出口，很快就到达你想要去的地方。碰巧赶上新世界中心的圣诞特卖场，赶紧偷跑进去（警察不让进的，因为现在只是工作人员布置，两天后才开始），价格直让人晕倒：Lee，Levis，Wrangler的牛仔裤，价格都在250－400之间，巴黎世家的皮鞋和包，竟然只要199HK$，可惜的是，我们身上的港币不多，这里又只接收港币和VISA或Mastercard，并不接收CNY和Unionpay，就只买了一条Wrangler的牛仔，唉，可惜了点啊！当然，总不能一直在这种中低档的地方逛，于是，兴冲冲跑去中环。铜罗湾的置地广场，尽管买不起，但总可以回忆，我曾经也来过:devil: 不过看着身边那些经过的人，就知道，这里现在的我们不适合逛，以后不知道，但现在，起码不适合我。一只不起眼的LV，那么小个包，标价竟是32,500HK$，唉，还是回吧:cry:

美食：说起美食，中西文化交汇的地方，又是临海的，当然有很大的诱惑。可惜的是，我们参加的团很垃圾，正餐吃的都不是很好。唯一让我们记忆犹新的便是早餐。和广东人一样，港人也很在乎早餐。于是，我们也品尝到了一点中西文化合璧的美食，只是一点点:( 叉烧我没吃，因为海鲜水饺和另外一种海鲜做的不知道什么名字的，吃地很过瘾。由于只有一天时间，寻找美食的愿望落空，留待下次寻觅...

匆匆的行程，在气垫船的颠簸中，告别这片碧蓝的海域。这颗明珠，在我的心的某一个角落，落下印迹。