The Pain I Had To Go Through

A girl of love, A girl of soul, A girl with a heart as pure as snow, We all are sad she had to go. I never knew Khushi myself but i've read her poem she wrote for her mother. It has touched so many hearts including mine i just wish i could have gotten to know her as well as most of you have done. She is gone from us now forever but she will forever be in our hearts, i've never written a biography about someone i've never even met before, but Khushi has touched me so deep with her poem that i just had to do it for her. When i read her poem i read most of the comments too, and what touched my soul was that at such a young and delicate age she had to be tested. Tested by strength, faith, and love. Even though she was in so much pain at the loss of her loving mother, she picked up her pen and sheared her pain with the world. Not many people can do that because they don't want people to see how much pain they are going through. I'm one of those people, but i'm different in some way, i wrote my poem i just never had the courage to shear it with the world as Khushi has done. I lost my father at a very young age, i was only nine years old. But this isnt about me now its about a girl who had so much courage in her heart that she welcomed all of us into her world of pain and sorrow. And i'm glad that she did that, and i think more of us should do the very same. There are children out there that abuse and push their mothers and fathers to the side. Yes i'm mentioning the fathers too because they have feelings just like mothers do. There are fathers that play the same role a mother plays, so why should we forget about them? Khushi wrote from her heart, she touched all of us that have read her poem. For a beginner and her first poem ever, i couldnt believe my eyes when i read it. I've been writting poetry for many years now and i couldnt even bring myself even an inch close to opening my heart as much as she has done in her poem. Where ever you are Khushi you will always be in our hearts, on our minds, and in our preys. May God bless every step you take and may he always keep you safe in his loving arms. You have been an angel in disgise, sent down from heaven to open up all our eyes, and show us through your poem what most of us just pushes aside, abuses and takes for granted, not with our fists but with the way we treat our parents and the hurtful words that comes from our mouths. I wish i could have known you Khushi and i wish we could have met, for you have said in your poem everything i have and still feel deep in my heart. THIS IS FOR YOU KHUSHI. OUR ANGEL FOREVER IN OUR HEARTS.

I hide behind my smile to block out the pain, of all the hurt i felt and never want to feel again. I sit alone in my room thinking of all the pain i've had to go through, Why must love be so hard? I sit here, my arms raped around me, to afraid to let love in my heart again. I'll be the loney princess to the end. All the love i have inside yurns to brake free, but i hold it close to me for im to afraid to be hurt again like i've been hurt by you.