White Theories

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Hi there, someone, anyone.
I've remembered of this site occasionally. If you've read some of my entries and found it interesting, you may track me here - http://strsofia.livejournal.com/
You're weclome.

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I become inspired only by new person or situation.
That's why I'm addict on everything new and risky.
It's always interesting to investigate how far are you manage to go...

Trust. The strongest weapon.

R_

The far you venture, the sweeter is the victory.
I'm playing tricky game now, making person to want what I want. It's not as easy as always because I don't want to break one's personality, mostly. To make a person feel.. And do... sometimes it means to feel something myself to convince. And sometimes the only advantage I have is just the plan I'm following and the eagle eye for possible intrigues of the other side.
But it's really exiting, as any risk.

Just life.

Tired of work, but not of life.
That's why I haven't gone to bed since Sunday... I must do so much and, moreover, do not forget to take all the pleasure which is available now.
'cuse noone know what's going to be tommorow...

Truth of life is...

..that you can manage without sex, 'cause you always has your own hands, but you can't somehow replace the absence of flirt.
That's why to play games sometimes is better than to create relationships.

Global.

The majority of our attitudes to some facts and statements of general questions are formed by the experience we have. Therefore in case when one person lives a long and happy life in his motherland and loves it sincerely even if he or she sees some shortages, and another is not able to cope with the pressure of the particular atmosphere and leaves, both are right.

Pondering over the problem of identity of national characher, one will insist on the right of mentality of the nation to have its special features, though some of them seems to be awful. In this situation I'm certainly disagree.

As person are used to change himself to communicate with other people reaching some kind of his own happiness, so the nation must struggle against its prejudices and barbarian habits instead of being proud of them for being able to integrate to global community and manage to find solutions for the problems it faces, such as endell wars, violence against unprotected groups of society, etc.

Of course, question of national identity is very painful according to the traditions of the very policy of ethnic or national survival. But 'till we'll keep up antagonistic sentiments instead of smoothing difficultes between cultures and be looped in our own weak destiny, we'll have only what we have - criminal diversity, wars, social problems, narrow-mindedness of the people.

And that will be fair - that will be particulary what we deserve in this case.

Silence is golden.

Sometimes it's hard to keep silent when you're bleeding inside, yeah?
I've learnt it to be strong enough to scare anyone who could ever scare me.
I've learnt it and was a very good student. And successed, of course.
As a result: maybe I became less a woman ('cause it's a typical woman habit to speak her feelings aloud) and maybe sometimes this control eats me away, but I've reached what I wanted - the ability to think when my opponent is drowning in his or her emotions.
And I learn to be silent - you know why? Because the silent person is the most dangerous and unpredictable one. That's why men still rule the world - they know how to keep silence. They know how to hold their emotions.
At least, some of them.

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One more friend is no longer a friend... Everything become easier - no responsibility, no time for attention, no mobile talks. Even no pain, 'cause I've never trust this person.
But it is sad anyway... You have to go forward and somebody can't go with you. One day you have to understand... there are gaps that can't be surmounted.
And this is, like any knowledge, sad, truely sad.

From Julian Barnes ("England, England")

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“Well, women have traditionally accommodated themselves to men’s needs. Men’s need being, of course, double. You put us on the pedestal in order to look up our skirts. When you wanted models of purity and spiritual value, something to idealize while you were away tilling the soil or killing the enemy, we accommodated ourselves. If you now want us to be cynical and disillusioned I dare say we can accommodate ourselves to that as well. Though of course we may not mean that, anymore than we meant it before. We might just be being cynical about being cynical.”

Angry.

It's extremely hard to find some intereting and beautiful people, with whom you're used to surrond yourself. Anywhere - it doesn't depend on place, city, even continent... Unfortunately.
Sometimes it trows me into deep despair - what should I do to find not anyone, but... someone.
Maybe, I'm too carping... But I prfer to put it in another way: I raise the lath more than high to put myself on the higher step of the ladder... I don't see any other ways to become better, than to play with better opponent.
That's why I try to widen my field as much as it possible... For strong and new. For another peace I can build into myself.

All this is a onwe big offtop. What I'm really interested in: are there any people really writing in their blogs in english - not posting endless pictures, preach christianity or advertise new gadgets? Maybe I'm not lucky... Walking the right paths... You may asked: why didn't you choose Livejournal? I'll reply: because it's the territory of total ignorance and disinclination in any new coonections.
Or, maybe, I'm not right?..
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