Just because you for some reasons can't be beside the one you want to give your heart to, it doesn't mean you've to try to poison that one's relationship to another person.
It hurts inside.
You reach the very bottom.
There's no way out and yet a bit air is still left.
You hate them both.
Especially that one who "stole" your person from you.
You pity yourself and want the world to pity with you.
So dark, no light. It blurs away the rational thinking.
The eyes are covered by the hate inside.
Everyone is guilty except yourself.
You do not get one single thought that you actually create your problems yourself.
It's so much easier to blame the world.
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One day in the near future you realize how silly you acted.
You let go. You move on.
You repress you grief.
You feel you're a better person now.
For a while you think so.
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Until that day.
Face to face you stand.
Watching the one again.
The heartbeat. Eyes contact
Your heart breaks once more again.
... it'll never go away!
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If you actually wished the best for your person. You would've close the grief inside you. It's too easy to say but hard to do and yet it isn't impossible. You would've accept and respect reality.
Wished the best for your love.
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Why lead a life by making other people hate the one you dislike. What's the point in ruin another's lives?
If you're that innocent as you claim you're. Then for once just let it be.
Being friends with your "enemies" is actually the hardest you can do, but the best thing you wished you ever did. If only you'd the guts to.
Time can change things, but it's never too late to start changing things yourself! Your life isn't neither fair nor unfair. Life is what you make it
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