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My Tears..

Every once in a while some will see me cry,some will only say they see me smile,it is painful always when tear came by,excuses made just to fill a lie,so no one would really know why did i cry,even in tears i tried to always smile,not giving a chance for it to fill my eyes,yet even in laughter it came in surprise,always wonder and not knowing why,is it that i fail or did i not try,or is it just a fight or is just chance...

i search and wonder in night and day,trying to figure why is it this way,until a time i sat at bay,realizing that it is not me that cry,knowing now why i cry even when i smile,why even in laughter i cry,why tears always be by my side,for it is my soul that is who cry,wanting for me to realize...

i seek what i see foresee what i think i may need,filling and planning on things that are taught by greed,feeling happy while my soul is in grieve,being bound and enslaved thinking i was free,not a day that past for how it seems,to achieve all those that i was to seek,for now i know what my tears mean to me,the grieve my soul had pass on to me,i will have to fight to be free,and not wonder more what my tears want from me...

lost in the darkness yet i try to extinguish,the shed of light that try to guide me,but now i know not what i should seek,but it is to whom that i should seek,i thank and smile now not in grieve,my tears still flow and fills my eyes,yet not for grieve but the fear of being deceived,..

My Allah My Life

This earth, this duniya, is a drop of a sea
The final destination, The Akhirra, which is beyond infinity

This test and trial makes me blue
Fighting shaytaan is the hardest thing I ever had to do

Years and days will quickly go by
To Allah alone I cry, who will always stay close by my side

Allah has commanded us to give Zakah and Pray,
This Deen is of Allah and his Messenger, not some play
So let us repent for the sins we commit night & day

My days are lonely and they are cold,
My goal is to obey Allah as my days grow old & he takes my soul

Allah is present everywhere, Allhamdu lillah my connection with him is strong
He lives in my heart, his mercy and blessings are enormous & beyond

When I sacrifice and give up something for his sake,
In return he rewards me with something better in its place

My life is corrupted and my days are rough,
Sometimes my tests and trials get so tough,
But for the sake of Allah, it's never enough

Allah & his Quran is my guide
If he wasn't there for me, I'd break, swelter & die