Candy Sweet ;) <3 !!

For the past couple of weeks, especially this last week, so many things had happen. And I've never been in such deep shxt with just about everything that could possibly happen all at once. But its so true, everything happens for a reason...so after all this, tears had fallen tremendously numerous uncountable times, hurt has been felt, pain has been pierced through my heart and the ppl around me, I'm glad they hurted me the way they did bc it taught me something oh so valuable now. From now on, trusting ppl is going to be a hard deed. I've toughen up. Not miss goody-two-shoe for you punks to walk all over anymore. Don't say that I changed drastically, but just say and know that you made me this way. Because of you ppl's course of action, that I learned a valuable lesson about life. I need to stop thinking it as a colorful and sun-shiny world bc I only end up getting disappointed for letting ppl in to my sun-shiny world and darkening it with their wickedness. Certain courses and obstacles and losts in life can sure drastically change your way of outlook of others. You made me this way, so don't ever look back and regret what you created.