Look how Bored I’ve become. TT_TT
Sunday, April 19, 2009 6:54:14 PM
Has anyone ever realized how insignificant we are?
All of our little issues and problems don’t mean a thing.
If One of us dies right now, not much would change.
Only a handleful of people would be sad but then they would all get over it.
I think everyone subconsiously thinks the world revolves around
them.
They think they’re special and important.
Thats a lie.
We’re all living a lie.
I don’t know if this bothers anyone,
but this really bothers me.
I can’t stand the thought that on my time on this
pathetic earth, I am going to do absolutly nothing.
“If One of us dies right now, not much would change.
Only a handleful of people would be sad but then they would all get over it.”
Yeah right. If one of us dies right now… in fact, on saturday, a guy in my school died…..
I was told that someone sold drugs, blamed on him. His mother didn’t believe him. One night, when he was home alone, he…killed himself. They found him lying on the floor, beside him was a knife…
I can’t imagine if someone told me that I was responsible in selling drugs… if so, I would probably go crazy… I can not know what I would do then… but… is life that easy to take?
I know, I’m not close to him, in fact, I don’t have many emotions about his death, just that… knowing about a suicide, from one of the students that I see in school… it makes me feel uneasy…..
Death is the one thing that I’ve heard about many times since I came here, but death is also the one thing that I’ve barely heard about before, when I was still in Vietnam.
.
.
.
.
.
Anyway, R.I.P Miguel…
All of our little issues and problems don’t mean a thing.
If One of us dies right now, not much would change.
Only a handleful of people would be sad but then they would all get over it.
I think everyone subconsiously thinks the world revolves around
them.
They think they’re special and important.
Thats a lie.
We’re all living a lie.
I don’t know if this bothers anyone,
but this really bothers me.
I can’t stand the thought that on my time on this
pathetic earth, I am going to do absolutly nothing.
“If One of us dies right now, not much would change.
Only a handleful of people would be sad but then they would all get over it.”
Yeah right. If one of us dies right now… in fact, on saturday, a guy in my school died…..
I was told that someone sold drugs, blamed on him. His mother didn’t believe him. One night, when he was home alone, he…killed himself. They found him lying on the floor, beside him was a knife…
I can’t imagine if someone told me that I was responsible in selling drugs… if so, I would probably go crazy… I can not know what I would do then… but… is life that easy to take?
I know, I’m not close to him, in fact, I don’t have many emotions about his death, just that… knowing about a suicide, from one of the students that I see in school… it makes me feel uneasy…..
Death is the one thing that I’ve heard about many times since I came here, but death is also the one thing that I’ve barely heard about before, when I was still in Vietnam.
.
.
.
.
.
Anyway, R.I.P Miguel…







