Claudius's blog

Phew, today, I mean yesterday due to the fact that I write this blog at 0:51. Now I think I get used quite well with the pressure. I did read a lot of art tutorials and learned many things. I read non-stop and now I think I've got some more knowledge to draw. But I can't improve a bit. I've just drawn some arts lately and feel despair and hopeless. I wondered if I tried hard, can I get better enough to be an ordinary art designer or animation designer. Sometimes I feel so useless and just want to give up.

Not the fact trying so hard makes me so stressed but there's one more. Now I know that he's just trying to ... I think that's enough and I want to get out of this bad situation. I will split out tomorrow...if I have enough courage. But maybe it's my fault, which is such thing as the word "brother", man, I just so respect it and I think I've suffered enough. Maybe I will put an end for this tomorrow. It may get better... or worse. But it can't be worse than my feeling now.

I finished the art for Valentine day. My tablet was broken and I had to do this on mouse. This is the first time I used mouse to paint all this. It's so hard, and so that's the reason why my lines in the art gets worse. I'm not pleased with it at all. But I did my best, I should be proud of it.