"Surrounded by Nothing (and no one)"

You know when you get to that age (20-24 y.old) and you're trying to find what really attracts you more? I'm right at this point of my life.

I've been searching for many things, in many aspects of my spiritual/career/love-sex life. In fact i'm only feeling alright about my sex life. I know I like women (even having not tried other experiences, I'm damn sure about it!).

At this moment I'm searching for the best religion. Maybe there's no best or worst religion.
Well, I was raised in a catholic crib but, even after watching THE PASSION OF THE CHRIST, I'm still not sure about my religion. lol.

During the past 5 months I've been reading books, visiting websites and other stuff. I think I'm almost there! In fact, it's pretty simple: I'm not tied to material stuff, I love yoga practicing, I like taking time for myself and I'm the most patient guy you could find. I'M BUDDHIST! That's it!!!

Of course there are some contradicting aspects about me. I like drinking (quite a lot), my sex-life is pretty active etc. Nothing to do with Buddha. And I'm brazilian!

Well, at least I can meditate and make myself quiet for hours and hours... lol!

:bomb:Hello there! Here I am... I'm in Brazil, I know, but I can feel from here the way people are feeling in Europe. Specially in Spain.
Most of us like the idea of knowing new people, new cultures and funny accents. I'm kindda loner around here. I try to understand people's thoughts and the reasons some of us make such unlucky mistakes. In my opinion everything has a very important reason to exist/happen.
But, even after more than 24 hours after what happened I still cannot understand why they (I don't know who) have done that. They've 'exploded' more than 300 people who were going to work. That's absolutely insane. There are two options: E.T.A and Mr.OSAMA BIN LADEN. Well, the separatist group and AlQaeda leader are crazy fuckin' lunatic people.
If one op them stands up and assumes the 'act', they'll come with reasons such "we're fighting for territory" or "we're defeating the american evil and their followers"... Jesus Christ! Who in hell would believe in such crap!
And the worst is that we know that none of them is going to assume the terrorist attack, and of course, neither of them is going to be punished the way they should.
We have lots of examples of people who have killed dozens, hundred, even thousands, who have naver gone to prison. Saddam Hussein was arrested, but now, nobody hears anything about him anymore...
I'd love to understand at least 10% of what goes on inside the mind of these kind of people. I'd love to read the news in the morning and see that they've gotten what they deserve. But that's too far from our reality, isn't it?
Maybe that's the reason I'm such a loner. I try to think of a better world, where good people live good lives and bad people watch us behind bars...
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