I Think I Can Overcome My Now Position
Tuesday, August 25, 2009 12:01:07 PM
For about 8 months, I've felt in loved with a girl. I've done everthing to prove that I loved her,and I've tried my best to satify her requirements. Sometimes, she accepted me, that was the prettiest times in my life. When she came my house to have dinner with my family, I thought certainly that she'd loved me. When she smiled to me, when she hold my hands, I truely believed in my love,she. But when time went by, I step by step relized that in her heart there was no figure of me. She only regarded me as a tool, a high-quality tool to achieve her goals. I relized that I'd been nothing costly for her. She've duped me.
And now, I am going to escape. I don't want to love her anymore. I truely think of a nice life without her. Maybe, it will take me several months or more to do this, but I don't care. My goal now is how to get good status and condition to get balance in my life. I think the times will not prevent me .