Never to Forget the Fear
Wednesday, November 26, 2008 2:54:48 AM
My friend Marcus sent me an email message that inspired me to write about it here
Never to Forget the Fear
Never to forget the fear of losing myself
Never to forget the fear of saying something wrong
Never to forget the fear of losing my family
Never to forget the fear of losing my friends
Never to forget the fear of being hit
Never to forget the fear you gave our child
Never to forget the fear of staying with you
Never to forget the fear of leaving you,
for you put the fear of me being killed
by you in me
Never to forget the fear of you
By: ©CR
02/17/2008








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funzfunz81 # Wednesday, November 26, 2008 5:33:22 AM
KittyliciousZaphira # Wednesday, November 26, 2008 6:17:10 AM
KarenNerak # Wednesday, November 26, 2008 7:17:15 AM
LéazzBabyJay99 # Wednesday, November 26, 2008 8:32:18 AM
r♡serose-marie # Wednesday, November 26, 2008 9:13:53 AM
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Dacotah # Wednesday, November 26, 2008 11:31:07 AM
John ..... (Loku) lokutus-prime lokutus-prime # Wednesday, November 26, 2008 5:31:21 PM
I send you my prayers. God protect you, amen
Dacotah # Wednesday, November 26, 2008 5:42:14 PM
Yes, I was abused physically and emotionally by my first husband for 7 years. I have been out of that relationship since 1988, thank God.
Took me years to find myself again and to this day, years after, the fear can show up again when someone yells at me. It's gotten better as I have tried to stop the fear. The link I gave in the post (here) explains more.
God protect all that are still in a bad relationship. Amen.
Bad WolfCois # Wednesday, November 26, 2008 8:28:36 PM
John ..... (Loku) lokutus-prime lokutus-prime # Wednesday, November 26, 2008 8:47:51 PM
Your friend, Loku
Dacotah # Wednesday, November 26, 2008 8:56:01 PM
Dacotah # Wednesday, November 26, 2008 9:55:57 PM
I have learned the reason why a man hits a woman, for controll of her and put the fear in her so she will beileve his threat of killing her if she leaves him. Others do notice but do not help for whatever reason be it because they don't know what to do or how to help or if they think it won't help because many times when a woman gets help to get away often goes back because of the fear of him killing her and/or the hope that he will stop like he promises he will because she does love him. I have no outside support my friend. I thank you from the bottom of my heart for your kind words and prayers. Thank you.
God Bless you and watch over you my friend. Amen.
Your friend,
Carol
John ..... (Loku) lokutus-prime lokutus-prime # Wednesday, November 26, 2008 9:58:11 PM
Dacotah # Wednesday, November 26, 2008 10:11:48 PM
God Bless you Loku. Amen.
John ..... (Loku) lokutus-prime lokutus-prime # Wednesday, November 26, 2008 10:28:35 PM
Dacotah # Wednesday, November 26, 2008 10:31:34 PM
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Dacotah # Thursday, November 27, 2008 12:54:30 AM
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dɹɐzılpǝkɔıw ɐʞɐ ɹǝɥgɐllɐg lǝbɐsıwickedlizard # Thursday, November 27, 2008 10:42:19 AM
Hugs.
LéazzBabyJay99 # Thursday, November 27, 2008 12:12:45 PM
Dacotah # Thursday, November 27, 2008 4:41:32 PM
Dacotah # Thursday, November 27, 2008 4:43:19 PM
Hugs
Dacotah # Thursday, November 27, 2008 4:45:24 PM
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John ..... (Loku) lokutus-prime lokutus-prime # Thursday, December 4, 2008 1:48:25 PM
Dacotah # Thursday, December 4, 2008 2:04:09 PM
Loku
MettePusilille # Friday, April 10, 2009 10:45:22 AM
What is important and not be experimented with.
Really good written with a thoughtful meaning behind the words!
Dacotah # Friday, April 10, 2009 10:49:58 AM
MettePusilille # Friday, April 10, 2009 10:51:24 AM
Dacotah # Friday, April 10, 2009 10:54:46 AM
I was abused my my ex-husband and the email I got made me think of posting about abuse.
MettePusilille # Friday, April 10, 2009 10:58:00 AM
Dacotah # Friday, April 10, 2009 11:00:36 AM
I'm getting over it slowly but surely.
I learned alot from it.
MettePusilille # Friday, April 10, 2009 11:04:05 AM
Dacotah # Friday, April 10, 2009 11:08:07 AM
MettePusilille # Friday, April 10, 2009 11:12:47 AM
Your life can not have been all good. I feel like crying now...
Dacotah # Friday, April 10, 2009 11:19:43 AM
MettePusilille # Friday, April 10, 2009 11:22:12 AM
Dacotah # Friday, April 10, 2009 11:23:25 AM
Thank you for the hugs.
MettePusilille # Friday, April 10, 2009 11:25:30 AM
Dacotah # Friday, April 10, 2009 11:29:09 AM
Lovinmalamuteslovinmalamutes # Monday, May 25, 2009 1:28:36 PM
I am glad you have healed somewhat. I don't know if you ever heal completely as I never have.