Daria

From The Inside

Monday, June 4, 2007 6:25:31 PM

I need a friend. No, really. Sure, I have friends and I love them very much.

Do You have a diary? I mean not available to everybody, but your own, private, diary which you would like not to show to anybody? Where you can write about all your doubts, rises and falls, about your weaknesses, where you can complain on anything and anybody? When You're sad, stressed, you put your thoughts down to your diary, and feel yourself better. And that's great.

Sometimes I need someone who will be like this diary - it sounds strange and a bit selfish, but...
Somebody who won't lie, hurt, who will help, who will just listen, who won't interrupt me...

Unfortunately, such people don't exist. I believe that everybody (and me too) is selfish less or more, and, honestly to say, man is alone on the Earth - I mean not physically, but in soul - everybody is on his own.

There Are People...Isn't It?

Comments

orsomannaro # Monday, June 4, 2007 10:24:34 PM

I write my thoughts in papers... many papers... and often i throw all these papers.
Sometimes i write in copy-books like this one: http://my.opera.com/orsomannaro/albums/showpic.dml?album=188769&picture=3080586
And i like to write here because it's small and i can write also when i am in my bed, with the light of my phone...

But when i have an inspiration i need to write it or to tell it to someone... often to my girlfriend, or to my sister, or to some friend...

However... it's true, we are all in our own, and we need it, we all need to live our life... but the others are a piece of our life, and sometime we all need also the others... but we mustn't be dependent from the others. We must live our life. And living our life, without think about our loneliness... someone will come near to our soul accidentally! Don't worry, and be happy!

Vladasvladas # Tuesday, June 5, 2007 7:41:03 AM

Daria,

I finaly realised that writing down my thoughts to a private diary is rather pointless... I'd better found a very close friend to tell him/her what I think about all things around. That would be much better self-therapy, ofcourse.

The world is too complicated. And WE make it so. Every day WE overcomplicate our lives. With our governments, taboos, laws, church...
It must be a place free of all this regulations (our thoughts, dreams), or it could be another person. Just to free up our minds, even for a while...

Instead of writing private diary, I decided to formulate my thoughts in form of aphorisms or, sometimes, questions to nobody. I concentrate my doubts and feelings and give them away for free

I implemented this in my group. By the way it's open to everyone. And I think it is much better than shouting to the void of the diary...

Maybe you have something to add to my group?

DavidRavo # Saturday, July 14, 2007 3:22:21 PM

You are on my friends list, so send me a message when you want to talk privately with an older and experienced person, who may be able to help you see things and yourself more clearly.