Recently I have been over whelmed with everything. Family life, problems, school and my social life is takeing a toll on me. I'm always stressed and can;t seem to do anything right or to the extent that I use to. I use to be like this two years ago, around this time, and I thought I was doing good. Today was the first time in awhile that I have had a panic attack. I hate bawling and breaking down in school. I really just wanna walk away from this all. Just pack up a bag and walk away till I get myself back on track. I honestly don't care about missing school. And if it was summer and warmmer I'd just walk cross country. But that aint the case. It's already snowed and gotten cold here. I don't know if its the right thing to do, but at the moment my mind is wondering there.