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January

28 Days and 27 nights have already passed since the first hello of 2009 :whistle: :lol: Speaking verily 2008 went extremly fast and wasn't so kind to me.As a matter of fact,it is worst of all my living years(Dead ones count too :devil: )

Let's see....hmm looking back i don't see much of the distance traveled.I haven't come up so far.I am still the same stern boy with tons of humor,rare combination aye? I am devil after all :devil: p: I don't really have much to write...08 wasn't that much fun wait! I do have some colourful tales to share though p:


#1 INTEL
Be not mistkaen,The INTEL im refering to is no TERMINATOR(movie P:) It's an institute that offers college course.It is actually an entrance preparation course.Oh yes! Once you're done with highschool graduation,you're in a fierce battle now.You're one of 450000 students thirsting for the scholarship,there are very few good colleges aaaaaaaaaaaand less than 10 percent of half of 45000 will have the oppurtinity to climb higher,that means you'll have to go through hell to get admission in good college. Entrance exam will be fierce and ruthless.

Needless to say very important hour but we spent all those hours sneaking and shopping and wandering here to there,there to here:lol: Sometimes we'd have exam,full of high frequency objective questions.You're given a question with four possible answers and you simply have to tick right one but we'd simply make patterns in no time and submit :lol: I remember the calculus class.Me and my friends we wouldn't listen to teacher at all.We'd engage ourselves in our own chit-chat p: Did you just mention Ipod? oh yes we wouldn't miss that one.Here's the thing...even in such scorching sunny days we'd wear long sleeve T-shirts just to stealthly inlet airphone all the way from neck to the wrist aaaaaand the head of the airphone will be in your hand and that means you can put a big smile on your face and lie your chin on your palms and sit still asif you're 100% focused but you're fueled by music not by the blackboard haha.It looks so natural, just imagine the scenario :lol: All hail Anarchism :headbang: That's not it! We wre many around 7 or 8 (close buddies) and we'd skip classes for one another for an instnace,Raj would say guys...think im gonna buy a converse today aaaand we all would cry what we waiting for? and skip the last period...Oh yes pretty much like Ninja rope escape! :lol: and go to shopping...our town isn't so big although it is second biggest or atleast second most developed city of Nepal.Since we'd always bunk and wander around the corners of town and inside the familiar tunnels of supermarket everybody literally knew us and would give a bright smile whenever we'd be on their sight :lol: Bunking is fun :devil:

The funniest tale is yet to share.Once,i was on my way to INTEL and i was just few yards away from the institute and i met my friend he told me..

He: Dude,Let's go for a movie today!
Me: you mean bunking?
He: This isn't first time anyway p:
Me: haha Yeah! Let's hit the theatre

haha i didn't even reach the institute,we turned 180 and took whoever from the class we found on our way :lol: I don't even remember the movie.No! I didn't go reliculantly,i went with utmost will...i am full of 'yes' when im in circle of friends.Together we're like a garland :D


But one thing i came to realise is that those days were ours. It was like the whole thing belonged to us the yellow god sun,the hot day :lol: we were so gratified.Ofcourse we weren't alone bunking classes and wandering around the streets,causing disturbance in quiet outlets specially musicmania actually we went out there not to buy stuffs but to quench the pyretic fever of radioactive Summer! :lol: That's right High-Fi Air Conditioner :devil: What a relief we would feel once in the shining floor of music mania constantly chilled with air conditioner.Must say we're incentive Devils :devil: :devil:
Again i lost my track.I was speaking of realising something.. There and back again now! I felt being with friends and circling round the stores and resturants to kill the hours it felt like...This is the time of our life.Like i said we weren't alone, we had many company! Im speaking of my contemporaries! we have just finished our highschool and in a long vacation..The road is ours! Everything belongs to us...so it seemed in those days.It was fun we'd walk abreast in the road covering atleast 70% of the width :yes: And yes it was time of our life and will pass on to next batch now and so will it continue..




#2 St. Xavier's College
I promise! This one is going to be as short as winter days. :lol: INTEL days over! Now starts the competition..i went to Kathmandu for an examination. Like all others i had targeted St. Xavier's college known for it's excellent Academic record and difficult ticket.I went to give an entrance exam i have no idea how many students were there but my symbol number was thirten hundred something They take nomore than 80 students and they're also further filtered through interview and i was dadam dudum sure there were more than 2000 examinees. :ko: The splendid figure of college stunned me i was like...WaaaO! The classroom had three blackboards...:yikes: bigger than cinema hall! We were given questions and now time starts here's the real fun :lol: The questions were like HELLL! I couldn't figure out whether it was Maths or Chemistry or biology or Physics.The laughter was beyond my control.How am i supposed to answer if i can't even figure the subject of the question.So tough were the terminologies used, it was clearly audible after examination haha so many groaned what the hell we're not doing PHD here are we? i'd be lucky enough to get a positive mark was what most of people were chuckling about. I didn't really care,i knew i wasn't going to get in and i don't rely on luck! P:


#3 Wedding Night

This tale isn't so vanquishing but it is something or atleast something that i can recall at the moment :lol:

Somewhere in mid December One of my friend whose name DON'T FREAK OUT happens to be 'Gentle' what on Satan's name?? :lol: Oh yes! 'Gentle' haha his brother's name is 'Popular' :jester: Anyways back to the topic. He'd invited me to his sister's wedding.I wasn't really intending to attend it although i did think of showing up for a while.I'm not much of a party boy.I don't really like feasts or atleast i don't crave for it.I am happy with whatever there's on table. And im an excessive drinker! i avoid party for that reason also although i have sworn an oath, i will not drink in party or elsewhere in absence of my family members! I only drink with my family :cheers:

It was evening and i had previously thought of just showing up and coming back..grabbed my jeans off the floor and pulled out coat out of hanger and jet off!!! I enterd the ceremony,it was conducted in a bantique.The garden was adorned with lights, a glorious fountain amid the yard boasted it's beauty but the real show was inside.The golden hall, i spent no time and enterd and met Gentle then he introduced me to his sisters.It was both fun and annoying fun because they were cool and annoying because i was constantly being fired with rounds and rounds of questions(later i came to figure out they were D-R-U-N-K!)There were three ladies sorrounding me,nay! All of them were clearly older than me.At first i was asked my name,in english oh yes! I thought i was mistaken..i mean english? I was confirmed on second time :lol: I replied with grace, Adarsh Thakuri....she exclaimed! Whaaat? you're royalty? i deflected some wrinkles and said sort of let us say haha... Oh yes! Thakuris are royal race,they're few and proud. I had almost forgotten that kingly blood runs in my vein but what good is it? The world has changed a lot,yes indeed! but the thing is blood of valiant kings races in my vein, i kind of feel proud now to realise that.I remember ages ago, During a time of Dashain (It's our biggest festival lasts 10 days) just after beheading the goat (They do that here,they're all cannibals) Since im the only boy in our family tree,i am to take care of these rites...back then i was in village so performing such bloody rituals was nothing new. I took the beheaded head as prescribed and followed grandma she took me to the sacred lock? It's like some sort of treasure i think. We weren't allowed atleast not others to go nearby in other times...It belonged to my late grandfather.There along with the treasures lied sword and khukuri of my ancestors(Khukuri is a Curved blade,kind of Knife it is also Nepal's National weapon) and there I asperged the weapons of my forefathers with blood.This very rite came to pierce me at that moment.

I even finished writing a song 'Blade of Ancestors' that will be featured in our Debut Album 'SONIC RAGE' if it ever comes out :lol:


Omg! Im done without being done... I'm too sleepy now! I can no longer restrain it..
LAID TO REST!!

Priyashi ko yaad haru - Narayan Gopal

FOREWORD:

Let's start with a question:left: -
how many of you do you actually listen to Nepali music? Ohkay that was little straight for much of today's nepali music industry is influenced moreover dominated by western flavor,atleast that's what i have come to hear from contemporaries for i personally have not gone through nepali music nor do i know nepali artists well.I donot quite listen to them,it's not that i dis-respect them...just never been in their track,im too busy swimming in pool of western music,more precisely rockstars.For me genre doesn't really matter; good music is all i am after.I listen to wide range of music frequency although i personally prefer listening to 'rock' --blame teen spirit! I am not quite into hip hop,being honest im trying so hard to be okay with Hip Hop music--blame passion for rock! incase you forgot,rock and hiphop are two entirely different creatures but I absolutely admire modern-rock artists like hugely popular Linkin Park how they have collaborated hiphop/rap music with rock.Back in track,what my headline is, do you ever listen to classic nepali artists? like Narayan Gopal...i doubt answer 'yes' from listeners but well i tried out after hearing so much from people about his legendary voice.I listened to his album 'Priyashi ko yaad haru' and it is..breathtaking!!! :yes:





PRIYASHI KO YAAD HARU::sherlock:
Priyashi ko yaad haru is a very powerful album full of powerful emotional tracks with purely delicious evergreen sonic elements.The album kicks off with powerful tragic love ballad track and radio hit 'Euta Manchey ko maya ley' and ends with one of my favorite 'Parkhi basey aula bhani' another powerful teary love ballad. Lyrically every song pulls you into the depth of his tragic tears and emotions, needless to say the music too, how beautiful the music is and how super'b the vocal is can be merely sumed up by my feeble mere words.Narayan Gopal sings absolutely in delicious way,now i truly understand why he has been honored with prestigious official banner of 'swor samrat'.There is no way you can work upto his level,there is absolutely no way you can sing with his touch.Most of the tracks consist deep Orpheus-Eurydice tragic touch while one luminious song entitled 'beerata ko chino' is out there guaranteed to uplift your thoughts and emotions for your country.'Beerata ko chino' is absolutely electrifying and arguably the best patriotic song of millenium.There are plenty of other tracks to compliment on,all of the tracks are equally good but my favorite is 'Yeti Dherai Maya' It is a heart-breaking song with extreme emotion,not a fraction of second of it is less than perfect.It is cleverly compiled with pure nepali touch,how the harmonium and tabala are connected in song still surprises me and ofcourse Narayan Gopal once again dominates the track with his powerful vocal and this song is so good that it will actually chill the spine in you..It did to me with volley of cold spines that chilled through...

The title song Priyashi ko yaad haru is just another dominating track that probably needs no introduction.There is no doubt the priyashi ko yaad haru Narayan Gopal holds is pure as the motives of child and how beaufitully he has manifested it through these 10 tracks. Absolutely Stunning album...

Alas! what disturbed me most is the track no.4 Aakha chopi narou...why does he say 'bhannu paryacha'?? shouldn't it be pareko chha? Paryacha is too frigging straight haha wait Narayan Gopal is from ktm? Fair enough excuse then hahas but I am so obessesed :devil: with 'parya cha' line HA-HA!


[Personal Review -]
Album: Priyashi ko yaad haru
Genre: Classical
Rating: :star: :star: :star: :star: :star:
Certification Label: PLATINUM:star:
Opinion: Highly Recommended to potential (Neplease) listeners!!!!---

Track picks*

-Yeti Dherai Maya
-Beerata ko chino
-Mandir ma cha ki
-Parkhi basey & more...

Favorite line:'Garva mai sikyau khukuri chalauna;pardaina sikna baarud khelauna' :D
-> HELL YES! Let's slaughter the foreigners :knight: *Till Death!! raises khukuri high above* :devil:

LESSON LEARNED-- One shouldn't ignore the prior generation specially not when it comes to music..Music is music; not everyone can make great music but a great musician can come from anywhere,from any generation :wink:

Words of Wisdom...The Pursuit of happiness

Hope Springs eternal...


If you want your dreams to come true,don't oversleep.
The smallest good deed is better than the grandest intention.
Of all the things you wear,your expression is the most important.
The best vitamin for making friends...B1
The happiness of your life depends on the colour of your thoughts.
Minds are like parachutes...they only function when left open.
Ideas won't work unless you do.
One thing you can't recycle is your time
One who lacks courage to start has already finished.
The heaviest thing to carry is a grudge.
Don't learn safety rules by accident.
We lie the loudest when we lie to ourselves.
Jumping to conclusion can be a bad excercise.
A turtle makes progress when it sticks it head out.
One thing you can give and still take is... your word
A friend walks in when everyone walks out
The pursuit of happiness is the chase of a lifetime -
Author Unkown

being tagged

For the second time, oh yes! S-e-c-o-n-d time :lol: However Last time, I didn't actually tag myself.... was kind of different time. I had already enough issues knocking my head [both left and right, middle part is empty :lol:] off hahas but this time, im kind of free, not really though but well, it's managable :wink:


Uhmm First, Being tagged... I think it's cool! Everything's cool! :cool: It's fun to answer questions spontaneously :wink: This is how we grow!

Im too lazy to make rules of my own, Rules ruin talent and everything but they are necessary, that's what i think. Me and my little mind always murmurs something DEAL WITH IT :lol:


*RULES*
A. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blog and replace any question they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. Tag eight people. Those who are tagged cannot refuse.

B. These eight people must state who they were tagged by. You cannot tag the person who tagged you. Continue this game by sending this to eight other people.


3,2,1 <booM> :lol: Here i go!!!




1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
---> Drink her betrayel and still believe... cause if you just believe....

2. What will you do if you do not share the same feelings as the person who likes you?
---> It happens... I shouldn't be blaming myself for this, should i?

3. What if question number two was the other way around?
---> This one's hard to answer... well, I would do whatever it takes to find a way to generate the same feeling in her

4. Would you rather be dumped by your GIRLFRIEND or see your her cheating on you?
---> I didn't get this one... Is it like what would you if she's cheating with you? Well, I can't be green always, make her pay for it... I'd Puncture her heart!! :devil:

5. What`s your ideal lover like?
---> Someone who'd say 'That's okay' to my darkest,blackest secret or past or anything like that...

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
---> To be loved!

7. If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue for them to change their feelings?

---> Yeah, but in a good way, not crazy stuffs but i hardly think someone'd deny me... They wouldn't dare, would they? :devil: Im one girl-man... I ain't gonna let her go,if somehow the circumstances compel me to let go... well, there's nothing i can do about it.uhmm.... Im too srong to break and fall... and i know one thing, when you're down, the only place to go is up..

8. If the person you like is already attached, what would you do?
---> Well Well well... collect detail about that guy and kill him :devil: :lol: Analyse if he's worthy of her, if yes, cool! Best wishes for them, i wouldn't miss their wedding day at any cost, if not.. well,Displace him :devil:

9. If you could leave everything behind and go to a place to start a new, where would it be?
---> Beyond the edges of map

10. What do you want most in your life?
---> I want colours... cool peoples,blessing of parents.. company of friends,funs... and a hook to kill people who dare to mess with devil, the devil :devil: :lol:

11. Is being tagged fun?
---> For me, Yes! It's fun to answer questions.... submit opinions..

12. If you find out that your best friend is going out with your boyfriend or girlfriend, how would you react?

---> I wouldn't cloud myself without any convenient evidence that something's cooking behind my back...

13. Who is currently the most important person/s to you?
---> Parents...

14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
---> I need lots of adjectives to describe her :up:

15. You always loved *fill in the blank* _________________________ ?
---> Helping peoples,thinking deeeply,going funny,enlarging friendship,making new friends... playing out pranks with old ones :lol:

16. If the person you secretly like cannot recognize you, what would you do or how would you react?
---> That's an advantage for me, i could watch over her 24/7 without getting caught

17. Would you give your all in a relationship?
---> All i've got... if it ends, i'll be left with nothing but that doesn't matter!

18. If you fall in love with two persons simultaneously, who would you pick?
---> Head or Tail, Toss a coin :lol: uhmm don't know, that would be hard for me to pick one... i've always found myself uncomfortable in picking favourite cause you're supposed to pick one... I'd avoid picking situation

19. What type of friends do you like?
---> Reliable,funny,soluble....

20. If you played a prank on someone, and he or she fell for the trick, what would you do?
---> remind him everytime about the fallen trick till he goes nuts :devil:


Im done! WooO-ho! :lol:

Planning to create a website...

I Live in Pokhara, It's a small town of Nepal. Actually, They say It's the second largest if not largest, the second most developed city of Nepal. But im so obsessed with Pkr's sites.... They're a total garbage, no seriously!! I've been thinking of something new, trying out something new, creating a cool website, it would be pretty cool i think, i haven't really thought of the sitemap yet, just been tossing this plan around. I am not going to do it alone, we're gonna do it together, me and my friends... but they're so quick in doing taking steps,without thinking twice, without any strong plan.. They do it,They're ready to do it, They've been doing it, I don't play this way cause i don't believe in weak plans, weak steps... *Sigh* There's no problem of crew... homies are ready to do it, i just have to say "Let's do it!" They trust me from their heart and soul and i don't want to let anyone down.... So i have a kind of pressure upon me, but im not afraid at all, im confident!! Ready to tackle, BACK OFF problems P:

I was just talking with our crew member on msn aaand he actually got serious about this idea..Now i think, It's time for me too!! I need to get inside it!! Im planning to go for .Com, he added, we must! let's see what we have.. We have an allrounder/jack of all trades :lol: (me),Graphics Designer,Scenior member/helper,monemans :lol:,other homies ready to anything...

But first, I need to think of a cool name, collect resources/materials... Phew! A lot to do. Our site will be dedicated to specially youths but what i want to do is, make it masterpiece... I know! easier said than done but well, atleast i can try!! It will cover almost all the topics, ranging from a ..... to ......

Cristiano Ronaldo! road ahead after Champion's league...

Woot! What a victory for my favourite team Manchester United! :yes: I'm really happy that the red devils bagged the honorious UEFA Champion's leage title of 2008. I saw the match till 4:00 AM without blinking my eye, that must explain how passionate i am about football :wink: Scoring specialist of Chelsea was sent off at the almost end of the match :no: I ended up biting nails during penalty shootout :lol: Omg! :no: Cristiano Ronaldo missed his shot, so did Chelsea's wise captain John Terry :no: He slipped and missed the target aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand United's victorious.

Im kind of worried about young,handsome,fast,gifted portugese Cristiano Ronaldo of Manchester United, he was recently awarded with the prestigious Player of the year award....No doubt with his lightining fast moves are fun to watch and can paraylize the opponent standing next to him. Real Madrid's boss Bernd Schuster's accused M.Utd for enslaving Ronaldo. They need,want Ronaldo so desperately!! Im pretty sure, they're gonna do whatever it takes to enlist Cristiano Ronaldo in Real Madrid, as they've been doing it, they're known for this. Easily, going invidually, Real Madrid is the strongest team, Ronaldo knows it, whole world knows it!! He said, he might not stay at Manchester united after Champions leage final... but here's what fergie, Man.Utd manager said -- "Man U boss Alex Ferguson said, "If you want to put a bet on it [Ronaldo going to Madrid], I'll put a big bet on with you!"
hmm... Complicated!!!

I personally think he should stay not just cause Manchester united's my favourite club... also cause I feel like Utd. will provide him with a lot more opportunities than Real Madrid... Well, That's what i feel. David Beckham's a loud and clear example... He was hero in United, he kind of got less heroic after moving to madrid. One thing's for sure, if he goes, im gonna have to literally burn my jersey :lol:

Playlist

Infact everyone agrees that sharing is caring. We all love the sound of music and to uber our volume to synchronize with rhythm of the song. Today, i added few songs in my ipod. The songs in my ipod range from 80's - 08's You might like them since they're personally selected songs :wink: My playlist--




Songs

# Thunderstruck - AC/Dc [80's metal piece... Nice one]
# Smack That - Akon/Eminem [You know it!]
# No One - Alicia Keys [R&B song with sonically seductive vocal]
# Rise Today - Alter Bridge [Massive Radio hit]
# Watch over you - Alter Bridge [Brand new single of Alter bridge,Awesome song]
# Never Far Behind - Aly & Aj [Try this one, you won't be dissapointed..]
# New Days - Asher Lane [Nivia's ad's Sound track xD, Such a good song]
# Be yourself - Audioslave [Killing guitar work ]
# Hot - Avril Lavigne [Paced 2007's Pop-rock song]
# Innocence - Avril Lavigne [Single... Smooth vocal!!]
# The Best of Me - Bryan Adams [One of my all time favourite song]
# Yellow - Coldplay - [Must listen soft song]
# Hallowed be Thy name - Cradle of filth iron maiden cover [black metal!]
# Nymphetamine - Cradle of filth feat. Liv Kristine [Liv kristine's vocal will create an echo in your ear and will last throughout the howling cold night]
# Angel of death (slayer song) - Cradle of Filth [Heaviest black metal song with devastating lyrics]
# Fear - Criss Angel [You'll love it!!]
# Sunshine - Devotion [Great Pop song]
# Life for Rent - Dido [You'll play it over and over again]
# Through Fire and Flames - DragonForce [Killing Guitar solo and thundering vocal]
# Cry For the Moon - Epica [Long yet cool one]
# My Immortal - Evanescence [Does this song need introduction?]
# Wolfbiker - Evergreen Terrace [Heavy Metal piece]
# Leave The memories alone - Fuel [My Recent Addiction]
# Just so you know - Jesse McCartney [Don't tell me you haven't heard it... check music video,it's precious as pearl]
# Always Be - Jimmy Eat World [Perfect starting...]
# Here it goes - Jimmy Eat World [It should have been single]
# Kill - Jimmy Eat World [ Such a deep song!!]
# Wish you were here - Kate Voegele [ Simply Rocks!!!]
# Only Fooling Myself - Kate Voegele [Even better!!!!]
# Maria - Kim Ah joong [200 Pounds beauty OST]
# For Amelie - Leave's Eyes [Immortal vocal work from Liv Kristine]
# Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis [You know!!]
# Breaking The Habit - Linking Park [If it's not in your music library then your music library is incomplete]
# Valentine's Day - Linkin Park [Masterpiece!!]
# Pretty Boy - M2m [You will wonder for a while if it is digitally enhanced vocal, There are also mandarin and korean version of this song]
# If you believe - Mandy Moore [A walk to remember OST Soft..melodious]
# Crash - Matt Willis [Mister Bean's Soundtrack, Fast going pop-rock song]
# If love is blind - Tiffany [Plain song yet cool one]
# Blackened - Metallica [Metal!!]
# Not Enough - Our Lady Peace [Highly intentional departure song, you'll drink this song -- One of my fav song]
# Scars - Papa Roach [Hit Single!]
# Give My love - Edward Chun [Such a cool song!]
# Send me an angel - Scorpions [Love the starting part]
# Addicted - Simple Plan [Pop-Punk! Great sing along song]
# Walking Disaster - Sum41 [Pop-punk! Sum41's first single from their new album]
# With me - Sum 41
# All I need - Within Temptation [love this song!!]
# City of Devils - Yellowcard [It should've been single, It would've surely owned the trivia!!]
# Antim maya(Translation:Last Love) - Aartha [Nepali song, Highly Highly Emotional song about departure... You'll bleed tears!]
# TNT - Six feet Under
# Clouds - The Submarines [An awesome indie track!]
# Shadow of the Day - Linkin Park [Softer than Whisper of the wind]

Update..

Updating myself

That's me and my friend Gopal.


Time: 11:39 PM, March 03
Status: Thinking
Listening to: Strange Foreign Beauty - MLTR
Lately: Not Much! Studying, trying to study :lol: for upcoming Final exam....
News: bought pc [Now, i use new One] It's AMD baby! P: :lol:
Current favourite artist: Kate Voegele
Current Favourite song: Holding on - Simple Plan

Yesterday: I loaded Windows Live Messenger build 9.0.1407.1107 BETA and Its pretty cool. Woot! Finally, now it supports Gif image as Display picutre... There might be other features too i haven't really explored out yet. It's still buggy but well, they managed to get rid from some of severe bugs but still there are plenty of minor bugs. its not that bad, actually msn 9 is frigging coool!

Recently: Finished working on my blog's header :D Actually, I never started but still...

Today: It was boring as hell! We had a black rain for like 3 hours.
Today was also Linkin Park's newest single Given Up's music video due to release on Linkin Park Network. Im not sure if it got also unleashed on television. I haven't watched Given Up's MV yet.

At the moment: Im wrinkling and wondering what else to write...
Muhuhuahhahaa.... I CSSed my blog with a brand new header/banner. For now im happy with current header but i actually was willing to skin my header with another jpeg image entitled 'One Last breath' The title says it all.

Here is a preview of 'ONE LAST BREATH'





Last but definately not the least Thanks to 'brenuka' and 'brokenheartvn' I could change my header cause of them :up:


X_________________ Peace Out ____________________X

Plastic dreams...

Its just an evaporating sleepy thought.



Its kind of funny how our dreams change, how we change with time. How our will gets bent and broken.Dream always remains a dream, they're too far,far beyond the horizon of reality and reach. Do we really have strength inside us to live that dream? To chase that dream and grasp it.Sometimes i wonder what are dreams made of? Desires? Wish.... what is it? Quite hard to find the answer specially for me cause i live no dream. I don't dream but well,i love swimming inside the various topics.

Where does dream come from? Is it a twisted abstract version of motivation or more like a spirit? Or an enflaming aspiration?? Why are dreams so strong? I feel like people are losing their spirit and their dreams are weakening day by day, night after night.When the courage of your inside crashes down before your eyes, will the dream inside you be still alive? Or will it decay with your courage?.....
wait! I think i'm being too artistic. I'll stop for now.


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