28 Days and 27 nights have already passed since the first hello of 2009 Speaking verily 2008 went extremly fast and wasn't so kind to me.As a matter of fact,it is worst of all my living years(Dead ones count too )

Let's see....hmm looking back i don't see much of the distance traveled.I haven't come up so far.I am still the same stern boy with tons of humor,rare combination aye? I am devil after all I don't really have much to write...08 wasn't that much fun wait! I do have some colourful tales to share though


#1 INTEL
Be not mistkaen,The INTEL im refering to is no TERMINATOR(movie ) It's an institute that offers college course.It is actually an entrance preparation course.Oh yes! Once you're done with highschool graduation,you're in a fierce battle now.You're one of 450000 students thirsting for the scholarship,there are very few good colleges aaaaaaaaaaaand less than 10 percent of half of 45000 will have the oppurtinity to climb higher,that means you'll have to go through hell to get admission in good college. Entrance exam will be fierce and ruthless.

Needless to say very important hour but we spent all those hours sneaking and shopping and wandering here to there,there to here:lol: Sometimes we'd have exam,full of high frequency objective questions.You're given a question with four possible answers and you simply have to tick right one but we'd simply make patterns in no time and submit I remember the calculus class.Me and my friends we wouldn't listen to teacher at all.We'd engage ourselves in our own chit-chat Did you just mention Ipod? oh yes we wouldn't miss that one.Here's the thing...even in such scorching sunny days we'd wear long sleeve T-shirts just to stealthly inlet airphone all the way from neck to the wrist aaaaaand the head of the airphone will be in your hand and that means you can put a big smile on your face and lie your chin on your palms and sit still asif you're 100% focused but you're fueled by music not by the blackboard haha.It looks so natural, just imagine the scenario All hail Anarchism That's not it! We wre many around 7 or 8 (close buddies) and we'd skip classes for one another for an instnace,Raj would say guys...think im gonna buy a converse today aaaand we all would cry what we waiting for? and skip the last period...Oh yes pretty much like Ninja rope escape! and go to shopping...our town isn't so big although it is second biggest or atleast second most developed city of Nepal.Since we'd always bunk and wander around the corners of town and inside the familiar tunnels of supermarket everybody literally knew us and would give a bright smile whenever we'd be on their sight Bunking is fun

The funniest tale is yet to share.Once,i was on my way to INTEL and i was just few yards away from the institute and i met my friend he told me..

He: Dude,Let's go for a movie today!
Me: you mean bunking?
He: This isn't first time anyway
Me: haha Yeah! Let's hit the theatre

haha i didn't even reach the institute,we turned 180 and took whoever from the class we found on our way I don't even remember the movie.No! I didn't go reliculantly,i went with utmost will...i am full of 'yes' when im in circle of friends.Together we're like a garland


But one thing i came to realise is that those days were ours. It was like the whole thing belonged to us the yellow god sun,the hot day we were so gratified.Ofcourse we weren't alone bunking classes and wandering around the streets,causing disturbance in quiet outlets specially musicmania actually we went out there not to buy stuffs but to quench the pyretic fever of radioactive Summer! That's right High-Fi Air Conditioner What a relief we would feel once in the shining floor of music mania constantly chilled with air conditioner.Must say we're incentive Devils
Again i lost my track.I was speaking of realising something.. There and back again now! I felt being with friends and circling round the stores and resturants to kill the hours it felt like...This is the time of our life.Like i said we weren't alone, we had many company! Im speaking of my contemporaries! we have just finished our highschool and in a long vacation..The road is ours! Everything belongs to us...so it seemed in those days.It was fun we'd walk abreast in the road covering atleast 70% of the width And yes it was time of our life and will pass on to next batch now and so will it continue..




#2 St. Xavier's College
I promise! This one is going to be as short as winter days. INTEL days over! Now starts the competition..i went to Kathmandu for an examination. Like all others i had targeted St. Xavier's college known for it's excellent Academic record and difficult ticket.I went to give an entrance exam i have no idea how many students were there but my symbol number was thirten hundred something They take nomore than 80 students and they're also further filtered through interview and i was dadam dudum sure there were more than 2000 examinees. The splendid figure of college stunned me i was like...WaaaO! The classroom had three blackboards... bigger than cinema hall! We were given questions and now time starts here's the real fun The questions were like HELLL! I couldn't figure out whether it was Maths or Chemistry or biology or Physics.The laughter was beyond my control.How am i supposed to answer if i can't even figure the subject of the question.So tough were the terminologies used, it was clearly audible after examination haha so many groaned what the hell we're not doing PHD here are we? i'd be lucky enough to get a positive mark was what most of people were chuckling about. I didn't really care,i knew i wasn't going to get in and i don't rely on luck!


#3 Wedding Night

This tale isn't so vanquishing but it is something or atleast something that i can recall at the moment

Somewhere in mid December One of my friend whose name DON'T FREAK OUT happens to be 'Gentle' what on Satan's name?? Oh yes! 'Gentle' haha his brother's name is 'Popular' Anyways back to the topic. He'd invited me to his sister's wedding.I wasn't really intending to attend it although i did think of showing up for a while.I'm not much of a party boy.I don't really like feasts or atleast i don't crave for it.I am happy with whatever there's on table. And im an excessive drinker! i avoid party for that reason also although i have sworn an oath, i will not drink in party or elsewhere in absence of my family members! I only drink with my family

It was evening and i had previously thought of just showing up and coming back..grabbed my jeans off the floor and pulled out coat out of hanger and jet off!!! I enterd the ceremony,it was conducted in a bantique.The garden was adorned with lights, a glorious fountain amid the yard boasted it's beauty but the real show was inside.The golden hall, i spent no time and enterd and met Gentle then he introduced me to his sisters.It was both fun and annoying fun because they were cool and annoying because i was constantly being fired with rounds and rounds of questions(later i came to figure out they were D-R-U-N-K!)There were three ladies sorrounding me,nay! All of them were clearly older than me.At first i was asked my name,in english oh yes! I thought i was mistaken..i mean english? I was confirmed on second time I replied with grace, Adarsh Thakuri....she exclaimed! Whaaat? you're royalty? i deflected some wrinkles and said sort of let us say haha... Oh yes! Thakuris are royal race,they're few and proud. I had almost forgotten that kingly blood runs in my vein but what good is it? The world has changed a lot,yes indeed! but the thing is blood of valiant kings races in my vein, i kind of feel proud now to realise that.I remember ages ago, During a time of Dashain (It's our biggest festival lasts 10 days) just after beheading the goat (They do that here,they're all cannibals) Since im the only boy in our family tree,i am to take care of these rites...back then i was in village so performing such bloody rituals was nothing new. I took the beheaded head as prescribed and followed grandma she took me to the sacred lock? It's like some sort of treasure i think. We weren't allowed atleast not others to go nearby in other times...It belonged to my late grandfather.There along with the treasures lied sword and khukuri of my ancestors(Khukuri is a Curved blade,kind of Knife it is also Nepal's National weapon) and there I asperged the weapons of my forefathers with blood.This very rite came to pierce me at that moment.

I even finished writing a song 'Blade of Ancestors' that will be featured in our Debut Album 'SONIC RAGE' if it ever comes out


Omg! Im done without being done... I'm too sleepy now! I can no longer restrain it..
LAID TO REST!!

Hope Springs eternal...


If you want your dreams to come true,don't oversleep.
The smallest good deed is better than the grandest intention.
Of all the things you wear,your expression is the most important.
The best vitamin for making friends...B1
The happiness of your life depends on the colour of your thoughts.
Minds are like parachutes...they only function when left open.
Ideas won't work unless you do.
One thing you can't recycle is your time
One who lacks courage to start has already finished.
The heaviest thing to carry is a grudge.
Don't learn safety rules by accident.
We lie the loudest when we lie to ourselves.
Jumping to conclusion can be a bad excercise.
A turtle makes progress when it sticks it head out.
One thing you can give and still take is... your word
A friend walks in when everyone walks out
The pursuit of happiness is the chase of a lifetime - Author Unkown

I Live in Pokhara, It's a small town of Nepal. Actually, They say It's the second largest if not largest, the second most developed city of Nepal. But im so obsessed with Pkr's sites.... They're a total garbage, no seriously!! I've been thinking of something new, trying out something new, creating a cool website, it would be pretty cool i think, i haven't really thought of the sitemap yet, just been tossing this plan around. I am not going to do it alone, we're gonna do it together, me and my friends... but they're so quick in doing taking steps,without thinking twice, without any strong plan.. They do it,They're ready to do it, They've been doing it, I don't play this way cause i don't believe in weak plans, weak steps... *Sigh* There's no problem of crew... homies are ready to do it, i just have to say "Let's do it!" They trust me from their heart and soul and i don't want to let anyone down.... So i have a kind of pressure upon me, but im not afraid at all, im confident!! Ready to tackle, BACK OFF problems

I was just talking with our crew member on msn aaand he actually got serious about this idea..Now i think, It's time for me too!! I need to get inside it!! Im planning to go for .Com, he added, we must! let's see what we have.. We have an allrounder/jack of all trades (me),Graphics Designer,Scenior member/helper,monemans ,other homies ready to anything...

But first, I need to think of a cool name, collect resources/materials... Phew! A lot to do. Our site will be dedicated to specially youths but what i want to do is, make it masterpiece... I know! easier said than done but well, atleast i can try!! It will cover almost all the topics, ranging from a ..... to ......

Infact everyone agrees that sharing is caring. We all love the sound of music and to uber our volume to synchronize with rhythm of the song. Today, i added few songs in my ipod. The songs in my ipod range from 80's - 08's You might like them since they're personally selected songs My playlist--




Songs

# Thunderstruck - AC/Dc [80's metal piece... Nice one]
# Smack That - Akon/Eminem [You know it!]
# No One - Alicia Keys [R&B song with sonically seductive vocal]
# Rise Today - Alter Bridge [Massive Radio hit]
# Watch over you - Alter Bridge [Brand new single of Alter bridge,Awesome song]
# Never Far Behind - Aly & Aj [Try this one, you won't be dissapointed..]
# New Days - Asher Lane [Nivia's ad's Sound track xD, Such a good song]
# Be yourself - Audioslave [Killing guitar work ]
# Hot - Avril Lavigne [Paced 2007's Pop-rock song]
# Innocence - Avril Lavigne [Single... Smooth vocal!!]
# The Best of Me - Bryan Adams [One of my all time favourite song]
# Yellow - Coldplay - [Must listen soft song]
# Hallowed be Thy name - Cradle of filth iron maiden cover [black metal!]
# Nymphetamine - Cradle of filth feat. Liv Kristine [Liv kristine's vocal will create an echo in your ear and will last throughout the howling cold night]
# Angel of death (slayer song) - Cradle of Filth [Heaviest black metal song with devastating lyrics]
# Fear - Criss Angel [You'll love it!!]
# Sunshine - Devotion [Great Pop song]
# Life for Rent - Dido [You'll play it over and over again]
# Through Fire and Flames - DragonForce [Killing Guitar solo and thundering vocal]
# Cry For the Moon - Epica [Long yet cool one]
# My Immortal - Evanescence [Does this song need introduction?]
# Wolfbiker - Evergreen Terrace [Heavy Metal piece]
# Leave The memories alone - Fuel [My Recent Addiction]
# Just so you know - Jesse McCartney [Don't tell me you haven't heard it... check music video,it's precious as pearl]
# Always Be - Jimmy Eat World [Perfect starting...]
# Here it goes - Jimmy Eat World [It should have been single]
# Kill - Jimmy Eat World [ Such a deep song!!]
# Wish you were here - Kate Voegele [ Simply Rocks!!!]
# Only Fooling Myself - Kate Voegele [Even better!!!!]
# Maria - Kim Ah joong [200 Pounds beauty OST]
# For Amelie - Leave's Eyes [Immortal vocal work from Liv Kristine]
# Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis [You know!!]
# Breaking The Habit - Linking Park [If it's not in your music library then your music library is incomplete]
# Valentine's Day - Linkin Park [Masterpiece!!]
# Pretty Boy - M2m [You will wonder for a while if it is digitally enhanced vocal, There are also mandarin and korean version of this song]
# If you believe - Mandy Moore [A walk to remember OST Soft..melodious]
# Crash - Matt Willis [Mister Bean's Soundtrack, Fast going pop-rock song]
# If love is blind - Tiffany [Plain song yet cool one]
# Blackened - Metallica [Metal!!]
# Not Enough - Our Lady Peace [Highly intentional departure song, you'll drink this song -- One of my fav song]
# Scars - Papa Roach [Hit Single!]
# Give My love - Edward Chun [Such a cool song!]
# Send me an angel - Scorpions [Love the starting part]
# Addicted - Simple Plan [Pop-Punk! Great sing along song]
# Walking Disaster - Sum41 [Pop-punk! Sum41's first single from their new album]
# With me - Sum 41
# All I need - Within Temptation [love this song!!]
# City of Devils - Yellowcard [It should've been single, It would've surely owned the trivia!!]
# Antim maya(Translation:Last Love) - Aartha [Nepali song, Highly Highly Emotional song about departure... You'll bleed tears!]
# TNT - Six feet Under
# Clouds - The Submarines [An awesome indie track!]
# Shadow of the Day - Linkin Park [Softer than Whisper of the wind]

Its just an evaporating sleepy thought.



Its kind of funny how our dreams change, how we change with time. How our will gets bent and broken.Dream always remains a dream, they're too far,far beyond the horizon of reality and reach. Do we really have strength inside us to live that dream? To chase that dream and grasp it.Sometimes i wonder what are dreams made of? Desires? Wish.... what is it? Quite hard to find the answer specially for me cause i live no dream. I don't dream but well,i love swimming inside the various topics.

Where does dream come from? Is it a twisted abstract version of motivation or more like a spirit? Or an enflaming aspiration?? Why are dreams so strong? I feel like people are losing their spirit and their dreams are weakening day by day, night after night.When the courage of your inside crashes down before your eyes, will the dream inside you be still alive? Or will it decay with your courage?.....
wait! I think i'm being too artistic. I'll stop for now.