The Haven of Darkness..

Today has been one of those times when you try to sit down and make sense of anything that comes to mind. Things that thoroughly bother you and send such feelings as self loathing and disgust. Sends you over the edge and still you it doesn't stop there. Reaching that limit throws everything out of perspective and you lose your footing. Crash. Burned. But still stirring. Where from here then? Up and away? Not so easy when you're head's still hanging and a few monkeys are clambering all over your back. Which way from here then? A little quote from a movie said something like why do we fall. To get back up. Something good to live by till you actually find yourself sucking pavement. It could be my dad or some mythical father figure that once told me that when something really bad happens that more people died in the war. Old people. . Somehow that makes some sense saying that everything isn't that bad. Something decent to think yeah but still I do not feel it clicking in place like some things should. Now it's time for cheese puffs, warm blankets and a 8 hour run of Inuyasha (anime series) then whatever comes next.. Nice Sunday no?