The mysterious blog of the Maria!

I recall a friend of mine
with a tear in my eye I stand all alone here at the altar
He`s out, I`m left with the problem now, I`m here on earth left with the pain
Look what u`ve done, u should have called
Sorry couldn`t help, take it back, sorry didn`t help
well, f*** u, u could have called. What about us? What about me?
What about the years I spend pampering ur ass? Running here, Running there.
"Oh I`m so great, I`m so great, I`m fine, I`m fine" u lied
U promised to give ur family a break from ur blows. Look at the sad faces you left behind now.
I let you down? No, u let me down. I got a family to feed, u got a little kid yourself.
U know what I mean? u were supposed to stay. No one gave u the right to take ur life that way!
I feel hate, I feel pain, I feel cold, I feel ashamed. Where is the father u should have been to ur daughter?
Sad news, sad days. Where are u now? Talk to me, come on talk to me. I know u can here mw. Why brother, why?