Alex

It is not supposed to be my first English entry, yet somehow it is. Today I have made something terrible. The butterfly has flapped its wings, now let’s wait and see when the storm begins.

I wonder how this storm will be, could it be bad, or could it be even worse than what I imagine now? And then, I did it my way, but for a moment I wonder, what is “my way”? From what I see, then I think “my way” is similar to something intuitive, stubborn, unplanned, crazy, and somehow annoying. Yes that’s what I think, and I am sure a little bit that even I could not like “a way” like this.

But it’s my way, with a bold “my”. Is there anything I could do about this? Am I able to change this, and am I willing to do this if I can? I don’t want to make others sad, but do I want to make myself uncomfortable for the rest of my life, for doing something I am not ready to? 

Wait, am I being too dramatic? After all, I am living the most importan part of my life, and any decision could affect my life seriously. 

And for a moment like this, “My way” by Frank Sinitra seems to be the most suitable song to be listened. Relax, and think there will come a moment when I can smile and say peacefully “Yes, I did it my way!”

 Hmm, my English is not good, I know that though sometimes I pretend to conceal this cruel fact from myself . But writing in English is much more useful, for today!