Sam - Impressionist

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im·pres·sion [im-presh-uhn]

Thursday, 16. August 2007, 18:43:56

noun. The first and immediate effect of an experience or perception upon the mind;

My memory never serves me well. Needless to say, the associated impressions die with them. This scrapbook acts as a digitalized preservation of events, media, and of course impressions that I come across daily.

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Slow Me Down

Thursday, 1. November 2007, 07:47:17

Arrived at 9:30pm. Talked, watched Claymore, the more I looked at her, the more I am drawn to her. What can I do? I know that she doesn't like me, calls not returned, etc. But she is the one that I've been attracted for 6 years or something. I really enjoyed the time I spent dancing with her, protecting her, pulling her closer into my arms at Elixir. Even though she looks away all the time, the moment I caught her eyes, I just wish the time just slows down so I can forever live in the moment. I took her arm, slowly thrusted myself into her, twisting and descending down the dance floor; wrapped my arm around her waist...her head bent back resting on my shoulder as we looked at each other, repeating Rihanna's "umbrella, ella ella, eh, eh, eh". It was the best moment of the night as we held onto each other and wrapped against each other's body as we twisted again and again. My dick against her ass.

I really wanted her. I should be her boyfriend. But what can I do? She never looked at me like the people she liked. We are beyond that line of no return. We cannot go back. I wish I could return to high school where I had the courage to push others out of the way and put her into my embrace and make her mine.

Because I know deep inside, she deserves no one in the world except me. Because I love her deeply and there is not another soul in this fucking world that can match my love for her.

Emmy Rossum - Slow Me Down
P.S: I deserve more than being her best friend. If only she can look past my appearance...I know I can make her happy...if only...

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Men's Most Desired Skirt

Thursday, 27. September 2007, 15:33:22

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More Opera Custom Buttons

Tuesday, 4. September 2007, 14:05:49

New Page if Hold: New Window

New page, , , "", "New Page" + New browser window, , , "", " "

Back if Hold: Rewind to 1st page

Back, , , "", "Back" + Rewind, , , "", " "

Reload if Hold: Stop

Reload, , , "", "Reload" + Stop, , , "", " "

Toggle Bookmarks Panel On/Off

Focus panel,"Bookmarks",,"","Panels" | Set alignment, "hotlist"

Toggle Transfer Panel On/Off

Focus panel,"Transfers",,""," " | Set alignment, "hotlist"

Exit Opera if Hold Hide Window

Exit, , , "x", " " + Hide opera, , , ""

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Blockbuster Summer?

Saturday, 1. September 2007, 05:14:36

Summer was boring, spending most of the time studying CHEM301. But I try to make the most out of it -- Thanks to my procrastination power, I managed to devour:

56 movies
3 theatre movies
40-ep Heart of Greed
Dal Ja's Spring
11-ep Watashitachi no Kyokasho
103-ep of Eyeshield 21
all 3 seasons of Ghost in the Shell

Sitting in front of the computer all day is enough to make any man mad. No choice though, got no car and got a schedule to follow. I took the opportunity to watch the movies I missed or envy when I was small.

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Last Week at BELC

Tuesday, 21. August 2007, 04:49:08

BELC

Going into the 4th week (also my last week) of volunteering at Bayview Elite Learning Center.

When I went to work this morning, I was half-eager to gather with my Science kids again. I was pulled back however, to take care of the younger bunch of B3-B5. Not that they weren't enjoyable, they just required some minor attendance when they go to washroom. As they have trouble putting their pants on, remembering to flush or wash their hands.

Things were still the same as a week ago before I left. Yaewon still listened to me initially then suddenly go rogue, coloring everywhere. Jerry and Alfred were still pretty loud and of course, Jason still cried at many things.

Lunch was boring. Mandy left Timmy's just as I was going in -- she had to cover for Iris. Oh well, I did plan on studying anyway. Took out my notes and got working. I was surprised suddenly when I noticed that it was something:50 already so I packed up rapidly and headed back.

I guess I zoned out during the break and started fiddling with my watch. Because the time I saw was off and I got back half an hour early! Sigh! What a loser ! LLLLLL...

Apparently I found out later from Mandy that I missed a freak show earlier. This new Science camper, Hinners, was giving Jenn attitude when she told him to put his bottle away. So Ryan snatched it away but Hinners reacted by spitting and kicking Ryan. Jenn yelled at him and Hinners started kicking her too. Ryan got him in a Bear Hug but Hinners jumped up and down to hit him with his head and scratched his face and leg too... Uncle Willis came in and also got kicked. Then he was dragged out obviously. But Hinners...what a fighter! LOL!

I don't encourage violence but I seriously cannot take parents spoiling their children either. I kept wondering what happens if Hinners meet me instead of Ryan. Would I be able to control him?

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Foobar2000 Opera Buttons

Saturday, 18. August 2007, 18:02:59

foobar2000

Double action buttons I made for Foobar2000

Show player if Hold: rand

Execute program, "C:\Program files\Foobar2000\foobar2000.exe", "/show", "", " " + Execute program, "C:\Program files\Foobar2000\foobar2000.exe", "/rand" , "", " "

Play/Pause if Hold: Stop

Execute program, "C:\Program files\Foobar2000\foobar2000.exe", "/playpause", "P/S", " " + Execute program, "C:\Program files\Foobar2000\foobar2000.exe", "/stop" , "", " "

Hide if Hold: Exit

Execute program, "C:\Program files\Foobar2000\foobar2000.exe", "/hide", "", " " + Execute program, "C:\Program files\Foobar2000\foobar2000.exe", "/exit" , "", " "

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