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To my best friend,

Wherever you may be, I just wanted to let you know that you are amazing. I wanted to thank you for everything you have ever done for me. You have always been there when I needed you, and you were always by my side when times got rough. I want to thank you for trusting me, and listening to me when I needed you to. I wanted to let you know that everything you do means a lot to me even though it seems as if most of it is trivial and stupid. I wanted to thank you for letting me help you, even though I know that you really know how to do whatever it is that I help you with.

It's only been three, almost four years since I met you, but it seems like its been a lifetime. I never really thought that I would get to know you so well, in the beginning I used to make fun of you behind your back. Then I got to know you, and I grew fond of you. I began to see who the real you was. I learned to see the good in people because of you.

I know you will never see this, and I'm ok with that. This post is to you, for you, about you, and dedicated to you. Even though I never got to tell you this in person, and even though it slipped once before, I just wanted to say I love you. From the bottom most part of my soul I want to say I love you. I want to stand atop the largest buildings and shout it to the world, but sadly these words will fall upon deaf ears.

I want you to know that on this Valentines Day, February 14, 2008, while you are in the arms of your boyfriend, that under all the smiles, and all the laughs, and through all the fog, I love you with all my heart. I never had the courage to really tell you how I feel about you, and even though you know I like you, you still are oblivious to the fact that I love you. I know I can never be the right guy for you, and I know that I've chased you secretly for almost four years, but beyond that we are still friends, and thats all I ask for.

There have only been two people I have ever cried over in my life, one was my grandfather. He unexpectedly died June 3rd, 2001. He meant the world to me, and nothing can replace him. The other was you. You are the only person I have ever felt this way for, and I will never forget you.

To all of those who read this, this is tribute to my best friend. She is everything to me, and I can never tell her how I feel. It's far too complicated to spell out for anyone, and I want you to all know the even if you cant have the one you love, there is still hope. Even if its a glimmer, or the faintest sliver, there is still a hope. My hope is that one day she will realize how I feel, and that I fell for her years ago. I know that you love him, and that we are best friends. I know that you know I have feelings for you, and I'm glad you didn't drive me away when you found out.

~Dustin

I made a new custom image for my profile, here it is, tell me what you think:



Oh and on the 14th make sure to check my profile for a funny top image, If you like it let me know.

Working on a new piece, like a cartoon character, still working out a few bugs with the outline, but it should be finished in a few days.

Ok guys and girls, it looks like Opera is becoming a staple in my daily life. Now I've thought about what I should do to share my day with you, and what it all boils down to is the internet, and it's many secrets. Right now I'm not really sure what I'm going to do, but what I'm thinking about posting whatever I find the most interesting that day, and letting you get a taste of who I am. So for today, I found this cool flash game. I will also post any new Photoshop art that I make, if it is good enough to be posted, as well as upload it to my pictures section. If you have any comments please leave one. Try It: Oh, and here is a bit of music for you the song is called Combined Forces. Your Friend, Dustin

There's one, and another, and another. Countless many of them all following the same path. All of them trotting to the same beat, to the same rhythm. All with impecable accuracy, first starting on one side, ending on the other. I begin to count, one...two...three, they just keep coming, there doesn't seem to be an end in sight. Four...five...six, my eyes begin to follow their hypnotic path as they continue, seven...eight...nine. Where are they coming from, where is it that they are going, ten...eleven...twelve. Then my eyes-lids begin to feel as if they were weighted with bricks, thirteen...fourteen...fifteen. My line of sight begining to grow ever so thinner, blurrier with each passing, sixteen...seventeen...eighteen. I try to fight the urge to let my eye-lids succumb to the weight, but it only provides a sliver of relief, nineteen...twenty...twenty-one.

I find myself covering my face, shielding it from the piercing yellow-gold rays of the early morning sun. I think to myself, must have been a dream, as I pull off the fleece sheets that keep me warm during the night. Just a dream.



Image Copyright: John Maenhout

It's a bit profane, so if you are sensitive to foul language, in many different languages I wouldn't watch it.

Wow guys, It's been about an hour i guess since i posted my last blog, and I've already made quite a few friends, one in particular, actually was the Member of the week this week. That blows me away that I could make so many friends. anyway, this is definately getting to look really cool to me.