What is going on in my little life at the moment...
Tuesday, 26. December 2006, 19:30:32
Unfortunatly, I don't really use this blog (or any blog) much and I'd like to change that. I want to take this opportunity to give people a little insight as to what my status is, what im doing, plan to do, want, need, etc...
First off I'd like to start out by saying that if I seem a little different lately, it's because my doctor put me on anti anxiety/depression medecine. I've been having chest pain and dizzy spells for a few months or so and my doctor seems to think its stress induced. I've had chest x-rays, echocardiograms, EKG's, Bloodwork, urinalysis, the works. There is't a single thing physically wrong with me. Well, the anti-depressant effects the hell out of me physically and mentally so everyone should be aware of that.
Not too long ago I broke up with my girlfriend b/c she lived an hour away and works as a waitress so we never got to see eachother and never got to talk. It was better for both of us. She took it extremely well but it wrecks me to have to do that to someone.
My car is kinda beat up right now and its upsetting b/c i dont have a lot of money to fix it, let alone finish it and try to show it again this year. I have messed up paint, cracked windhield, faulty installation of my bodykit. I have a lot of work to do to it just to get it back up to show quality or I cant even begin to show it this year.
Once again there is a girl I like that in all honesty I cant see liking me back so that sucks.
My job is driving me insane. I work with 2 elderly men. One i think of almost as a grandfather and I love him to death. Unfortunatly he is retiring next year. the other is a piece of shit in every possible definition. I HATE him. He is the most annoying, cocky, unrefined, insulting, despicable person I have EVER had the misfortune of knowing, and I spend 6 hours a day locked in a small maintenance shop with him. No tv because "he cant concentrate with it on". No music. Nothing but silence and the sound of his constant eating, chewing niccorette gum, and bodily noises. If ever I could say I hated somebody, it would be him.
See where the stress comes in?
I would like to say my friends and family are awesome. They mean everything to me.
My medecine has me in a weird mood right now, I'm not sure what else to say at the moment. Keep your eyes peeled and hopefully there will be more blogs and they will be on a lighter note.
First off I'd like to start out by saying that if I seem a little different lately, it's because my doctor put me on anti anxiety/depression medecine. I've been having chest pain and dizzy spells for a few months or so and my doctor seems to think its stress induced. I've had chest x-rays, echocardiograms, EKG's, Bloodwork, urinalysis, the works. There is't a single thing physically wrong with me. Well, the anti-depressant effects the hell out of me physically and mentally so everyone should be aware of that.
Not too long ago I broke up with my girlfriend b/c she lived an hour away and works as a waitress so we never got to see eachother and never got to talk. It was better for both of us. She took it extremely well but it wrecks me to have to do that to someone.
My car is kinda beat up right now and its upsetting b/c i dont have a lot of money to fix it, let alone finish it and try to show it again this year. I have messed up paint, cracked windhield, faulty installation of my bodykit. I have a lot of work to do to it just to get it back up to show quality or I cant even begin to show it this year.
Once again there is a girl I like that in all honesty I cant see liking me back so that sucks.
My job is driving me insane. I work with 2 elderly men. One i think of almost as a grandfather and I love him to death. Unfortunatly he is retiring next year. the other is a piece of shit in every possible definition. I HATE him. He is the most annoying, cocky, unrefined, insulting, despicable person I have EVER had the misfortune of knowing, and I spend 6 hours a day locked in a small maintenance shop with him. No tv because "he cant concentrate with it on". No music. Nothing but silence and the sound of his constant eating, chewing niccorette gum, and bodily noises. If ever I could say I hated somebody, it would be him.
See where the stress comes in?
I would like to say my friends and family are awesome. They mean everything to me.
My medecine has me in a weird mood right now, I'm not sure what else to say at the moment. Keep your eyes peeled and hopefully there will be more blogs and they will be on a lighter note.
) and more importantly, a GOOD place to get them for CHEAP. i am poor. i spent a LOT of money on my car (can we say over $6,000?). if anybody has a good tattoo hookup PLEASE contact me. im serious abou tthis. i hate the tattoos i have now, i want actual good ones with color and awesomeness. i leaning toward ending up with sleeves and some kind of awesome full back jam. small steps for now though, i need even just the outlining for an awesome sleeve.
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