Ellan

my future is one hour away.. in about one hour andie is going to step through my front door.. in one hour I´m going to know weither he´s the one or not..
in one hour I´ll know how my future will be, or to be more specific how my "love life-future" is going to look like:confused:

Is it going to work out this time? are we going to be able to turn the bad into something good?

Isn´t it strange how one hour, even one second, can change your life?
one little misstake can haunt you your whole life? one itsy bitsy second of wrong choice or behavour?
its a bit scary actually:insane:

hi all! I´ve been having a roughf time lately after the break-up with andy, but yesterday, or I should say this morning (as this videos was filmed 3-5am in the morning!) I had such a great time with my dearest friend lotta!
Here´s the "photoage" from this strange event;)
Tedo there´s a suprise for you in one of the clips;)

take care all and remember that life is to short to be depressed:D

I don´t think its possible to control feelings.. they seem to live a life of their own?

I´ve recently been fighting a lot with my boyfriend, it ended up with us breaking up:(
The best way to get over someone is to cut them out of your life.. don´t see them, don´t talk to them and so on..
But giie its really really hard..



I thought that "hey this will be a piece of cake not calling him, how hard can it be??"
Then the next day I´m holding the phone in my hand.. wanting him to call so I don´t have too..
Its like your heart turns into this giant stone, making it hard to breath and move.. the wieght seem to increase too??





Everywhere I go.. I see him.. places we´ve been too, people we´ve meet, picture we´ve taken.. its really hard to cut someone out of your life when they seem to appear everywhere..
I know that in time I´ll get over him and everything will be back to normal again, I just wish I could wind up time, making it go faster and then stop it when everything is cool agian.




Everyone will go through this in life, its just the way life goes.. but to be honest I don´t know if these periods make us stronger or weaker? if its for the good or the bad?
I would love to just skip all these between thing and move on with my life directly? crying and having regrets wont give me anything useful?
people say its thearpy, to cry and so on.. its called to deal with a breakup?
hmmpf at the moment I don´t wanna deal with it, I don´t wanna cry over a person who apperently don´t care.. to me it feels like a victory for him..that´s what he wants me to do..



So instead I´m gonna do something usefull with my time:)maybe I´ll make a characther in The Sims and burn him up;)..
I´m open to ideas?

How do I get pass this depressing stage?

There are close to 1,000 000 million members on my opera at this moment! Its huge and its awsome! why??
Because this means a million people are sharing creativity,inspiration,thoughts and facts:yes:

Every blog is personal in it´s own way, to write a personal blog isn´t about flashing your soul and everything that comes with it, a personal blog can be totally about birds and still be personal in the sense of how the person is writing it.

A blog dosen´t need to have a meaning, your free to write about anything you like or dislike!
You can write about something your passionate about, something you want to share with others or just sharing the highlights of your day, there are simple A MILLION ways to blog

I´ve tryied a couple of cyber-blogs before opera and there OK, but My opera is the best so far in my oppinion, I love the layout! that´s the first reason, the second is the variety of people using it, and the variety of nationalities:happy: which means that I can get comments from people that live in a different society and who have completely different values and moral.
To me that´s what my blog posts are about, sharing information and personal feeling towards it, and the get people to really stop and think, think about thier own oppinion on the subject and then write a sentence about:yes:
To me visiting my opera in the mornings is like christmas eve, I get to open presents every day in form of words in a comment.

The beauty with blogs is that they work like therapy.. You have something on your mind.. something that needs to come out.. I can´t think of a better way to let it out then in a blog?
A blog is free, a blog contains a piece of paper and letters.. a blog is anonymous if you want it to be.. and you can get comments from people who are in the exactely same position that you´re in.. and in that way find comfort and new energy to get up on your feets and keep walking:up:


my best blog tips!
*write about something that everyone can relate to.
*shape the text up with space and symbols.
*put a picture to strengthen the effects of the message in the text


see ya all around!
and remember " there´s a lot of ways to blog ,but only one is the right and it´s the My opera way:yes: !"

just klick and enjoy! sweeeet music to my ears:D