Ellan

yea that´s true I´ve changed hair colour again:)
From the begining I coloured it black then I decied to go brown, and know lately ,for some strange reason I´m changing it to a lighter tone:) I´m gonna turn blonde! I´m originally dark blonde, but I haven´t been blonde for ages! so its kind of new to me at this stage;)but I´m sure I´ll get used to it;)

I guess you could say I´m switching from smart to dumb, if you believe the old klische that blondes are non-smart bimbos:S:insane:
hmm maybe I can change that? haha here I come going save the reputation of the dumb blondes! paris hilton,victoria silvstedt,britney spears,jessica simpson! haha dang! It just accoured to me, I´ve accepted mission impossible:yikes:

haha hmm, in a strange mood today,aren´t I?

maybe its the lack of inspiration to a intresting blog post that has made me create this rubbish;)
I´m sure I´ll soon get some cool inspiration to put in my blog:) have faith in me guys;)

anyway:) enjoy the transformation;)

1)black



2)brown


3)blonde(not fhinished though, need some more clouring before its complete)

"a man in his 50´s tryied to kill his girlfriend last sunday, he had been abjusing her and drugs for a long time.. he didn´t managed to kill her, instead he wind a rope around her dogs neck, hanged the dog by the door and he pond the dog to death with a hammer"

"yesterday a man in his 20´s got arrested for 3 grad of animal cruelty, he had poured gasoline over his dog and set it on fire"

"a military guerilla band recently broke themselves into a nature reserve in Kongo, and killed the patriarc in a flock of gorillas, they also killed a female gorilla leaving the baby alive next to his dead mother. the mountain Gorillas, also called silverback gorillas, in Kongo are classified as indangered spieces, only a couple of hundred remains from the original number."


This is all extracts from the newspapers I´ve been reading lately.. leaving me with a sting in my heart and a rage in my mind..
I´m never going to realise why humans have the earge to control everything.. and if we can´t control it we destroy it... THEN later we have regrets about it..

-Animals don´t have the brain capicity to think like us, they don´t understand.


That´s a very common answer to questions about animal rights in our soceity..
Sure we can´t prove animals having the ability to ponder about things, or having monologs in their heads and so on.. But there is prof of animals being able to show affections, for example
* the dog who´s puffing on your arm as you cry..
* the cat who gently purr as you pet it..
* the horse that stops eating cauz they moved her friend in the box next to her..
Isn´t that ways to show affection? affections don´t always need words to be effective..


Thought of the day...
Its very important that humans have their rights, the so called human rights.. for example our right to a name, our right to pass the streets whitout being murdered, our right to freedom and so on..
the human rights have been fought for over the years a couple of times, for example the slavery in america.. its a a constantly recurring topic in talk-shows like Oprah and so on..

But what about the animal rights?sure there´s a lot of organizations for the animal rights, like PETA and GREENPEACE.. well that´s great, don´t get me wrong but they aren´t especially neutral, many members are for example vegetarians, not excepting non-vegetarians? and the organizations has become some kind of life-style, its more about dressing bohemic then "saving" the animals... kids who just want attention..
The real heroes when it comes to animal rights, are invisible.. for example Dian Fossey, who lived and studyid the mountain Gorillas her whole life.
And ofcourse the real heroes are the people who show animals the respect they truly deserve.

I read some where about a desease called pro-ana.. something about thinspiration.. so I checked it up! And when I got more facts about it I turned mad, I mean really mad like the hulk mad, green and puffing!


I couldn´t believe what I was reading, I couldn´t believe my eyes! There are people out there who wants to look like anorexic girls, they wanna get anorexia thin??? they wanna get sick?
This is madness in its fulliest glory! But the worst part of it all is that these sickos are spreading propaganda!
They are literally, pounding information about how to get anorexia thin,advices little girls/boys to stop eating, to think "thin", saying that weight is an eniemy and hunger needs to be fought, "controlled"! what the fuck!! why is this allowed? I would like to compare these "inspiration sources" with hitlers propaganda 1939-1945!!!pls lock these peeps up! I know they are sick but that does not make it okey for them to make other people sick too!!!

Here is one of the sickest videos I´ve ever seen!


I give this video: and so on and so on..




and the funny thing about it is that this video isn´t flagged as inpropriate material on youtube?? but videos of for example nude people are?? HRMM nudety is normal!stravation propaganda aren´t! I think that porn do less damage to kids then these sick wibes!




ufff very emotional blog today, I just had to get it out!



Girls/Boys it is the personality that forms a person not a weight or a pretty face! perfection comes with a good heart and a wise mind!

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yesterday I broke up with my boyfriend... ourtime has passed...
we cant live with each other neither live with whitout each other.. its just something we need to learn how to.. cause we aren´t good for each other.. I can´t give him what he´s looking for, and he can´t give me what I´m looking for..

He makes me feel like no one else when he loves me, I feel complete, I feel warmth... but them he brings me down.. not with words, not with violence.. but with the fact that he dosent want me... he don´t wanna let me be a part of his life completely.. He seems more intrested in partying with friends then see me.. (we live 350 km from each other and he don´t get excited when I say I´m gonna visit him..) It breaks my heart cause we had such a great time.. and I still love him like it was yesterday I meet him...

he got so much anger inside cauz he don´t understand me.. I understand him cauz I´m very hard to understand..


someone need to take the first step..and I did.. I will always be your friend hunny, always be here for you, and I will always love you.. but not as your girlfriend...

Goodbye Andie! I love you....

I got a longing... a yearing for travel! I know this may sound wierd but I think my destiny is within another country?Everytime I travel I grow as a person.. people are kind ,polite and got a complete different attitude towards each other in other countries.. sweeds are just wierd?!

-sweeds always complain
-sweeds always see it from the worst point
-sweeds are hard to get to know
-swedish people are grumpy!
-and sweeds always talk about the weather??

Yesterday I told my friend,Lotta, about my plans of traveling.. she´s on! We decided to earn a lot of mooney this summer then leave sweden for a while! We´re talking about visiting England,Ireland and greece. I wanna stay in different countries for a short time, visiting as many countries as possible with a smaller amount of mooney.. maybe I´ll find my country!!

I already know I love Ireland! I was celebrating my 20th birtday in that awsome country! I loved the whole culture!the accent, the bars, and the people!