a little poem i wrote

im dying my hair red or blue or white in the next couple of weeks



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feeling depressed right now. i just cant wait till summer. im sick, miserable and depressed i think im ready for bed

i am just so fucking pissed right now. i wanna fucking punch that bitch in the face for doing this shit

theres a time where everybody wants to kill themselves right?

My dark path to self destruction. Veins are cut and dreams are black. Eyes are red and lights are dim. The sorrow and misery i feel. Will I ever see him again? Every night I cry. My heart longs for his return. I stare blank at the walls unsure of what to do next. The nightmares that fill my dreams. The screams in the night. What is to become of you and I? My sweet prince of the night ripped away from my very soul. I need him here by my side. The sun has faded away and the roses die black. Skies are grey and nights are cold. My shallow body cold, limp, lifeless on the hard wooden floor. My heart sings her last song. Out of tune, tired and alone. She sings a song of him and her. How they fell in love seperated by the world. And in the end, it all fell apart. Now I lie here awake numb on the floor. The blood escapes my body and my vision blurs. Slowly my heart comes to a stop. My breath cold in the air. No longer do I live. Now to rot in the ground. No longer do I live. On this reched earth. A life of misery is a fate i will never escape. I love you forever and for always my dear. Till death do we never part. Hand n hand we walk through heaven and hell. May we never die alone. I love you Ryan