Monday, May 18, 2009 2:51:11 AM
Boy, I haven't updated this thing in a while.
I am such a terrible blogger. :/
Well, we're nearly headed for the last month of school now. I can't believe I'm about to finish my grade 10 year; that means only two more years left in high school?!
wtf.
I just finished cleaning my room; finally. It looks a little less clustered. Apparently, a messy room radiates "visual noise" which distracts you.
This year (and by year, I mean school year) has been one that has screwed me up the ass multiple times.
I will definitely not miss it. (-cough- Moore -cough-)
But, I gotta say, DECA and Archery were epic times.
I'm finding it more and more peaceful to spend time by myself. Should I be worried?
Then again, it's not like I have someone to spend it with anyways. =_=;
Ah, my habit of biting my nails won't die out.
There are teeth marks on the skin everywhere around my nails, and quite frankly; it is disgusting.
My nerves react faster than my hygiene.
I hate summer;
can't wait for it.
Wednesday, April 22, 2009 2:37:44 AM
We watched a depressing French movie today, from the Toronto International Film Festival, called "Tout est Parfait", translated, "Everything is fine".
In a nutshell, it's about these five friends who plan to commit suicide together, but one of them ends up chickening out at the last second (as he watches his friend die from jumping off a bridge) and has to deal with the aftereffects by himself.
Now I'm depressed. Nawr... I would never have the guts to kill myself; and god knows I've tried.
I need to play tetris to feel normal again. ><
Tootaloo.
Monday, April 13, 2009 7:17:43 PM
Do I celebrate Easter?
No.
Is my peel music festival in 5 days?
Yes.
Did I just find out that Jeneta's birthday is tomorrow when I looked behind me to count the days on the calender until peel music festival day?
Yes.
Are you still in your pajamas?
Yes.
Are you being a productive young lady editing her LOTF response and worrying over her history essay?
No.
Are you going to play tetris for the next 3 hours?
Yes.
Monday, April 13, 2009 6:44:06 PM
February of next year.
I actually knew since a month ago.
The joy blog has been delayed.
My fault ^^"
Life can sometimes be kind. X]
Thank you producers!
On that note, if season 2 turns out to be like Goong S2, I will shoot someone.
Getting rid of 김현중 Kim Hyun Joong will be enough to justify my actions.
[/fangirl spazz]
"어떡하죠? 아직도 난 그대 한마디에 부서지는 하루를 살아요."
Thursday, April 9, 2009 10:02:43 PM
415 pigments of Snowflake
Bedside Chest, Snowglobe
5L3-3P1
Dear Gabe;
What have I been doing for the past 7 months?
I was trying to ignore the same feelings, smile the same smiles, smother the same pain.
This doesn't feel like living.
At least I'm admitting to it now.
"First step is denial, second acceptance, then-" ...what was the next part?
Lol, I miss Ginger.
I think she might have been that one best friend.
Gabe, I'm hurting.
All my love,
SJ
From below one octave
Friday, April 3, 2009 2:46:33 AM
We finished our Literacy test! Yayyyyyy. -crowd flashes pompoms-
=_= What a joke.
The weather was incredible today, and a good weather means happy SJ.
"A high of 15 degrees." Weather topics never fail. 8}
Well, I finished Boys Before Flowers the other day and life as we know it has ended.
No more of my lovely JiHoo. -heart shatters-
:clown: I'm going to write a letter to beg for season 2.
Meanwhile, the drama that is my own life (or the lack of it) makes me want to jump off a skyscraper.
I can't stop staring, feeling, thinking, and wanting.
But I refuse to let myself regret.
I wish I couldn't think. Then, I can just act on impulses, on what feels right, without thinking of how ridiculous and foolish it would make me.
So that I can start over.
OTL
I need a BOF to come play the prince.
At least I can still indulge in the OST.
Sunday, March 29, 2009 2:11:39 AM
Today, a couple of friends and I threw a "surprise" birthday celebration for Hanzihao.
Someone whom I adore.
We started off with 12 people on the guest list, which ended up dropping to 4.
Shows who your real friends are, eh Zi Hao?
Anyways, we went to Boston Pizza, where although only two people were there to surprise him, the birthday brownie + vanilla ice cream scoop with a fizzing candle sticking out the top made up for it.
We ordered a plate of nachos, 2 large pizzas, and a plate of Jumbalaya Fibberwhateveritwascalled that we couldn't finish, destroyed appetites with our favourite science teacher images, and had intimate conversations of scenerios in which we were in the body of hot opposite sexes.
I know you don't read blogs, let alone have a clue that I even write one (or for that matter, is even remotely interested in reading it even if you did), but I want you to know that I love you and wish you the best of the best.
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