Me is still me..

Dreaming a dream

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omo!! It's awhile i'm n0t here??! What happened?? Hahaha

how dare him?!

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cry cry cry
it is just 7 months since i'm out from Korea to work in Russia...
And tadaaa! He already forgot everythings about me?? Even my name and my age??left
i know, he is already get together with another person.. I admit that i still have feeling toward him.. Because he is the one who help me become like this------> a professional designer...heart
and what i hate the most is,, when the time that i must let him go, he promised me so many things.. And i realize that,,,,,,,
it is now the words which is only words..:frown:
doh i have to face the reality now... Want to break my thick crystal glass of my imagination and dreams...bye
goodbye to my beautiful memories, lets concentrate to carrier!up
Yosh!!happy happy

and my last hope for him is,
:star:i hope he'll stay happy with my ''cousin''..
star let him always be success in his life...
God bless~wink


byebye

pinky (release tension time!)

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sometimes my works really make me tension!faint so, i just taking picture 'happy-happy'...
doh i lost my memory..

8 june!

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내 생일 축하한다!
我生日快乐!
私には誕生日おめでと
う!
masaya kaarawan sa
akin!
Joyeux anniversaire à
moi!
selamat hari jadi kepada saya!
sinh nhật vui vẻ với tôi!
С Днем Рождения меня!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!





사랑한다..

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가슴속에바람이분다
그대모습지워져간다
후회란꿈을꾸면서너를그리며
난지금여기서있다. :frown:
오늘 하루 사랑 그것은 달 때문에위한 내놓고내. 놓고 있기 때문에 날 자신의 눈을..널 사랑했는데!널 사랑하는데!
상처가번져서갈수가없잖아
사랑해그말을지키지못해
널떠나가는날
널 사랑해줄게,널 기다려줄게
함께했던시간다기억하잖아
하지못한말들하고싶던말들
가슴에남아흘러내려..knockout

일년을버틴건내게주던미소때문에
꿈이라믿었던너와의추억하나때문에
우리세상에단한가지만허락해줘
눈부신추억을잊지못해서
널간직하는날
이젠말할게사랑한다..

사랑한다..
너와함께란꿈을꾼다.
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Another surprise?!

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Hello again my friends.bigsmile This is my new post about my life. It's suck!

I admit that i'm not going for work about 2 weeks. I was going for an audition in Seoul for a week. That time, Minnie a.k.a Jasmin came along with me too.. doh It's not the story i want to tell actually.p
Friday 031910, i'm flying to Malaysia and staying in Minnie's house for days. This is because of the 'Super Show'..lol as i said, it was TOTALLY AMAZING!! headbang
Minnie is the one who really excited that day. I'm quite excited but not same as her. Maybe because i'm always attend to Music Bank..rolleyes

This show is also make me lost my voice!knockout


Ok, stop until there..left
This is another story.
I'm going to my office as usual. Everybody in the company keep gossiping about me.. Ah! Their habit! Why should i care?mad i want to quit my job, but the CEO not allowed me to do so.:clown: so, whatever!! And the things that i can't accept is, company want to sent me to work in... RUSSIA??!scared no way!! I know who is the person behind this...furious

So, thats all, can you help me? Must i follow the order or not?
Thanks..

Byebye

M0st valuable!

Question:
What is the most valuable thing in this world?
Let find it out!bigsmile

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mik, péngyou, vriend, vriendje, ven, sõber, ami, freund, megobari, barát, dost, amico, cara, tomodachi, chingu, amicus, carrey, freond, wine, dust, prijátel, mitra, amigo, rafiki, dost, arkadas, kawan, teman, friend,

Do you know the meaning of those words?rolleyes

Although they are many, but still, have a same meaning..bigsmile
Great right?happy

They make us smile, mad, cry, laugh, better etc..
For me, friends are the m0st valuable, unforgettable and wonderful item to keep in my heart..heart

THANK YOU friends!
*bows*
love love
Kyousuke,
Asaki,
Amelia,
Kenshi,
Ivoric,
Kai,
Margareth,
Yui,
Wonx,
Hannah,
Vance,
Gia,
Yuuka-chan,
Salena,
Jimmy,
May hana,
Jasmin

I love you..flirt

Thanks for reading!
Byebye..

Nothing much..

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Just want to tell something...up
Huh... 2.18...
Today, i take a break.. Its soooo suck when he is not accept my resignation letter..:frown: i just want to run far away from here... Live quietly and forget him.. Now, i'm even not dare to see his face!bomb How could i continue this work??

Whatever then... Today is my prince's birthday..party who? confused shhh.. zip thats why i take a break!bigsmile i'm walking alone in Seoul.. No one beside me to chat.. Boring..awww i'm looking at the bakery shop... Ohh! Cake! (Should i buy one?)
Nah... Wasting.. I can make it by myself.. yes chef

Sitting alone at house.. wait Waiting for cake to bake.. Lalalala... I'm singing..sing but a sad songs..knockout Hoping someone will celebrate it with me.. But still.. I'm alone... :clown:

Run, run, run... Prepare the food and whatever so... beer wine lol lol and not forget! Hot soda! coffee

And now, i want to invite all of my friends in opera.. Come to my house this night!bigsmile
All my monkey, cat, cow are here too.. Don't worry, they n0t bite! cheers

Thanks for reading!
Byebye

Valentine?? What it is??

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Valentine!!
Worst...!irked
lol lol lol
Everybody must have a story about that day, right?? Yeah... I have it too..wink
Still remember.. My time in high school.. 2.14.. Boys were always asking me, "where is mine?" lol lol they make me laugh for 3hours non stop!!!bigsmile Seriously, i'm never put a crush on anyone.. So, i just make the boys hurt.. Thats me!bigsmile

THEN??
When i'm 16, maybe..(hate to remember) My sis had an accident.. Since that day, my family became poor.. My dad cannot work because of his illness.. My mum work very hard..cry After 3 years seeing this, i'm travelled to Seoul to find a j0b.. There, i meet someone who really care of me..love Although he is much older than me.. i think, i'm in love!flirt He is the CEO's son of the company where i'm working for.. He give me the job.. A designer.. He give me a house to stay..smile But why? He knew that i'm not a smart student anyway..:frown: And i'm never study about design.. Huh... I'm so lucky...yes

2.14.. I give him chocolate that i make it by myself..heart Believe or n0t, he accept it with a sweet smile!yikes
This world is sooo beautiful!

After 2 month, he want me to be his love.. I accept him, of course!lol
But... Unluckily, his parents hate me.. Because i'm from a poor family..
They want us to break.. But he don't want to let me go.. Happy for that..


This year... 2.14.. He will get married..
With who??
Me??
lol lol lol

Nope... With my cousin..left
So, hate this year..

I'm too stupid coz still waiting for him until now..
Maybe i must stop now..

But......
I'll never forget his promise..

"whatever the problems i had, you are still in my heart.. I'll love you forever.. I'm PROMISE..."

Yaii!!! Help!

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:yikes:Arghhh!! It is 0200 right now..yikes
I.... I cannot sleep.... Since.... 0000...faint
I don't know what it is..left

Suddenly, i heard someone knocking at my door...! Who's going to be here at this hour?? Damn!!irked
..........................
Silent in a minute...
And then, something in or back of my wardrobe!!!
Yaaaaaa~
But firstly, i think, it's my kitties.. But they are at my friend's house!
So, whats the hell is that!!?
I ran to next room...
Pheww~ thanks god, i'm not heard anythings...smile

But............
Aaaaaaaa!! I feel something under these bed! Huh... Huh... Calm down....



1,2...........3! Run!!!



cry
And now, i'm in my car...
lol lol cry

Thatz why i cannot sleep well... Yaii... How about my work tomorrow???

I'm soo scared..
I even cannot close my eyes..
Isk... Isk.. Just wait until tomorrow... Then i'll get into that house again...


Thanks for reading...
Byebye...zzz
*trying to sleep*