Friday, 14. November 2008, 20:53:34
You used to call me your angel.
Said I was sent straight down from heaven.
You'd hold me close in your arms.
I never wanted you to leave.
I wanted you to stay here holding me.
I miss you.
I miss your smile.
And I still shed a tear.
Every once in a while.
And even though it's different now.
You're still here somehow.
My heart won't let you go.
And I need you to know.
You used to call me your dreamer.
And now I'm living out my dream.
Oh how I wish you could see.
Everything that's happening for me.
I'm thinking back on the past.
It's true that time is flying by too fast.
I know you're in a better place.
But I wish that I could see your face.
I know you're where you need to be.
Even though it's not here with me.
Friday, 14. November 2008, 20:47:35
Now I will tell you what I've done for you.
50 thousand tears I've cried.
Screaming deceiving and bleeding for you
and you still won't hear me.
Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself
maybe i'll wake up for once.
Not tormented daily defeated by you.
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom.
I'm dying again.
I'm going under.
Drowning in you.
I'm falling forever.
I've got to break through.
I'm going under.
Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies.
So I don't know what's real and what's not.
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
so I can't trust myself anymore.
So go on and scream at me, I'm so far away
I won't be broken again.
I've got to breathe I can't keep going under.
Friday, 14. November 2008, 20:40:46
You and me.
We used to be together.
Every day together,
always.
I really feel that I'm losing my best friend.
I can't believe this could be the end.
It looks as though you're letting go.
And if it's real, I don't want to know.
Don't speak I know just what you're saying.
So please stop explaining.
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts.
I know what you're thinking and I don't need your reasons.
Now I sit and cry.
It's all ending,
I gotta stop pretending who we are...
You and me... 
I can see us dying... are we?
Friday, 14. November 2008, 20:32:38
Your fingertips across my skin.
The palm trees swaying in the wind.
You sang me Spanish lullabies.
The sweetest sadness in your eyes.
Well, I never want to see you unhappy.
I thought you'd want the same for me.
Goodbye, my almost lover.
Goodbye, my hopeless dream.
I'm trying not to think about you.
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance.
My back is turned on you.
Should've known you'd bring me heartache.
Almost lovers always do.
We walked along a crowded street.
You took my hand and danced with me.
And when you left, you kissed my lips.
You told me you would never, never forget these images.
I cannot go to the ocean.
I cannot drive the streets at night.
I cannot wake up in the morning .
Without you on my mind.
So you're gone and I'm haunted.
And I bet you are just fine.
Friday, 14. November 2008, 18:25:47
Now that your friends are leavin'.
And as to look into my eyes.
You try in vain to stop from shaking.
I know that you're just staying.
To leave a broken heart behind.
There is no need for you to linger.
I've heard them all right from the start.
Don't say these words to me,
I know them all by heart.
I dont need explanations.
I read the answers in your eyes.
Don't be afraid to see me crying.
I've lost my expectations.
So you don't need to tell me lies.
To save my self-esteem from dying.
I've gone through this within my mind.
I've seen this all before.
At a million times.
I've learned to live without you.
I've learned to dream without you.
To take the pain within my heart.
I've learned to smile without you.
To take a chance without you.
I'm getting used to miss your love.
I've learned to walk alone.
Leave without hesitation.
There's nothing left for me to loose.
I won't cry to talk it over.
No need to fake compassion.
Don't try to walk within my shoes.
I've used them on the way to nowhere.
Friday, 14. November 2008, 18:07:17
I'm not the type to get my heart broken.
I'm not the type to get upset and cry.
Cause I never leave my heart open.
Never hurts me to say goodbye.
Relationships don't get deep to me.
Never got the whole 'in love' thing.
And someone can say they loved me truely.
But at the time it didn't mean a thing.
My mind is gone.
I'm spinning round.
And deep inside my tears,
I'll drown.
I'm losing grip.
What's happening?
I stray from love.
This is how I feel.
This time was different.
Felt like I was just a victim.
And it cut me like a knife.
When you walked out of my life.
Now I'm in this condition.
And I've got all the symptoms.
Of a girl with a broken heart.
But no matter what.
You'll never see me cry.
Did it happen when we first kissed?.
Cuz it's hurting me to let it go.
Maybe cause we spent so much time.
And I know that it's no more.
I should have never let you hold me.
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart.
I didn't give it to you on purpose
can't figure out how you stole my heart.
Friday, 14. November 2008, 17:29:57
Empty spaces fill me up with holes.
Distant faces are all I see.
Without you I cant find peace.
Where I'm going is un...
Voices tell me I should carry on.
But I am swimming in an ocean of tears, all alone.
I don't mean to drag it on, but I can't seem to let you go.
I don't wanna face this world alone,
I wanna be with you.
I tried to go on like I never knew you.
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete...
Friday, 14. November 2008, 17:19:07
How long has it been since I fall in love with you?
Will you notice my feelings?
Even though I never put them into words.
Just like the snow,
my feelings just quietly keep accumulating.
Hold me tight,
please,that's my only wish.
I didn't want to know what it was like to be on love with someone.
I love you - my tears won't stop falling.
And so...I wish that I had never met you.
How long will I be thinking of you?
Hold me tight I want to know how it feels.
I love you - the feeling wells up in my chest.
I want to see you again,
But I know that that will never happen.
WIDGETIZE