Flamingo-Rain

Extremely sad and painful. Just wanna drink a lot and forget everything. Wanna come to an another place.... far far away from this place. Just wanna hide and start a new life with my family. I desire having a beautiful love, just simple having a normal bf who knows how to take care of me and understand me...................
I wanna cry a lot. why my life becomes terrible and i cannot find my direction.....

p/s: too late to say i love you