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On Short Story Series, Part 10

The eleventh story.

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Death

There are two goals in life, to reproduce and defy death.

No, you have it all wrong. It is to become at peace with the world and accept death.

You both are fools, it is merely to see Death.

A black cloud descended upon the scene and the three Magi tensed.

So it has come.

Indeed, if we are to be saved…

We must stand…

And…Defy

Accept!

See.

They all drew their swords, their cloaks flowing in the wind. They all knelt in a circle and waited—the gust gathering, the darkness growing, the air moistening. Red droplets hit their faces, their white robes morphing to the look of a canvas after Pollock had done his work. Defy took out his shield and started to chant spells, his eyes turning black as the night, his skin a deathly white, his nails a ruby red. Accept sat in a Budda position and laid his sword across his legs, and calmly started to recite the Poem, a soft glow emanated from his hands and illuminated his face. See fell to the ground—defeated--the dust filling the air; the stench of the dead flowed past.

Do you now see! Haha, you cannot see death! You fool, you just fight, fight till there is nothing left to…

And yet, by fighting death, you give it power…

Ha, then I shall fight harder!

In the distance hooves could be heard trampling the ground, their huffing and puffing filling the air.

Defy!

Accept!

Defy lunged into the air and sliced at the approaching storm. A head came flying by and rolled past Accept; he looked up, not amused.

You think accepting death will save you from it!

I do not wish to be saved.


The air filled with the sound of a million locusts. The sound seemed to approach, then recede, approach, then recede, like waves lapping upon the shore.

So he taunts us.

Only to those willing to listen.

Defy lowered his weapons and turned towards Accept and put one knee upon the ground.

So you have finally…

Dropping to his knees, Defy became a dreidel—his sword a deadly edge—and the sound of meat on sword soon filled the air; the Magi’s robe was no longer just a splattering of red. He jumped into the air and continued to twirl, the darkness growing, and his skin continuing to be leeched of colour. Finally it ended, and he fell to the ground.

This is what I must do…

It is what you choose to do…

That makes all the difference?

Only if you want to make one.

Defy dug his sword into the ground, looking around him, smiling. It was darkness.

And if I seek…

You shall end up like those who Saw.

His pushed down on his sword and lifted himself. The locust swarmed near, men were being ripped apart, their howls filling the air, the cacophony of sounds chilling the Magi, freezing Defy in his place.

I have not faced Locust before.

Then you shall die.

How is it that one lives to know that?

Because if you accept…

The Locust ignores you?

Maybe…

Defy looked pale, his nails had turned transparent, his eyes were a bright blue. He took off his rob and walked towards his bag, stuffing it in as he chanted a few spells. Water gushed out from below and cleansed him. He took out a clean, blue rob--soft as cashmere, and smooth as silk. He tied a red sash across his waist and pulled out the black and white, stripped headband and slipped it on. Cutting the air several times with his sword, he ran out into the darkness, the buzzing growing louder.

And so…we must all pay…

Defy felt his flesh being ripped away, he cried out, but they were drowned out by the noise of the locusts. Falling to the ground once more, the Magi—with several movements of his hand--started sinking into it, becoming it.

NO, YOU WILL NOT!


The Magi felt himself being ripped from the earth and thrown into the air, above the darkness, above the death, above all that he had known. He continued to soar, the air rippling by him and his lungs becoming devoid of oxygen. Finally he slowed; coming to a stopped, he looked around. The world below him was an ever changing sea of light and dark: swirling, morphing, colliding, yet never mixing. The void surrounding him pressed in, he looked around and everywhere there were…things indescribable, the death of an infinite souls was commencing, the blades dropping, the guns firing, the lasers warming and yet, each one was the same: the bleached, white skins; the rolled-back, black eyes; the curled, red finger nails. And he laughed and laughed, but the void stole him the opportunity to be heard.

And so here…

IT SHALL NOT END!

His blood froze as the planet darkened from the shadow, the sun was blotted out, and the heavens shook. The bones creaked and the flesh broke off in bits, as if a zombie had been amplified to the size of a star, the eyes a blinding white, the skin a sordid grey, with bits and pieces of skin morphing between ruby red and carbon black. Defy’s hand reached for his sword, but it was no longer there, his shield having long shattered in the cold.

AND SO NOW YOU SEE!

And Defy laughed a bit more as the cosmic hand reached to engulf him and he smiled. But this was not to be! Light shone from behind and a beam plunged into the hand of Death.

and I shall not let your suffering come to pass.

Defy was blinded by the light as the heavens shook and he was flung back, his body scorching as he zipped through the atmosphere--to the darkness, to the death, to life. He plunged into the ground, reaching up and digging his hands into the soil, he pulled himself from the hole. A small area around him was illuminated, the scorched earth giving little contrast to the darkness at the end of the light. He lifted himself up and surveyed the area.

I see.

And he fell, laughing the whole way.

On Short Story Series, Part 10

The tenth story.

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Humanity's Gold

Captain’s Log 1.25.2838

My eyes watered at the sight. We had finally discovered what we had spent all these years wandering aimlessly for. Shifting and moving, the silvery substance coated the land, its beauty enticing and dicing. There were several who ventured over its smooth surface, dying one by one. Out in the distance could be seen the splendorous pinnacle, atop its peak a mountain of gold. Men still strove for that most holy of materials, still killed and maimed for a chance to hold and possess it; some said that gold had become more than a sign of wealth and power. No, it had become engrained in the very soul of humanity, driving us forward, providing the impetus to partake on these Herculean efforts to discover and colonize the galaxy. It was an elixir that we could not stop drinking, least we realize that there is no purpose to our sorry existence. So we continue to pile our trade—lusting, craving, hungering for that high, that indescribable euphoria of ‘GOLD! We found GOLD!’

Captain’s Log 5.65.2828

The ship hung in low orbit, the twin planets were almost touching; several massive craters on their surface testament to past encounters. “Deploy the ships, have everyone on standby,” the captain looked around, “we shall drop the ships at high 7, commence slow burn.” Here and there people continued at the same calm pace, such was the routine nature of this procedure. “What’re you all, DRONES? Where is your hunger, your ravenous spirit for adventure?” But the captain was in a world of his own; people had long since ceased caring about that ephemeral fist pump, that momentous adrenaline rush. No, there was nothing to be had here, just a dry run training for the real thing, if even that. “Captain, give it up, there is no gold to be had; no one is going to get excited over a dry run.” The captain stared straight ahead, his stark white hair flowing as the fans started to warm up, his blue eyes piercing the scene.

“Have you ever seen such a magnificent sight? All these people pass this awe inspiring scene without a second glance, it’s like they…”

“Have lost the ability to take in the small things? Yes sir, yes they have.”

“No, not the small things; the most grand encounters, mind-boggling of scenarios. But why do they live, for what do they strive? I have led these men and women from Sol to the Outer sector; however, each time there is no gold, they elicit the same reaction—abject state, as if all the wealth we’ve come across has suddenly vanished.”

“Gold is life.”

“Indeed, someday I hope to show them what they are missing.”

The drop ships drifted down toward the focus of the two planets and the captain walked up and down the cargo hold, his jet black suite in stark contrast to his subordinates yellow attire, their jumpsuits complication of symbols and addition highlighting the simplicity of his iron pressed jacket. The air was thick with chemicals, they kept it at high pressure to force out any foreign air that may try to leak its way through the double door once it was opened. Tools lay strewn about the vicinity, the whole placed looked a mess, and nobody cared to clean it up after each expedition. The decision to paint the whole interior a stark white was paying off; it exuded a professionalism and cleanliness that, despite the mess, satisfied the captains craving for order. As they hit the wispy coat that surrounded the planets, the captain tried to regain his balance and smoothed his hair. “There’re no dignitaries here captain.” He looked about for the source of the disturbance, but none was to be found, they all gave him that same—to him eerily creep at times—blank stare, as if there were about the admonish him at any moment. He surveyed the area again and walked up the staircase on the side, cables attempting to slow his every step. The railing almost didn’t save him as everyone was thrown into the air, then the sound of action could be heard all around.

“Get that door opened! Guns ready, shields on, we’re going in Hot, HOt, HOT!”

The doors swung open and the captain momentarily swung their way. The yellows jumped outside, some floating and landing with a confident thud on their feet, others walked slowly, surveying the area; dust kicked up and swirled around the landing zone, the whole scene something straight out of a comic strip. Ethereal and surreal as the particles hide their presence, they donned their old school respirators and set off, the doors closing behind them. The captain straightened his tie and started up the second flight of stairs near the back of the hold toward the flight deck. As he opened the door he treated the rest to the same wide-eyed, mouth agape expression that accompanied their expedition to a new world.

“My god, if only we had discovered this before…”

Captain’s Log 1.26.2838

Having realized the futility of our endeavor, it was decided that it be best if we launched the ships again and landed closer to the gold mountain. The world shone around us as the silvery substance continued to shift and swirl, the dust kicked up by those running toward the departing vessels giving the scene an Arabian feel, at any moment the silvery substance would peel back to reveal its true, parched earth form and men on camels would ride in—screaming and slaying—from their flank. But alas, this was fleeting as the thrusters blew away any hovering particles and brought me back to my senses. I turned and rushed toward the last ship to depart, jumping into the bay just as it gained air. We left the hatch open—strapped down there was no danger of falling out—and took in the dazzle that we were being treated to. We thought that the silver sea was worth the effort tracking down this elusive world, but as we continued to survey this land, our hearts yearned to be down below, exploring this virgin world and unearthing her secrets. Silver leaked into the red ocean that mixed and churned with globes of blue and green, it seemed as if someone colored oil and threw it onto dyed water, adding a metallic shine to blind and prevent full appreciation of the wondrous creation. Floating amidst the churning waves were islands, the liquid being more dense than earth. Towers of rock, some smoothed and beautified by the acidic conditions, and crystalline structures reached for the sky, those that were translucent reflecting and refracting splendous array colors that whirled about them. These fortresses on the sea, for all their stark beauty, were dead. Yet, at the center of all this majesty stood the most extraordinary sight of all, the stoic mountain of gold—assured and confident—amongst the liquid rainbow lakes. It was in this moment of bliss that the radio cut in, breaking the illusion that we finally could be tourist instead of miners on these forgotten worlds.

Captain’s Log 12.3.2864

“You realize what the charge is for this crime?”

“Yes, but this is not the most fair of proceedings.”

The captain stood up and walked toward the witness stand. He paused for a moment, coalesced his thoughts, and decided on his next course of action. The day had finally come when gold no longer mattered. It happened faster than was planned—humanity, faced with that precarious drop in vigor and purpose that would come with the dying of the last gold mines, had decided to lust after another thing. What they turned to was, at first, inarguably better. Life. Yes, that most holy of crusades was launched, that most forgotten of desires amidst our material lust. Life. No person had yet encountered it, in the several millennia that we had traveled the known universe; no person had yet reported life. However, there was never a desire, after the first gold world was found, to start an extensive search for other living organisms. Sure, there had been the occasional crackball who attempted to cement his name in history by discovering that illusionary non-Sol life form, but they always came back empty handed and disillusioned. But, the gold disappeared, ran dry. No, it wasn’t that we used it all or that it suddenly vanished, but to be unable to mine more gold was essentially to make it useless. In some perverse way, that confounded economist and thinkers, the more gold was found, the more its value increased on the market. It was akin to a stream, the more water in the stream, the more value can be derived from its many uses, but once this stream runs dry, its value diminishes to naught.

“We have decided to find…Life…and you attempted to stop us.”

“Yes.”

“Why?”

“That is not relevant.”

“Yes it is, tell us why.”

“No.”

The captain—on the inside boiling with rage and indignant that one would desire to half such a momentous expedition—calmly took out a light and started to fill the room with that most horrid of smells, a couple coughs could be hear reverberating about the cavernous hall. After a couple of minutes pacing in from of the witness stand, the captain stopped and glanced at the accused.

“So you’re guilty?”

“No.”

“Then you are not guilty?”

“No.”

“Thus, you are guilty.”

“This trail is a fraud, so I will not play within your pedantic framework. You seek to convict me, the jury wants to convict me, the judge will approve of capital punishment—what am I to do but close my mouth.”

“Your appeal tugs at my heart, but I could care less about your conspiracy, what I do care about is whether you’re part of this conspiracy.”

“No.”

Humanity had come to a cross roads, do we begin anew, refreshed in our goals, understanding, and decision making, or do we continue to harbor our addictive past, wrought by the savage inhumanity it had caused us. Some proposed that we start the Grand Colonization, seeding the galaxy with millions of colonies, enough to build a vast network that would fill the void and calm the increasingly desperate and crazed view that we are…alone.

“You’re all are scared…aren’t you? Deep down, that unthinkable, treacherous fear exists that we may be all there is, that the universe is in fact…empty.”

The captain looked about—slightly distressed—and dropped the light on the ground, smothering it with his heel.

“Your honour, I would like to request a recess.”

“Granted.”

“And your…ack, let go of me, I said let GO…you’re thinking to yourselves, we have nothing left to live for…”

Captain’s Log 1.28.2838

We landed among the mountain of gold and cried, our suits turning ever darker shades; a man to my left looked to be convulsing (with joy I assume). We waded in it, enjoying the feeling of it wrap around our feel; we molding it like clay and rubbing it all over our bodies; through all this, we never thought that this would be it, we would be both the legendary and famed heroes, detested and infamous villains—forever exalted and shamed—the Last Miners. Every so often a breeze would waft by and looking up I wept at the glorious sky, spread out from dawn to dusk was a spectrum of reds, the sun blazing its trail across the sky. I walked toward the edge of the summit and looked down, feeling a bit queasy. It was then that I appreciated its largesse; this would feed the gold stream for years. This was big and—above money—glorious, we would be glorified and people would bow at our feet.

As we jumped up and down, the warmth eloped and caressed some as they slept in its splendor; the sea below gained an acrimonious hue, dull black and gray swaths cutting the serenity that was the rainbow ocean. A ship started to descend and finally landed. Several yellows stepped out, donned their respirators—their wheezing cutting through the rapturous noise—and took out the diggers, flipped the switches and began their work. Several of the others laid down their gear and a couple more waddled over to the nearest ship, climbed in and patted the side, then drifted off into the distance with a brief roar and puff of smoke. I never understood why we always need so many armed men, transports, and materials. It’s not like we had ever encountered life…or ever would…

On Short Story Series, Part 9

The ninth story.

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Broken

“Haha, my brother, how have you been?”

“Great. Times are good, money is flowing, bitches crawl all over me—what more could a man desire?”

I sat in the corner through blurred vision, watching them hug and chat. Grrrrrrr. There were many things I hated about this house, least of which was the rats. I went to work every day, but that can wait. I got up and was immediately dragged back down. The chains, how could I forget? I felt like crying sometimes, but then they would hit me, abuse me, and occasionally rape me. You may think, why have you not committed suicide? Haha, I’m better than that, that is what these scum want me to do. They take joy in such things; hell, one would probably get an erection from seeing a dead body like mine. It is sad really, that it had come to this, all the hopes and aspirations my family had, now embodied in a cheap whore living out of a common thugs house. It was my mother, I would blame her and the people she carried herself with, the debts she owed…

“Give it up woman, give it up!”

“I owe you nothing, nothing! Haha, you believe…you won’t get away with this…I have it all…the calls, the…”

“Bitch, you see that daughter of yours? You want her to stay pretty and innocent? What am I saying, of course you don’t, you selfish…”

“Selfish…I gave you all everything, my life, my…”

“Bitch, you gave us money. Money! You really think that is all we live for…money?”

“You going to monologue now!?”

“Dearest me, bitch doesn’t know a Quicker when she sees one, let me end this.”

People say that it was my imagination, that I had projected my beliefs about what my mother did onto my memories of her. I didn’t, at least…

The toy fell down the ladder, it clanked as it hit the different structures on the way down. The sky was a gray; it had been drizzling off and on the whole day. I wanted my toy. I got up and ran towards the edge of the roof; the ladder didn’t make it to the bottom, strange. I could faintly see my toy below. I started down the ladder, but heard a loud scream and looked to see my mother rushing over.

“You little rat, are you trying to ruin me; I’ve already told you, stay away from the ladder.”

I was bleeding, the chains had begun to dig into my skin and the brothers thought nothing of it, thought it would toughen me up. I looked around, they’d moved to a new house, ever wary of the police or the Quickers. The Quickers were…not of the highest moral standing, they would rape without remorse, and kill gleefully. I’d met one once, seemed more like a bunch of gangsta wackos, but they were smart, they’d fostered an image of immortality, people believed that they could not be harmed, that they were some sort of urban legend, some mythical group of people who stalked the land. But, the whole lot of them—these urbanites and rural riffraff that occupied this area—were not the brightest.

“Hey bitch, get up, time to leave.”

“Yoga, listen to the man, get up, we have to leave…NOW.”

“Dumb whore, see, I told you we should have kept her a bit more healthy, dumb shit.”

“Hey, don’t blame me, the clients like broken girls, just catering to demand.”

“Sometimes the businessman knows what’s best for himself and the client, you should take care to note of that. I don’t want my capital ruined.”

“I’m not your property you sick…”

“Shut up whore, hurry up, times leaving us.”

You know when you wake up with an arm tingling and the feeling gone from it, after you slept on it? That’s how my right leg felt, it would move, but it felt obscenely heavy and I fell over several times on the way out and to the car, getting no help along the way. They looked nervous, the brothers, which happened occasionally. One had pulled out an assault rifle and aimed it down the street.

“Come on bitch, hurry!”

It was dusty outside, the meadows on each side had turned brown and looked dead, the parched road had blackened holes puncturing it. I looked down the road and could make out several cars, smoke billowing behind them.

“Fuck, Ich erklärte Ihnen.”

“Don’t talk to me in that foul language, grab the girl, go, GO!”

He ran toward me and lifted me into the air. Rushing to the truck he barely broke stride as he dumped me in the back and jumped into the driver’s seat. The engine roared, I felt a ting then an acute pain and looked down to see some red substance covering the bottom of the truck bed.

“Hey, ack, [coughing], I’m fucking bleeding back here, HEY.”

They couldn’t hear me, I was lifted slightly into the air several times and each time I came down, I felt the poking sensation and then I realized.

“Oh fucking hell you didn’t.”

Looking down I realized that the bed was punctured with nails. What the fuck, who does that? I crawled to the back of the truck, didn’t see anything dangerous there, curled up and tried to get some rest.

My head hit the sand; a couple children kicked me and laughed.

“Hey Yoga, YOGA. Yeah you heard me, why ain’t you flexible? Haha.”

I looked up, rat. Reaching into my pocket I felt the cold sensation, the solid confirmation, the rigid explanation of this brats fate. I started to pull my hand out…and felt a firm grasp stop me.

“Yoga, don’t, he’s not worth it.”

“Then who is?”

“Not now, this isn’t the place, too many eyes.”

I let my hand slide back down and crawled to the corner of the sandpit. I shivered and tried to slide into the warm sand. These kids…where horrible. This happened daily, the fucking assistants did nothing to stop it. I’d seen it all, some 14 year old girl was nearly raped on these playgrounds, there were play structures that could hide unseemly acts from the nonexistent eyes of those who watched…

“Hey, Yoga-bitch, get up, we’re here.”

The day was now night and a lone streetlamp lit the way. I crawled out and the world bobbled up and down, I winched with every step. This wasn’t a safe house or even a Location, the warehouse before me looked abandoned, a burnt-out shell of its former glory.

“Why are we…”

“Don’t talk.”

They dragged me across the lot and one kicked open the door, the other threw me in.

“Sorry kid, been too much of a liability lately. We’ve decided to move up to a more respectable operation. You’re too broken to fit into this.”

My lunges gasped for air and my vision faded in and out.

“You mean you…[coughing]…your…[more coughing]…going to leave me here? What the fuck is that? You know this place is crawling with…”

“Yeah, we know. Might as well allow…something...a bit of pleasure before you are disposed.”

“Killed?”

“You could say that, we prefer ‘disposed’, kill is a bit morbid.”

“Huh?”

“Well, it was nice…”

“Holy shit, are you serious? It was ‘NICE’? You fucking abused and used me you…”

“Shhhhh, quite darling or you’ll wake the neighbors, unless of course you want the feast to start that much sooner. Haha. Bye now.”

They closed the door and the engine started up again, roaring off into the distance. I could hear creaking noises all around me, but I could not see. I could hear whispers, but my imagination was willing to play games at this stage. A chill went down my spine. They were getting louder.

“Ahhhhhhhhhhhh, I’M HUNGRY, HAHAHA.”

What they hell? The sound pierced me and I felt my heart skip a beat, then the blood flowed more quickly. Oh shit, oh shit, those fucks they didn’t, oh fuck, fuck.

“SMELL THAT DARLING, THINK SOMEONE LEFT US SOMETHING.”

“HMMMMM, SMELLS LIKE IT’S STILL FRESH.”

I looked down at my thigh and legs—realizing, those nails…

“LET ME HAVE A BIT OF FUN WITH IT, BREAK IT AND MAKE IT SOFT FOR YOU.”

“HAVEN’T YOU BEEN SATIATED ENOUGH AFTER THOSE OTHERS?”

“I ALWAYS HAVE AN APPETITE, HAHA.”

I could hear their footsteps now and I crawled a bit toward a nearby latter, maybe, just maybe, if I could get to higher ground.

“OOUUHHHH, IT MOVES.”

I looked around me, there is no way they heard me from that distance, especially with the ruckas they were causing, I could hear them far away…

“Haha, boo.”

My whole body froze and I stared into its eyes, how? What?

“Should keep your wits about you girl, the senses can be…easily deceived.”

“Haha, but the lesson is daftly noted, we’re a bit hungry...”

“...and in a bit of a hurry...”

“...so we’ll help us all out and make this quick.”

I felt a cold hand touch my back, running up it and around my neck down to my bosom—the whole time I could do nothing.

“She a bit broken in already, haha, all the better.”

“Hehe, well then, shall we?”