Tuesday, January 15, 2008 6:49:22 AM
Walk along the usual road back home. Think back about something with my rainy songs. Could not think much really, but had some peaceful feeling. Can released myself at the same time of getting some. The cold breeze was really good, it made me feel easy. I can feel the warm of my body, of my heart. And I always love Wind. I can se wedding flowers in top of some car. They're beautiful (although I don't have much interested in flowers
). I can slowly walk in the street withou thinking much. Love it!
Listen to it with me.
Monday, December 10, 2007 2:46:02 AM
Why are we all trying to understand others??? Is that for their own good or for yourself?
Nothing, cause you don't understand anything at the same time you feel like you understood everything!
It's not good for being so depress and hopeless. But I want to feel it. I want to be a normal person not a superman. I don't like superman, he's a good guy. It's not like I hate good guys but I don't like becoming one, just that. Too tired, too complicated, and can not express true feeling... I hate those things.
Please don't do it. I must do something that I don't know where the result is. Happy ending or not I must do it this time. I'll try not to be out of control. He he, I always proud of my controling level
.
Yes, wait for it!
Wednesday, October 10, 2007 4:23:54 PM
Like a friend of mine, I only find you when I have a hard time. I told to my friend that her blog can hear her anything from her, and she feels happy when she hear her... But... do you hear me? Can you understand me? Or I am bothering you? I am just considering you as something like trash can where I can delete all my sadness, hopeless feeling, anything I don't like???
I don't know, I'm not sure. Are you ok? Right now... I'm not sure that I care for you with these words. I just... just... don't know what to say.
okay, you can not tell me what are your feeling. I hope that my feeling is yours. I'm not going to promise that I will bring you some happiness but, If I have changes...
See you!
Wednesday, September 19, 2007 11:00:09 AM
Lonestar - Not a day goes by
Got a picture of you I carry in my heart
Close my eyes to see it when the world gets dark
Got a memory of you I carry in my soul
I wrap it close around me when the nights get cold
If you asked me how Im doin Id say just fine
But the truth is baby, if you could read my mind
Not a day goes by that I dont think of you
After all this time youre still with me its true
Somehow you remain locked so deep inside
Baby, baby, oh baby, not a day goes by
I still wait for the phone in the middle of the night
Thinkin you might call me if your dreams dont turn out right
And it still amazes me that I lie here in the dark
Wishin you were next to me, your head against my heart
If you asked me how Im doing Id say just fine
But the truth is baby, if you could read my mind
Not a day goes by that I dont think of you
After all this time youre still with me its true
Somehow you remain locked so deep inside
Baby, baby, oh baby, not a day goes by
Minutes turn to hours, and the hours to days
Seems its been forever that Ive felt this way
Not a day goes by that I dont think of you
After all this time youre still with me its true
Somehow you remain locked so deep inside
Baby, baby, oh baby, not a day goes by
Saturday, August 18, 2007 12:20:36 AM
A strange dream. Scary... Really scare. Don't have much sound. Silent. Shiver. Not have many sence with scary thing but an unsure and dark road. Cold from head to heart. 2 arms feel like freeze. Heart hurt and cold. I can do that? Wonder, not sure.
And, who is he/she? But now... is it really happend? so real.
Friday, August 17, 2007 8:53:31 PM
I'm not crazy like before ^^. Thanks! But somehow I miss somethings which don't have any clue what they are
. Right now, I feel empty. Something is hurting but I'm not sure either ^^. Really tired, but don't wanna go to sleep. I know If I lay my body to the bed, I can sleep right away. But... ^^ Don't know. I'm smiling.
Tuesday, July 31, 2007 6:15:50 PM
I'm crazy again. And without a clearly reason, it makes me more and more crazy. Don't wanna do anything. Don't wanna think anything. What am I wanting to do? What am I going to do? What's the meaning of all these things? Don't know. Who know? Nobody!
What a crazy man I am!
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