Saturday, May 14, 2011 9:12:59 AM
missing you
I miss him. I miss him dearly. It is hard waking up and not seeing his face in the morning. Or going to bed at night holding my pillow wishing it is him I am holding. I am still waiting for the day that I get to be next to the one that I love so much. I have known him since I was twenty years old--almost seven years being together. We have been through thick and thin. He always put me first. I can be so selfish at times, but every time he would forgive me. I cannot imagine myself being with someone else besides him or living without him next to me. I am suffocating because I'm not near him, cannot see him smile or hear his voice whenever I miss him. I miss the way he looks at me, touches me, or makes me smile at my unhappiest moments. I can only find peace when we are together. I am still waiting..patiently for that day to come when we don't have to be apart again. He is my life support. I miss him.
Saturday, May 7, 2011 2:15:17 PM
Hi Love..how are you doing today? Do you know how much I miss you? Do you know how much I love you? Love, if I can be next to you every seconds..I would trade everything for it.
Wednesday, April 6, 2011 7:18:18 PM
At my lowest point in my career, but looking forward to the future. I need a change in my career. Seven years in a job that I did not like is a little too long for me to deal with.
Saturday, April 2, 2011 9:45:41 PM
I am not going to lie. I miss my mom and her cooking. I have not been a good daughter to dad and her since I am so far away.After dad passed it is harder for mom. I Wish I wish I can be there to take care of her. My mom is the greatest woman in the world. I could never be the best mom like her.
Friday, April 1, 2011 11:45:58 AM
It is paradise here butI think it's torture. Hoping tomorrow will shine.
Sunday, March 20, 2011 12:33:21 PM
i think i bought two righties lol
Sunday, March 20, 2011 9:40:39 AM
I'm finally moved into my new apartment next to the seawall. I'm so excited. The view is unbelievable.My place is still bare. I'm currently sleeping on my air bed. I finally stopped being so cheap and bought me furniture. I wish I didn't give away all of my stuff before leaving the States. Every little thing costs here.Now I can't wait for my furniture to arrive.
I went for a little drive and found another grocery store slash department store. There is a grocery store next to my place but a little small. Now at least I know where to shop for food. There are so many places I want to check out but I dont know how to get there yet. I might check out the beach next weekend...
Saturday, March 12, 2011 2:04:29 AM
Sáng nay thấy hơi buồn. Buồn vì nhớ người ấy.
Buồn vì không có người ấy bên cạnh.
Không biết khi nào mình gặp lại..
Bây giờ chỉ còn lại kỷ niệm.
Xin hẹn gặp lại ngày mai.
My Opera
By the end of this week I should be all settled in. Finally found me a decent car. I guess you can call it a "granny's car" but it's alright for me. I won't be here that long so the car will serve its purpose while I'm here. Now I just have to learn how to drive on the left side and need to know where I'm going..life begins it is. 
