Monday, August 13, 2007 4:42:45 AM
Today I almost lost one of the few people in my life that I love more than anything in this world. Luckily, she is going to be okay. She not out of the woods yet, but I know she will be okay. I am SO glad she is okay and I want her to get stronger! So this one is to you grandma Claudia! I love you more than life and I want you to get better ASAP!!! [/FONT]
Wednesday, July 4, 2007 5:20:37 AM
I don't know why everything is always my fault!! If the sky were to come crashing down, guess what?! It would be my fault!! And they wonder why I've done the things I've done in the past...I don't want to do those things but they make is SOOO tempting!! I hate living here and I want to move out so bad, but I can't if I want to move to Cali in four years. Don't get me wrong, things can be great, but then things fall apart. No matter how hard I try I can never please her. She also just dumps her bad mood on me and it's not fair!! Then, comes the other one with his constant belittlement of me. It drives me to the point of almost having a nervous breakdown!! I want to ask out my crush just so I can maybe have an escape from here!! I feel so trapped and alone! Hoorah! When my brother gets here it's going to be a full out yell fest! Only four more years, only four more years...
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